LOLI-POP
- Created By Wakusei Aoshi
Ehhh...X3
Not the right emoticon, but I really couldn't think of it...ermmm, my expression is like this:
Because I was working on creating a character and I accidentally made her the same age and height as myself! XD It was UNINTENTIONAL! I was just typing random numbers...and then I realized...hey, I'm 15 and I'm 5'0 or 5'1! XD Woopsie! XD I dunno what I'm gonna do, it like her the way she isn't, I don't what her any taller or older or younger...I might make her shorter, though....But 5'0" is a pretty good number...>.>
This is a character for a STORY. A STORY! Not a manga, I mean like a book. I wonder if I could actually get it published because I'm trying to make it really unique and original, but kinda like how J.R.R. Tolkien did, with the who language and culture and religion stuff. But I'll go...um...over the bar? Above the bar? What was the expression? Except it doesn't take place in mythological times, though there are some places in this world that are like that...my fantasy world. I even made a map! ^ ^
There's only 33 continents, THANK GOD!! TT^TT I just drew a bunch of lines...and I just counted how many continents that makes it...We have like 200 different countries, and I'm glad I didn't go over 50! TT^TT
I'm going to create climates and animals and cultures for each continent...
It takes place in a futuristic world...well, retro-futuristic, like ermm...
With '60's-ish kind of style.....Shibuya-kei kinda...I seriously made up retro-futuristic! XD Well, there's such thing as retro-futurism, except that's stuff like The Jetson's....>.> Well, capsule inspired, I guess! XD Or like Metropolis...or something...
Having to do with corrupt governments and stuff and showing how the world is cruel and corrupt, but you're just gonna have to deal with it. Suck it up and be brave, mon! Things happen! >:(
I also typed up a TON of ideas for the future Anime Club at my school...I asked one of my teachers if she was interested, she said she WAS, but she has too many clubs to handle, she says if she drops one of them then she will, or she can find another teacher to help. I'll just be asking several teachers, but they need internet projector screen things...Most classes do, but there a few that don't...
I will show my list of things to do to my friends and she if there's anything else they can think of and I can ask some more teachers and maybe show them the list of things that we could be doing.
I put a lot of work on my plate! XD I have the story I'm writing, art club, actual school, learning japanese, drawing more, entering challenges, writing manga, all the jazz...O.o I'm pretty sure I can get all the stuff not school related done during the summer (probably not the story).
I dunno how long I want the story to be, though...It'll probably end up like Lord of the Rings, too! XD Having typed 1,800 pages or more of the story not being able to put it into one book and having it split up into 3 books...XD
I'm kinda excited to start asking my teachers tomorrow, but at the same time kinda scared...would this be called being anxious? I never use that word! O.o It's like nervous excitement or...I dunno how to explain it, I just never use it! XD
I'll probably draw the main character for my story sometime. Actually, there are two and I haven't decided who is more important, probably the guy. There's a girl and a guy, they have no romantic relationship (I do not plan on ANY) or anything, they just met and have similar lives and then...whatever, I'm not telling you. Funny thing is, I haven't even thought it all out yet, I've just only started on the setting, map, and one character, but I plan on having more things happen...soooo....
I want to write it in the form of thoughts and such things, but it'll change each chapter...Kinda like in Dracula or Never Ending Story...kinda like that...Maybe like a mind journal in the future. I just don't feel like writing it from 3rd Person...>.> Whenever that happens I always end up telling it like one of those stories like 'And so blah blah blah did this forever...' or something like at the end of children's books...XD I did that with one of my stories that I turned into school...I thought it was soooo stupid! I'll probably post it...If I have it...O.o
Okie! Bye! I just remembered to post it! XD
Bad Luck Year
It's been a bad luck year so far...My grandmother dies, we get mice at our house, my teacher breaks his back (from falling of his porch! XD), my friend's brother dies (also student at my school so there are memorials and stuff around the school), and my school's principal is fired...There was more, but I can't remember them right now...
Wow...O.o
Well, I don't seem to be really depressed at all about this. I'm actually...fine with it all...Because I'm kinda doing other things on here, then anime convention...I'm going to that...so there are still happy things, just too many times have I seen somebody crying...>.> (Well, nobody's cried about the mice or my teacher...soo...XD)
Oh! My friend and I are trying to make an Anime Club for next year. I'm sure there are a TON of people who like anime and manga enough to join, the only problem is that all these people are in BAND! TT^TT And they don't have time for most clubs...>.>
Well, does anybody have any ideas or is anybody in an anime club who is willing to tell me what you guys do there? I want it too be organized so it won't be ignored as a club! TT^TT
They have a Guitar Hero Club at my school, so I think an Anime Club could be possible.
My ideas so far would to be to create a HUUUGE list of anime shows to watch and watch the first episode of two different anime shows per meeting and then afterward talk about what we thought of them...
But I found some other ideas while looking up club ideas on google...liiike a manga book reading day...Sounds kinda good...
My only problem is choosing stuff that other people would like...I have a school with a bunch of stubborn people...Who stick to their beliefs and no other. If they think something's 'lame' then they completely ignore it or go against it...>.>
I was thinking in the first meeting we could cover the basic terms for manga and anime since most kids at my school who like anime and manga have no clue about the terms. Terms like demographics and stuff and what we mean when we say yaoi or tsundere...stuff like that. Weeaboo terms...*nod* *nod* XD More like otaku terms. Oh! They need to know what otaku is!
I do NOT live in a diverse area AT ALL...of course we have the occasional people from a few other countries...but it's not like the other kids accept them completely or their culture...it's all America this and America that...>.> Ignorant fools...>:(
But I'll have to learn to get along with them. I have learned to keep my mouth shut or try saying things more clearer...TT^TT Ug! I shouldn't have to do that, mon!
See, if we did stuff like go to restaurants, learn dances, create cosplays, I don't think half the people in there would want to do that...Maybe go to restaurants...Maybe I can organize a schedule thing...
We could learn Japanese, learn how to draw manga, learn about different cultural aspects of Japan, and listen to several different bands...>.> Something like that...but how could I organize that? TT^TT
Maybe we could organize trips to anime conventions on Friday Nights or something...except we live in an area where there isn't much in our reach to go to...Hrmmm...I have to find a way to organize this well, the organization where I live is TERRIBLE! We don't know when or where to go...Ughhh...so terrible...
Maybe we could get everyone's phone numbers...hrmmm...I should go write this stuff down...
We also need a teacher, but I'm afraid all the cool and good ones are busy! TT^TT And I don't know any teacher who likes anime...>.> Except my math teacher at the middle school, but she doesn't teach at the High School...but heard we're getting new teachers so maybe they're cool! But I shouldn't get my hopes up...
In other news...XD I've decided to save up my money for a tablet. But I'm not sure which one to get. I can afford an Intuos4 Graphics Tablet Small...but I dunno how small small is...O.o And a Wacom Bamboo Fun Gaphics Tablet Medium....BUUUT...I want an Intuos4 Graphics Tablet Medium, but I can't afford that one...>.> Any recommendations on which ones to get?
My tablet isn't pressure sensitive (explains the crappy bulky lines on all my pictures) and my nib is running low (which I can always buy another pen, but I don't like my tablet very much) and my tablet board part is all scratched up and the ermmmm...well the part that is like a cover is coming off because it was poorly glued on...TT^TT
Okay! I gotta go! South Park! Bye!!!!
Making the world right!
No, actually, I'm not really making the world right, I'm just trying to overcome my shyness/fears on the internet.
You see, when you go and look on 'Our Members' it has a list of the most popular members. A lot of those members are AMAZING artists. However, I have something against all of them for some reason...I think it's jealousy or something...but some people are just afraid of...And so I'm going to make things right by commenting in their guest books.
I think I didn't like them because I thought they were good artists, but then when I go on MangaBullet or DA and I see WAAAY better art (no offense to them) and I think badly about them, which I don't think is right.
Then there are some who I think greatly of like saiyukiluver and JingleStansChibi ....but...I'm afraid of!! TT^TT I can't help it! They're so good and they seem so much greater than me it's scary! TT^TT
It's like a theO hierarchy...I feel the same way on DA and MangaBullet. I don't subscribe to most people or watch more people even though I think their art is awesome because of these things, that and I find it kinda weird when people have more subscriptions/are watching more people than are watching/subscribing them...O.o Also I get on the internet everyday, all day long, and look at EVERY fan art piece posted, so I don't think any of those subscription things are worth anything if I just want to see peoples art.
I subscribe to people either because they're interesting people, or they're my friends. I've actually subscribed to some people that I'm afraid of! XD I should get out of that habit! TT^TT
Are there any members you're afraid of or just refuse to talk to?
I feel like a nuisance or every other person when I comment on any of their things...because they usually have like 30 or more comments all the time, and mine will just be one more of those 30...TT^TT I don't want to be that person who just keeps talking...though I kinda am! XD
I talk to much! XD
Hey! Have you guys noticed that the most recent 4 pictures I've posted all have a lot of red in them? That was actually an accident! XD
Oh! I was coming up with a one shot, or a picture, actually, and I started thinking like this:
What do I like? Gothic Lolita...and watches...Dolls...Yeah, that'll work.
Dolls+Watches
I also like insane people...
Dolls+Watches+Insane guy=
Dolls with watches in them and an insane creator...But by insane I mean murderer...Sooo...
Dolls with Watches+Murderer=
OMIGOSH!! MAD HATTER! XD
Do you get it? Because the Mad Hatter murdered the time! XD He murdered the dolls! XD I don't know why I find this funny! XD
...Now that I talked about all that stuff...I'M STILL TOO NERVOUS!! TT^TT
I's feel like a nuisance...I probably shouldn't be signing people's guest books...ehhhh...>.>
I dunno!! TT^TT
TT^TT
Yeah, I'm just being truthful, so if anybody dislikes what I said about any of the popular members, please to not be mad at me! I CAN'T HELP IT!! TT^TT
I's so scared...8.8
Meh! TT^TT
I just read the most recent chapters of Reimei no Arcana (I've been reading it, haven't I told you?) and it's giving me a headache. Not because it's bad or anything, but that's one HECK of a battle of love. I mean, who should she choose...The problem is, if she chooses one over the other, she'll still feel guilty and terrible inside, but if she chooses somebody completely different she'll feel even worse. So she's stuck in a whole thanks to zem men, or maybe just Loki.
Loki used to be my favourite character, but now I'm mad at him! >:( Why the heck are you so blood thirsty!? I'd say that's okay, if he weren't so cold and selfish. He keeps trying to get Nakaba to do bad things...>:(
Anyways, I think I just spoiled it! XD
Also, I was looking up the manga I've neglected for a little while to see if they had any updates. The only ones were Shirokuro Kitan (<333) and Reimei no Arcana...Buuut, I tried looking up Hakushaku to Yousei and IT WASN'T THERE!! I looked on the same website where I found it and IT'S NOT THERE!! O.O
I'm kinda panicking, but I'll feel better if I find it tomorrow...but I really want to read the rest of that manga!! TT^TT Yet another manga that gives me headaches...TT^TT Same thing thar with the unknown of what to do and the character that I loved is now cruel...TT^TT Well, not exactly cruel, but I just don't know!! TT^TT
I should try finding the light novel....I should try and find a place to get light novels, I REALLY want to read some...TT^TT
And my reverse psychology was successful! ^ ^ I no longer want to do that action manga! ^ ^ Phew! That was close there....but I still want to keep the character that I had in mind. She's like Hitomi Yoshizawa, or Yossy from Morning Musume and HANGRY&ANGRY. Her image is of the tom boy because of 'Mr. Moonlight ~Ai no Big Band~' but the other members say that she's probably the girliest of all of them, and MUCH more girlier than her image. So I created a character who looks like a tough, tom boy woman, but she's actually very girly and feminine, though she's still tough.
Darn wikipedia! I accidentally scrolled down on Hakushaku to Yosei (because I thought it was another page that I had opened up) and I just read EXTREME spoilers...which answers my questions...I'm kinda mad now...>:3
Well, I'm going to go to bed.
HOLY CRAP!! O.O IT'S WEDNESDAY!? And I haven't done my extra credit, not that I really care...and I forgot to do my paper Mad Hatter for Spanish....yeahhh...that kinda doesn't fit Spanish class, but who cares! XD
Today's Featured Fandom is tempting me...X3 I dunno if it'll be there tomorrow, but I makes me want to make a gothic-ish Kuroshituji, Kaori Yuki, y'know what I'm talking about, manga...
I probably will since I have something in mind...Every time I read God Child....XD Darn Riff X Cain heart to hearts!! TT^TT They're so captivating!! <333
Okie! Bye-byezzz!! (Oi...holding my tablet pen the wrong way...|D)
All this talk about...
*beep* is making me hungry...XD Okay, no, that's not what I'm going for! That was just my joke a LOOONG time ago, which I still remember! XD
All this talk about fighting is making we want to make a fighting game. What talk about fighting, you ask? Well, I'm watching Sengoku Basara, and that's based off of a fighting game and there's tons of battles in it...and then somebody makes a Battle Royale Challenge thing on here and I want to join in! Because I'm always creating versions of myself, I have the Naruto version, the normal version, the prince version, the...well, the several other versions! XD I try to express myself...in too many ways...O.o
Well, all this talk about fighting games really makes me want to create a fighting game, or even a fighting manga (and somehow I've enhanced in my pose/perspective/angle skills). So since I think I should stop myself I will tell you about my ideas! XD It's reverse psychology on myself! XD
Okie, my idea was to create uber powerful god-like characters against each other in a war like world war because everyone's against eachother (I keep making these kinds of stories, but I can't help it! It's sooo interesting!), but then I thought about it...How could they get such god-like powers and not be mary sues and stuff? Well! They practiced a lot as a kid and--
No, that's stupid. So I started thinking more about it. And I've come up with something. We only use 10% of our brains, right? Well, there are other parts that give are different brain powers and what-not, but wouldn't that also affect the rest of the body. The brain would have more control, so shouldn't the control over your muscles and such things been stronger? So then you can be supah powerful! >:)
And everybody can unleash this power, but only a few can. Like in Akira...*nod* *nod* Except...it doesn't get so intense...O.o The person doesn't lose control...O.o Well, it's more like chakra. Like you have a large supply, but if you use it all up then you're just like everyone else, or weaker. No...it's not juice inside your head...Ughhh...I just made it more complicated! DX
Ermm...well, you see, like with Rock Lee, he can't do any super special techniques with magic or anything like the others, so he can make himself with god-like strength, that's what I'm trying to say. Except I'm trying to make it more realistic, or scientific. Not just some kinda energy inside of us. I think that's just stupid. That whole inside with your soul or energy from your heart, I think that's just boring and already has been used! HAVE IT MAKE MORE SENSE! >:( Manga doesn't have to make sense, I know...but I can't help make sense out of what I create...>.>
And so we have characters with god-like powers, but it all depends on skill to how you use these powers. Like you shouldn't use up all your energy when fighting so they find ways to conserve that energy and still hit powerful blows, it's all in the strategy and it varies per character. *nod* *nod*
Oooh! Lemme tell you about the other manga that I'm beginning to want to create but I think it's a bad idea for me to do that! It'll probably be a one shot anyways...
It's similar to FLCL. It's about this girl who's all quiet and never speaks in school, but then after school she's a complete WEIRDO and carries around a bat which she threatens people with. She can communicate with people distances away from her by talking into an object, or doing one of those 'talking into your watch' things, except she has no watch. So she seems like she's schizophrenic, but she's not. She's CYBORG! DUN! DUN! DUUUN!! *n*
Yep, yep, a very random manga idea. XD
I should go to sleep right now...it's almost 1:00 am right now...But I'm not tired...TT^TT I even went to the store and everything and it was WAL-MART! *n*
I dislike WAL-MART...not only because it has a REEAAALLLY small variety of things I want (i.e. Videogames, music...music for my friend, the music I like is J-pop and you can't buy it in America...at least I don't think so...unless we're talking about BoA). And there are such WEIRDO creepy disgusting people there. I know that's bad to say, but I've never been so weirded out...I mean these people should've been in freak shows...They're HIDEOUS!
There's women with beards, fat men so fat that even on their scooter thing their fat reaches the ground, people so old that it looks like they no longer have a jaw (it looks like it's just suck in skin...O.o Like there's a hole there), REALLY greasy people, REALLY wrinkly people, and people who just look plain weird...But what would you expect from the South? I hate where I live...TT^TT
I'm a city kid! My dream world (or image in my head) is of a dirty street with graffiti everywhere and a purple sky with shining tall buildings...I dunno why, it just makes me happy! XD And then my other completely different dream world is wherever AAA went in this video (which I've probably shown you NUMEROUS times):
What was my other one...?? There was another dream world that I wanted to be in...Oh...well, there is the world of darkness...where there is a few lights and you know where your ground is, but it's still really hard to see. And there's nothing there...
Oooh! Completely off topic, buuuut...what are your dream worlds?
I asked my friend and she said a completely purple world where everything's made out of ice cream, even the spoons to eat the ice cream with. That's a bit too fantastical, though! XD I don't particularly like food that much so I would never want to live in a world where everything is made out of food...XD
If I combined all my interests...I'd want to live in a world that is like a HUMONGOUS mall with manga and art supplies everywhere with tons of desks and a big giant computer and TV with all the video game consoles in the world with all the games, just in case I get bored. That'd keep me busy...*nod* *nod* Art supplies stores are magical places...There needs to be a manga store!! TT^TT
WE NEED A REVOLUTION PEOPLE!! 'Say ya want a revolutioonn, weelll, y'know...'
Mmm'kay...that's actually all I know of the song...XD
Okie...I should probably go to be now...TT^TT
BYE-BYEEEE!!
