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That's my expression right now...kinda...O.o XD

I finally did it! I finally wrote the script-y part of my manga one shot I've been doing and I ENDED IT! <333

On top of that I re-read it to make sure that I liked it and I LOVE it! <333 I'm so happy and proud of myself...

Now all I have to do is sketch it out, then draw it, then clean it up, the post it! >:3

Though...I'm totally unsure of the name and cover...And since they go together I'll probably draw it all first and then do the cover...

I also haven't ever drawn the characters before...so I'll do a quick picture practicing them some time...O.o And thankfully since most of it's back stage practice/sleepy time stuff they won't be wearing their visual kei costumes...only once...But I've gotta figure out what kind of hairstyle I want the main character to have in real life.

I just wonder this...Do the guys from Versailles actually have their hair that length? Because I was thinking of making the main character have long curly hair like theirs (and dressed in that kinda style since he's the more feminine member of the group) or are they wearing some kinda wig thingy like Maki Goto?...Hrmm...Ehh...I'll make him wear a wig, this way it won't look like the main character is actually a girl and he'll look more manly...

Plus his name's Misaki...which is a unisex name (obviously not real...XD But they call him by that name...mostly because I guess that's what most visual kei bands do...referring to the other members by their stage names so they don't forget or something...O.o) and if he looks like a girl I don't want people to think that he's a girl! TT^TT Plus he won't be wearing make-up, so that adds onto his manliness...

I also have to practice kissing scenes...Hrmmm...>.>

I'm taking a break to read some manga because I have a long list, that's all that's been on my mind besides the story, I don't know what my characters look like, and I have jrock rock, I mean like not visual kei rock (which apparently everyone immediately thinks of visual kei when they think of jrock...I say visual kei music is...visual kei music...not jrock....O.o), music stuck in my head. Mostly Half Life music...>.> I can't help it! Entrance is such an AWESOME song...And because of that I can't think of anything particularly visual kei...just curly haired guys with beards and what-not, and that's not...visual kei...O.o

Okay, off ta read some manga! I's so proud of meself~! <333

OF COURSE! *face palm*

Finally figured out mangafox...XD Those alert boxes I never actually read so any manga that had an alert box I would skip...But then I realized that they must have gotten stricter because Deadman Wonderland is 'mature' and has the alert box, so now I'm going to actually READ EVERYTHING...But there's a TON of ecchi out there...And I read a TINY bit of ecchi only to know that I really hate ecchi...TT^TT

And who are the mangaka? Men? How do they know that women's bodies are like that? They don't, and they're totally exaggerating and making up stuff so they're even more attractive to male audiences...>.> Bahhh...

Also 'of course' I finally got an idea for a one shot! ^ ^ But it has been stuck in my head for a while I just never really decided to use it. It's based off of Nissy and Shinji's (Okay, it's Nishijima Takahiro and Atae Shinjiro...I just like calling them by their nicknames...XD) relationship..or what seems to be their relationship...Or how I seem them...

So it'll be shounen-ai...Though I don't think they're actually close like that...or are they? What goes on in your brain Nissy? I don't understand you! TT^TT

Anyways! XD Nissy is the cute, random, silly one and Shinji's the somewhat serious (but still silly) hard headed one. And Shinji's always insulting Nissy or making fun of him in some way or seeming to have negative vibes around him (no, not really, I'm exaggerating! XD). Now doesn't that sound interesting?

Ahhh...I'll get a twist or two into there, but I'd really love to draw Nissy's happy face...Not that I'm actually going to have the characters be Nissy and Shinji! XD I'll make up my own characters (who may or may not look like Nissy and Shinji...)

I'll get a shoujo manga eventually...*tap* *tap*...

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In case you're wondering what that *tap* *tap* was that was my finger tapping on the table like I'm wagging it...O.o Sorry I make weird sounds! XD Umm...it's like a mixture of being impatient and the 'Now, I tell ya what' thingy...O.o XD

Maybe I should get to work on one of these...But I want to confirm that I actually whatever idea I come up with...I like my visual kei one...I'm just not exactly sure how to make it go from beginning to end and still be interesting and short...Hrmmm...>.> I'll get it sooner or later....

Yeahhhhh...for some reason I can only come up with shounen-ai...O.o

What does this mean? I DON'T WANT TO BECOME A SHOUNEN-AI MANGAKA!! TT^TT NUUUUU!!

Maybe it's that I haven't been reading shounen-ai manga for very long and the ones I have been reading are kind odd because to me they feel like there is no such thing as boy loving girl, it's all boy loving boy...O.o And where are the bi-sexuals? Well, I've found several that are good...it's just...I don't know...So many things to do with boyxboy things.

Oh! Maybe it's the strange influence of the running gag around my school where several of the boys pretend to be gay, as a joke...like if somebody says that they look like a couple somehow then they scarstically go into detail about it...I find that hilarious! XD If I could have a camera in school (and if I had a camera) I'd like to take a picture of all those kinds of moments because they're really...umm...juicy, let's say...>:D

Back to more manga! I'm actually just going through manga and putting it on my list until I get terrified by the length...XD

Bagglefraggleflickinfeen

Bahhh...>.>

Those WIPs I wanted to finish...ughh...I tried and I can't draw today! TT^TT Well, I can't do the lineart...TT^TT So I'm gonna read manga instead and see if that inspires me or anything (seemed to do so before)...

Quick post just to tell you guys that I might not finish any pictures today...(or maybe tomorrow...TT^TT).

Putting my finger on it...

I would say I couldn't put my finger on it...but I have and I've figured it out! Goto Maki-san is trying to talk in a cute voice:

I was thinking 'Why is her voice so high pitched? Was it always like this?' Nope! You can hear her normal voice when she's talking about the poster and it keeps dropping and her voice is all deep. At that point I was like 'Oh, I see, I see...' *nod* *nod*

But that's not what I want to get to! Something else I've noticed (and I'm sure many people who watch Nickelodeon have) are the 'teen singers':

Do you see the similarities?

I THOUGHT they were pretty good, but then I listened to the and...is it called Big Time Rush...? and they sounded TOO similar...They sounded so...fake...like all this computerized fixing with their voices making them sound much better than they probably are...

I don't think people should do that...O.o Or if they do don't let the singers sing on stage! O.O Or even consider them singers...>.> Because that just messes stuff up...

Then you have actually good singing...Unless Japan has somehow mastered the computer fix on their voice to make it sound completely real or they really are good singers. It sounds much better this way, I don't like hearing computerized voices unless it's vocaloids or some Kpop songs.

Ummm...I'm only using that video because I just so happen to have it up...XD

Oh, and by the way, I love summer songs! XD

Today was weird...And...it's 9 AM...O.o I slept for let's see...5 hours...O.o That's hardly anything, but I'm very much awake. I woke up early to feed my cat, like usual, but THEN SHE WOULDN'T LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP. So then I decide to take a shower and get food (and this usually makes me really awake) only to find my cat ASLEEP! TT^TT What the HECK!? And she won't eat her food...>.> She's getting really skinny, so I worry what she wanted...O.o

Plus after that I just found a bit of weird things, like that the Eggo waffles were out of their case for some reason and that I had to use a ceramic plate to eat my waffles...O.o But that's just something really tiny that I can deal with either way, it was just kinda awkward..

So here I am awake earlier than I usually am and I have pictures that I can finish today...Which is actually kinda lucky, I'm probably going to finish my WIP pictures! >:D

Lemme get on them, then!

La-di-da-di-doodleheesle~!

WIPs and my favourite Ash poses! <333

So those WIPs are for challenges on here that I decided I'd prepare to do...So once I finish all of those then I'll only have 2 more challenges on my list! And it might even just take me one day...I mean, for some of these all I have to do is the lineart...then the colouring...

The lineart takes me FOREVER, but the colouring doesn't really take me long at all..especially on clothes because I can just play around there...XD

Yep, yep, planning so good! X3

Oh! And those Ash poses, I FINALLY remembered about spriters resource, which I even thought was down or something because I haven't been there ever since I was a wittle kiddy on the internet (before I came on theO...O.O Before I had even heard of it...O.o)...And looking at these poses...Uhh, duhh, I can use this for pose reference instead of trying to search all over google for less than decent pictures of people in the pose that I want or any interesting pose for that matter, and I can also look at it if I can't think of any poses...

Of couse, I'll always go back to looking at real pictures...But this really helps! >:D Thank you SNK for making games with realistic sprites~! Of course...there could be one or two games that they've done that doesn't have realistic sprites...Not that I can think of anything....

And by realistic I don't mean 'kawaii'...Kawaii as in chibi sprites like gaia avatars and really simple sprites like those....I want the FULL BODY, mon, not something squished together....>.>

Ash Crimson looks best as a sprite, by duh way. I see all these different artists trying to draw him and none of them look very good because they draw him all chunky or really musculr when he's actually pretty slender compared to other character, he's thinner than Kyo Kusanagi, so MAKE HIM THINNER THAN KYO KUSANAGI...

Hrmm...do gifs work on here? *tries*

See the large difference (if they work...O.o)

Oh, and have you guys noticed the new google? I mean, the google images? It's sooo...poorly done...O.o I'd rather turn my own pages, thank you very much...It just makes a mess because it takes forever to load the images and if I want to go do something else on another tab while I wait then that tab is taking FOREVER or it'll take forever for it to change to that tab...>.> So, google, that was a bad idea thar.

Okies I'll go do something now...since I'm again wasting time trying to think of of what I'm going to say next...XD

Oi! WAIT! I just remembered! There are two songs that have touched me every time I hear them...they're just so...beautiful *tear*:

TT^TT Sooo beautiful...

OH~! And I just found a video of the avex dream contest thing, which I'm gonna watch! >:D

Bye-bye~! <333