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First Place Prediction

I predict the winner of the theO mascot contest to be:

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Because the first two have been the second and third place if you set it to most active.

That's disappointing...I hope that's not the case...

But I do really want that one to win, it fits theO perfectly, I'm just disappointed that it was PREDICTABLE...

Now if I'm wrong I'll be happy, if I'm right I'll be happy...

Maybe it's just a coincidence? Still...when I noticed the third place one got third place, I check how active it was....it was third...So I knew what the second place one would be.

Anyways, that's just what I predict/notice.

Strange illness

I always get the strangest pains/illnesses...

Right now I'm siick...>3>

I don't know what it is, but every time I swallow it really hurts my throat and ears...O.o; I don't think I have a sore throat...but I think there was a sore on my tongue...O.o; And then I wake up this morning to get some work done and I can't move...;m;

It hurts to move a lot...I got really tired just trying to spread some butter on meh toast...

And I missed my friend's play...;m; I really wanted to go see it, but I don't think it would've been good for me to go...

But now that I've gotten myself to get on the laptop I will try to do some work.

I also watched Super 8 (as I was beginning to feel better). It's okay...it's like a movie movie...AKA it's somewhat enjoyable, but it's so stereotypical. I could only barely hear it, though...;m; (Maybe I have an earache...?)

The little blonde boy was adorable and hilarious. I just want to have a little portable him to carry around and make comments on whatever situations I'm in...XD I bet the little actor had fun as that role. I think anybody'd have fun playing a character who is liiike never serious.

I also watched a fairly good movie a few days ago...I planned to talk about it on here, but I dunno what happened.

It's called 'A Better Life'

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I keep getting the title confused with an amazing movie I watched before:

So when I think of 'A Better Life' I keep thinking of 'In A Better World' and be like 'But that totally can't be its name, 'A Better Life' that's another movie'...but it's not...

Anyways-- A Better Life is a pretteh good movie. It's about an illegal immigrant who is trying to make a better life for his son who is an American citizen and is getting into gangs. It's good. My mom cried. The main guy (the father) is an AMAZING actor! *.*

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And the son in that movie was gorgeous! *.* At the end of the movie he took off his shirt (why?) and then they gave him an close up and it just made me freak out...thinking 'OMIGOSH! SERIOUS FANSERVICE! Thank you movie'...XD

But back to In A Better World. For some reason when I was watching Super 8 I kept looking at the main boy and thinking 'It's Christian~!' from In A Better World...but they look nothing alike...or do they?

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Maybe it's the nose...?

Dunno...I've very strange about people looking alike...But I still stand by my belief that the following people look exactly alike:

By the way, please forgive any spelling errors in this post....I'm really out of it...O.o;

In otha newss...

Check out some awesome dancing:

This is by far my favourite choreography for this song...but it's a group thing, not a solo dance, so I don't think I'll ever learn it.

And here's a wonderful song I can't stop listening to:

I remember listening to it a very long time ago and not liking for some reason...O.o; But I suddenly felt the urge to listen to it the past few days, so I have.

Okay, I've run out of things to talk about~! Adios~!

It Shall Be Done!

Nah I'm not Kira...(By the way I like the Japanese version better 'cause it sounds more pathetic while the English version, though also pretteh good, sounds too insane...though I must say German is pretteh creepy and cool, Castilian just sounds cool, Korean is almost mind blowing, and Cantonese is just as good as Japanese...except that the voice sounds too deep to be attractive (in meh opinion)...very long parantheses...;m;)

But I'm finishing off the things that have been bothering me all year so now the only homework I will have would be writing essays for History (which I might not have finished in class) and studying for AP exams.

So now I have more time to do stuffs~! :D YAY~!

I just need to finish reading The Scarlet Letter (I seem to be the only one who has started it...and I only have liike 2 chapters left to read...O.o; ) which I surprising like! O.O My brother hates it, he says it's ridiculously boring, but I thought it was very exciting. It left a cliff hanger at at least every chapter. That's pretteh good, and though the descriptions were a bit too long (like unnecessarily long....there's no way somebody was doing something for as long as he would describe them) I really liked the writing, it seemed magical and reminded me of Disney.

I imagined Hester Prynne like on the cover...but since I really didn't know what to go on for the other characters I thought of Roger Chillingworth to look like Frollo from The Hunchback of Notredame (I swear every time he was described with an evil look I would think of Frollo):

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Then Arthur Dimmesdale as (my beloved) Artur from Fire Emblem 'cause they're both whimpy-ish characters...or 'sensitive' as the book says. And Artur sounds like Arthur:

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And Pearl as Kikuri 'cause they way she was described and the way she talked reminded me of Kikuri so much I can't get her out of my head when I read...XD I'm just waiting to see a spider pop out of nowhere and start talking to Hester Prynne...XD

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Omigosh, especially this scene:

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She has liike the exact look as described in the book...O.o; (So creepy, man)

I know there are other characters, but I kinda just forget about them as the book goes on...XD

I really need to work on some manga. I mean, I will...when I have time...when I finish...Which is why I'm making this post that I will able to work on it sometime~! :D

I'm kinda confused about the second chapter...and how to start my shounen manga...>3> I think I should just write the second chapter instead of keeping it in me for so long. If I write a bunch it might force me to get caught up with that...XD

What else to talk about?

I was going to post a video...but I haven't really been listening to anything too new...O.o;

Kokia needs some love.

'kay bye-bye~!

My DS died...;m;

After a brief moment of crying over it, I'm better...

I guess that means I need to buy a 3DS which is probably a better investment, now it gives me the excuse to buy a new one. But I really hate it when anything dies/breaks/runs out of ink...'orz

I dunno what I'm gonna do now, though...I really wanted to play pokemon...>3>

I've been listening to a lot Epik High. Those guys are complete geniuses. Usually I don't like straight rap, but the music they use is my favourite kind of music.

I wanted to buy their album, but my DS died...;m;

I actually had no idea what to buy before...>3>

But I don't know how to get the money for the 3DS...I'll probably sell some stuff...Hrmm...I guess I should get some games together to sell...

Mediafire is gone...well...some parts of it is gone since I just got on it a few minutes ago...O.o;

I have an itunes card, but I don't know how to get on itunes...'orz But I don't like itunes so I probably wouldn't buy Epik High albums from there.

I think Epik High is now in liike my top 5 in the whole world 'cause there isn't a Japanese group like them (that I know of). I mean, you have lovely groups like Homemade Kazoku and Hilchryme...but they have a much different feel. Epik High is like the stars and Homemade Kazoku and Hilchryme are like the sun (how I see it).

I only have 3 requests left to finish for DA and 3 pics for the winners of my challenge to draw. I should probably start on those.

Gah, I'm so down right now, though...>3>

I dunno if I want to go to anymore Anime Conventions, though...they just cost too much and are too much of a hassle..maybe it's just MTAC, but I felt kinda bored there...O.o; I also felt like I was burning money the entire time.

I didn't get into that thing I auditioned for a while back...Well, I'm an alternate...

But I again, I still feel like the second place person...That I'm pretty good, but not enough to be honoured with anything. Then again, I have to remind myself that a lot of people aren't constantly winning awards...I just wish I could constantly win awards...XD

I also have to remind myself that I'm not really so focused on being the best in the first place.

I think my improvement is due to some sort of revenge that I'd like to seek. Every time I'm rejected, looked down upon, for my art I want to make my art better or what I'm doing better so I can laugh in their faces. I think this is how I run my life...XD

Well...I feel better now.

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I don't have a way of getting a job since I live to far away from everything and both of my parents work and even if I had a driver's license I couldn't go to work 'cause I don't have a car. And guess what? Cars cost money, too.

Why does the world have to be run by money?! WHY CAN'T WE TRADE ROCKS? ;m;

Okay, bye-bye~!

MTAC 2012

I have pics~!

But it's so big you can only see it on DA...'orz

One Friday we were allowed to cut in line by these nice people, but they had some guy with them that kept following me and being all creepy...;m; So thinking of that experience wasn't particularly pleasant, but to finish the weekend we saw the same guy who was one of the ones that let us cut in line the 'High five guy'...XD Not as creepy as the other guy, though.

But thank you to them for the kindness, though I don't enjoy being followed by strangers.

I think we just walked around a lot after that. I started taking lots of pictures at the Dealer's Room when my friend suddenly told me we weren't allowed to do that, so I didn't after that...but...I JUST LOVE FOOD PACKAGING SO MUCH~! It's soooo cute~! X3 Most of the time...I mean...O.o;

I found $20 of mine in my bag (though my parents gave me $40 for food 'cause I said I was totally broke...so I feel bad that I wasn't...'orz) so I bought a KERA magazine. I was debating on whether to get a magazine with Takeru in it or a magazine with Kyary Pyamu Pyamu in it...Turns out both of them are in it! XD Takeru is looking too stylish (though I wish there were more SuG pics...and some Masato...'orz) and there's also a pic of SHINee that is looking fairly adorable and PIKO~! :D So that magazine made me happy. Though I still like my DUET magazine more (just 'cause of Tegoshi Yuya...and that their clothes look happier...punk just looks very sad or angry...O.o;)

I finally found my friends and we went to the ball, and my friend was in character as Sebastian and she took me to my seat...XD Since I was Ciel (a very bad Ciel). And some of my friends tried to dance, then this dance instructor came up to us while we were dancing and offered to teach us...XD It was so weird, I didn't know he was a dance instructor (of course not, I never met him).

Then my friend saw some Kyoya (who was Asian...she is after Asian guys...*shakes head*) and started freaking out and wanted to dance with him so badly so I told her to start with getting a picture and then ask him to dance to not be as awkward. Apparently he was very nice and did both very kindly and she was very happy...XD If I was in the guy's shoes, though, I don't think I could handle a stranger coming up to me like that...especially when THEIR FRIENDS ARE TAKING PICTURES AND VIDEOS....That would get to me...XD Gosh friends! XD

I don't really remember anything after that...O.o;

Then on Saturday I'm not exactly sure what happened either...hrmm...My friends and I tried to do some dancing, but it felt empty 'cause there were only 3 of us and we couldn't remember the dances...'orz

My friend was in the talent show so I went to go see that. I must say that was probably the most fun of the whole weekend. The host was HILARIOUS! XD And I was sitting near/with a bunch of people yelling at him...XD So funny! And he really liked 2pm so he was excited about my friend's performance, but she wanted to do another song but for some reason they didn't get the song so she had to do whatever I had on my MP3 player...'orz

All of the performances were actually very good. I feel my friend and I should've just danced to Oppa by Eunhae and just improv'ed what we couldn't remember...XD

I saw a dancing zombie...and talked to some girl about Kpop for a while...and I went to a Sailor Moon panel in which they asked a question as trivia of what sailor scout didn't make it out of the Mistress 9 battle...

Apparently the answer was Sailor Pluto, which I guess could be right if you just stick it to that one part, but then she's later revived to then she did make it out...O.o; It don't get that question...it's still bothering me...>3>

I suddenly got like 3 photos in just a few minutes on Sunday when I dressed up as Cis, but I don't think anybody knew who I was. I wasn't really wearing her costume, just her wig...'cause I didn't want to make her costume...

But I feel if I just saw the wig I'd know straight away (especially since I mainly just see portraits of her).

But I don't think Tiger and Bunny and Persona 4 are as popular as they are on Pixiv...'orz

I also entered the Art Show and Art Contest. I didn't sell anything (except that my friend bought one of my pics...actually, she bought a lot of pics, she was being very nice in there) and I didn't win the art contest, but it was still really fun.

I think the problem with the Art Show (hardly anybody got any bids) was that it was on Sunday, a day in which hardly anybody could be there, and you wouldn't get your art until 3 pm...O.o; So there wasn't much bidding.

I accidentally started talking to one guy who got a TON of bids one his marble tile pics. They were very good, I can't imagine drawing on them. I still have it in my mind 'cause it was a weird feeling talking about it and then turning around and there's like a prince or something behind you saying 'Oh, yeah, I drew that'...XD But prince I mean that's what it looked like he was dressed as. I should've pictures of the artists I met, they were really cool. I talked to some on DA, too.

The contest was really awesome, too 'cause I thought it was just going to be setting up your art and then you're judged and then somebody's chosen, but the guy gave critiques to everyone and I learned a lot~! But he didn't really critique mine, he just asked how old I was and then said I should show it to my teacher 'cause she's like it, and she does...a LOT...XD

I guess that's a compliment...but I prefer more critiques...though they were low on time, still...

I feel like I'm the person who does 'amazing' work but not amazing enough for anybody to care too much...'orz I always feel that way about most things. Basically anything I'm in to. That I'm really good, but somebody is always better...but I think that's how I've run my life as the 2nd placer (not that I got 2nd place...but it feels that way, if you're not a winner then you're 2nd place...'orz). I like 2nd place, but then sometimes it can be disappointing.

I'm not disappointed about not winning, I'm disappointed I didn't get a harsher critique...>3>

Well, I've run out of things to talk about...XD

Let me end this with an AMAZING Nico Nico Chorus mix:

(By the way, the sketches I will do eventually, AKA tomorrow or this week, I just didn't get to today 'cause I forgot my stuff, my backpack was too big, and I woke up too early to even put stuff in my backpack...'orz)

Okay, bye-bye~!