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Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

O.O My MP3 player just crashed! I HAD SOOO MUCH ON IT, TOO!!! :( I don't know what to do!!! I don't know how to turn it off!!!! It's soo frustrating!

In other news, I just fell in love with a new song. It's called Piriri To Yukou by Berryz Koubou. It's so uplifting and happy! ^ ^

I hope my mp3 player restores itself somehow. It just asked me if I wanted to rename it, so I did....I think that may have done it. I tried to open up my computer, but it froze...so I'm beginning to think it may just be my computer....I don't know!!!

Sadness AMV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFKxV_SYcII

I think that's the link to it. I'm sorry to those I didn't include into the credits, I can't remember who were the people I was going to put in the credits.

Ideas....I KNOW!!!

Gah, I'm so sorry for all my throwing away before even starting kind of thing. But Sakura Petals is boring and is going no where except to my teacher's hands. So I'm stopping that, and going on with a better idea....but I don't have it yet. I want to create a VERY interesting mystery...but all I can think of are cute fantasy ideas like how these two girls are connected even though they are complete opposites, but are both pop idols. Everything in their lives happen the same, just a little different....but I don't think that's very interesting and I can't think of why.

I've been watching these two youtube videos for help:

I just LOVE the clothes for some reason...though I wanted a more depressing manga instead of the happy feeling you get from this video.

This is just exactly like what I'm thinking of...I just need to know the lyrics. It's like mysterious, quiet, a beautiful. PERFECT! ^ ^ But I don't know what I'm thinking....O.O

So...I'm having major...well, everything block! I don't know what to do with my video game, I don't know what to draw, I don't know what to write, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! So I've been doodling things like eyes and dresses at school....but I'm blank for the most part.

My cat's annoying me right now...BUT SHE'S SOOO CUUUUUTE!!! ^ ^ But I'm afraid she's gonna bite me....-.-;

Oh! Yeah! Back to my story. I was reading the lyrics from Morning Musume for more ideas....and other reasons, too...and I read one that was just like a story and the girl's name in the story was Mariko...and I loved it! That's basically where I got my idea...I should be more original, though....-.-

BLAAAAANK

Oi! So, reason for title is this:

My exact expression right now, and that I've had for the entire week. Wanna know why? Because of disappointments!

Alright, alright! Here's the first disappointment. I HAVE to choose how I want to submit my script assignment. Either the whole 120 pages or the first 25. I chose the first 25, though I'm fed up with my script. It's Sakura Petals...and I'm tired of Sakura Petals. NO MORE UKINARI!! NO MORE WAKUSEI! It's getting on my nerves...-.-;

Most of my disappointment has been for this weekend. I rented the Death Note live action movie. THEY MENTIONED AI OTSUKA! I WAS SO HAPPY! But the acting was TERRIBLE, except for L's actor. He was amazing. He was like a REAL L!!!! Well, I went on trip and I started the movie before the trip, so I couldn't finish it. I WAS DYING to watch it. I did. Then it ended. I DON'T WANT TO WATCH L STARE AT LIGHT WHILE EATING CHIPS!! WHY IS HE EATING CHIPS ANYWAYS!? I HAVE TO GET THE NEXT MOVIE!!!

The others were on my trip. First we wait like 7 hours in traffic. Then we go to the aquarium and my friends get lost in it and then think that they were lost so they go looking for us even though they were taking pictures of everything so they were extremely behind. We had to wait out in the sun. Then we go to the mall. We go to Hot Topic. I wanted to be an L t-shirt. THE ONLY ANIME THEY HAVE THERE IS NARUTO AND KINGDOM HEARTS!!! I DON'T WANT THOSE T-SHIRTS!! And everything else in there was CRAP. Then we go all over the store, go to eat, and then my friends wanted to ride the carousel. So my best friend and I ask my friend who refuses to eat if she wants to go on it and spin really fast on the spinny thing, just to make sure she wouldn't throw up. She says ,"Dude, I'm not eating anything. I'm NOT going to throw up." So we go on it and spin EXTREMELY fast, and she throws up pink stuff. My best friend makes me stay with her so she can go get some napkins to clean up. I HAVE TO STARE AT HER! I almost vomited myself!

Then we finally get to go where I WANT, after my friend buys some new clothes. I want to go to Walden Books to buy some manga. I ask some guy who works at the mall where it is since there wasn't any map around. He says that they don't have it anymore. So I ask him if there are ANY bookstores in that mall. He says no. WHAT THE HECK!? WHERE ARE THE FRICKIN' BOOKS!? Sorry for the language, but that made me REALLY mad at the mall. WE'RE HAVING AN ECONOMIC CRISIS! WHY TAKE DOWN THE BOOK STORE AND PUT UP MORE EXPENSIVE STORES!?!? Stupid mall....>:(

Next disappointment. My friends won't let me watch TV or sleep in a bed that I called. My friends kick and punch me out of the bed. Then they finally make it so that I can sleep in a bed. Then we play Truth or Dare which was really boring because nobody wanted to do any of the dares, nor did they know how. AND the truths were all the same....-.-

Next day: THERE ARE NO FREE MUFFINS AT THE FREE LUNCH! They ate them all. I'm talking about the other kids. So I had to eat a waffle. Then we went to the art museum, finally. I wanted to take pictures of inspirational art. But you can only take pictures of a few so I got like 6 pictures...-.- And my friends and I went to the very top and looked down to see all the tiny little people. It was really scary!! Well, looking down it wasn't, but I wanted to take a picture and I was afraid I'd drop the camera phone. Well, my friends leave me with my other friend and tell us to see if we can talk to each other and hear each other. So we hear them, but they don't hear us, so they leave!! They ditch us! So we go down stairs and find them in the gift shop. Then we have a talk with the 7th graders and they just hated the trip. Those little brats! They kept saying how stupid the art was. I thought it was fascinating. Stupid kids. -.-;

Another disappointment....actually, this wasn't really a disappointment, it was just mean. My other friend was kicked out of her room AND ditched at the mall. So she had to sit in the corner of the store for an hour waiting for the girls that ditched her AND kicked her out. They were shopping for graduation dresses. They kept on ignoring her! And then acting like angels around my teacher. We started insulting them viciously, but not in front of them. They're jerks in school to. One of them tried to trip me and on my first day at the school she went up to me and said that I scared her. HOW RUDE!?

Anyways, on another note! Heh....heh...*cries*....I want it....sooo bad....! OH! Sounded like something from the Berserk outtakes! ^ ^; I've decided on a lot of new changes manga-wise. I'm not doing Sakura Petals anymore since I'm writing it for a script for my VHS class. I'm not doing Cucumber Project anymore, it'll just be on youtube now. I'm also stuck with Alice. I'm not sure what I want to do with it.....and then I have another story that could possibly become a simplified manga called "7." And then I want to create a hardcore, interesting mystery. But I don't think I'm smart enough and I don't have any idea of what it should be about. No murder mystery thing like Detective Conan or anything, that's their thing. Something interesting like Death Note. Just talking about this is getting me ideas. OH! GOTH-LOLI STUFF! LOTS OF IT! ^ ^ That'd be fun. The main character could be a goth-loli...or something....I dunno.

PACKING!!!!

Oi! So I'm going on field trip tomorrow! ^ ^ I need to pack for it.....but I need to do stuff on the computer first. So tomorrow and Saturday you will not hear from me. We're gonna see the fishies and paintings and go to dah mall. I'ma gonna buy some manga and manga related stuff because I'm a weeaboo! ^ ^

OI! I'M WATCHING THE MOVIE DEATH NOTE! The live action version. IT'S...well....adequate....the acting is terrible, no offense. And Ryuk looks like something from a video game with terrible graphics. And he moves like a robot some times. EVERYBODY OVER ACTS!!! I mean, come on, at LEAST act human. Though, Light's girlfriend: Shiori is pretty good. I mean, just doesn't overact as the rest of them. Light's actor...he walks weird and he's weirdly skinny AND muscular...also, it was telling Shiori that he was going out and he started rubbing himself...what the heck!? I'm not done, but I'm gonna go watch it after I pack and finish telling everybody that I'm not gonna be here.

I've downloaded 113 or more videos and more that 124 songs for my mp3 player. Though most of the videos on my mp3 player don't work, which is sad because I can't put my favorite berserk outtakes on there!! :(

My friend's bringing Twilight...-.-; Darn you fans of Twilight!! Anyways, I'm gonna show all my roommates meh stuff, or just my friend and best friend. They actually care! We have 5 people in our hotel room so it'll be PACKED. And, though there are 13 and 12 year olds staying with us, I'm forcing them to watch rated R movies if there are any good ones on. I'm hoping that the Green Mile'll be on, but I doubt it. Or Saving Private Ryan, that'd be exciting! ^ ^ I doubt they'd show Atonement on the TV...but I'll just see....last time my best friend and I watched Hannibal...so...yeah.

Oi! I want to take pictures of the art and get some inspiration for Alice from them. I LOVE my manga Alice! ^ ^ It matches all the music I listen to! ^ ^ And last time there was a Great White Shark exhibit at the aquarium, but we didn't get to go because it was closed...I'm deathly afraid of them, but I wanna see them! ^ ^

Oh...and we watched a play today. It was High School Musical. It was CRAP!! The main female singer was good, though. And my friend was in it, but I didn't get to hear her sing. She told me she was Troy and I believed her and then my best friend told me that she was lying and that she was amazed by how I didn't know that. Meh...I'm so gulible, sorry. WHY DOES EVERYBODY HAVE TO LIE TO ME!? You know how those couples are like ,"It's not that fact that you __________ it's the fact that you LIED to me!" well...I don't think that'd ever happen to me. I'd get sad, embarrassed, but I wouldn't be mad at you, plus I don't think I'd ever know if you were telling the truth unless somebody told me.

ALL MY VIDEOS KEEP FREEZING!!! WHY!?!?! Oh well, at least I can use SOME! -.-;