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The Secret World of Arrietty and some other stuffs...:D

Today my friends and I went (together, this part was hard) to go see The Secret World of Arrietty.

Since we went in the morning-ish, nobody was there...;m;

But the movie was excellent. My only problem is with the voice acting and music. The girl who voiced Arrietty was surprisingly fantastic, but the guys in that movie just...did not know how to act. They were so monotone...;m; And the old lady (whom my friends called the 'old hag') had a voice actor who was the opposite, she OVER acted. It was kinda annoying.

The music was okay....my problem was mainly at the very end of the credits the last song...was...TYPICAL AMERICAN KIDS MOVIE MUSIC! TT^TT WAI!? They ruined the movie 'cause of that.

But besides that it was a very sweet movie with creative animation, like the tape animation was yummy~! :D So stickkyyy~!

So I definitely recommend going to see it!

In other newsss~~ I found a new lovely lovely artist:

A lot of his stuff is pretteh gore-y or sexual, but I just love how he draws faces and has all that detail. It's all so clean, too.

His name is Takato Yamamoto.

Here's some more prettiness:

I also found this other artist. Their name is Vania Zouravliov...which I have absolutely no clue how to pronounce (when my eyes see it my brain just goes 'NOOO!! SKIP! SKIP!'....'orz):

Another artist that draws really pretty faces with lots of detail! *.*

Since these are both fairly dark artists let's lighten it up with a sweet artist! ;w;

To lighten things up lemme show you one of my favourite pictures of all time:

Here is that artist's website.

Just....just so lovely~! *.*

Here's a song for ya, too:

I'd give you some better stuff, but right now my head seems to be somewhere else.

Also I have a cold again...DARN YE SNOT! *shakes fist*

Boyfriend is starting a new show, but this time it has a school setting! *.* It's good to see them again~! I like that groups are starting new shows! Like B1A4 on Sesame Player.

I have less stuff to worry about. Now I just need to worry about school, art audition stuff (which may just be very stress relieving...considering one picture is mainly just squiggles...XD), AP art, and manga~!

Now I have more time for manga! I should also worry about my DA commissions, but I think it's been ingrained in my head that I should finish them...so every time the weekend comes I'm ready to draw something! >:D

Oh! Here's another song (just thought of it):

Yu-yu is slowly becoming one of my favourite singers. Her voice is just soooo super pleasant and the kind of voice I'd like to hear for hours.

Okay~! I've run out of things to say~! Bye-bye! (I really wish I could find NEWS videos on youtube...;m;)

Happy Valentines Day~! :D

This is what I did for my Valentines Day:

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH CRIMSON~! :D

I tried doing nail art for Ash Crimon's birthday. And I wore bell-bottom pants like his and a red jacket...so I...cosplayed him 30% of the way! :D I forgot meh gloves and hair band....XD

But my friend wore a hair band...and I thanked her for it, even though she had no clue what I was talking about...XD

My other friend threatened to punch me if I called today 'Valentines Day'....not exactly sure why...or what the big thing is. She says it's 'Single's Awarness Day' not Valentines Day.

It's Ash Crimson's birthday...>3>

I don't really understand why people could hate Valentines Day. So what if you're single? I've been single on Valentines Day every Valentines Day, actually, every day of my life...so every day is like a Valentines Day for me because there's always some couple having fun...sooo, I don't understand the problem.

I'm listening to Seiyuu-Ka!'s drama CD...Hime-chan's voice is SO ADORABLE! ;w;

I candy from one of my friends. It's sooo yummy, she's a great cook~! X3

And my parents...

Can't believe this...

THEY BOUGHT THE EXACT SAME PRESENTS FOR EACHOTHER! It was really strange since they were the exact same brand and flavour of some organic chocolate.

I'M SAYING ORGANIC CHOCOLATE! And they get the same exact brands and flavour...O.o; CRAAAZZZYYY...

Okay! Back to seiyuu ka-! XD Sorry, their voices are just adorable...XD

Omigosh! Mr.Gonzalez! XD

Another stolen meme

Stolen from moonlit dream on DA...XD If I see a meme I take it...XD

Outcast
[ ] You don't have very many friends. (Nnnnaaahhhh, everyone's my friend~! :D)
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities. (In some ways...I just think it's cool when nobody is there rather than being where everyone else is...I want to have a memory that most people don't have)
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities. (I stay afterschool for HOURS everyday doing this...I never get to go home...;m;)
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start. (Well, if you live where I am you sure do.)
[x] Your friends have blown you off before. (Probably just the kind of people they are, but I don't put it against them...since...it seemed like a majority of people do this...XD)
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes. (Claustrophobia?)
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you. (Why would I want anybody to remember me? Plus, if I remember people I expect people could have enough of a memory to remember an old friend)
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange. (I guess so...O.o;)
[y] People don't find you friendly. (Well, I'm not typically labeled 'friendly' except by my friends...XD)
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.

Total = 8.5

Party Girl/Boy
[ ] Lets face it: you like to party. (Mnh. ._.)
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] ...Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer pong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to. (Yes! :D Nah, kidding, kidding! XD)
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[y] You spend time getting ready for parties. (Th-they're parties...don't you want to look your best?)
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[x] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not. (Apparently...*shrugs* My parents are much more lenient than they seem)
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance. (Yes, but what dancing are we talking about?)
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you. (I have had this problem for a while...that I don't talk to people younger than me, but I'm getting over it)

Total = 4.5

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[x] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon. (Pokemon!!! *.* And robots are nice. I draw zem all the time)
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr (¿Quién es el?)
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[ ] You have a mirror pic. (I don't want people to see meh camera! ;m; Ruins the magic.)
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows. (What kind of shows? But I like entertainment, so yes.)
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.)
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows. (No, but that's cute)
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you. (I hope my fashion doesn't define me....O.o; But I do like fashion.)
[ ] You mosh.
[x] You often mix vintage with modern. (Wait, in what ways!?)
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[x] All of your friends are scene. (I just now realized this! XD Scene near goth, emo, nerdy, and visual kei)
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person. (I...have a list of friends? Natsume Yuujinchou~! :D)
[y] You take angled pictures of yourself. (Photography purposes...or if we have to for art)
[x] You enjoy photography.

Total = 6.5

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar. (Really?! They do that! XD)
[ ] You won't go near the "goths".
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[x] You are very clean cut. (In my own way)
[y] You are squeamish. (A tad...)
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[x] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume. (I want to seem clean)
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach. (No, but what are these shows?! I keep hearing about them but do not have any clue about them! ;m;)
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters. (I hate any kind of clothing was a brand name on it...>3>)
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic. (I was for some time...but only half way now)
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go. (Why can't preppy guys carry purses? And my purse at home, currently empty)
[x] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready. (Yeah, I'm always slow getting ready...even getting out of the classroom...takes me hours just to pick up that backpack...I kid...XD)
[x] (Girls) You do not leave the house without make up. (Another thing about being clean looking.)
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going. (Not how it's going...it's going bad...but I'll deal with it.)

Total = 4.5

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before. (Not well...XD I can play Silent Night and some other songs I wanted to play 'cause of animoo! XD)
[x] You still play an instrument. (...when I'm bored...I guess...maybe I should put in the effort to correctly learn how to play...XD I just do it by ear)
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[x] Most of your friends are in band. (They're scene and in band...actually, my friends who aren't in band are scene, but they had been in band at one time...)
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to Classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major. (This seems kinda random...what about other majors? XD)
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a Band bus or at a Band competition. (This seems like the story of all the band kids at my school...XD)
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[x] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong. (Well, yeahhhh. What do you take me for, an imbecile?)
[y] You hate rap music. (Don't hate it...but it's nice with a dash of it in very song. I just don't like straight rap.)
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year. (No! 'cause then all my friends are always busy! ;m;)
[x] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself. (XD This is the same for any sports game...I'm usually paying attention to everything else)
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.

Total = 6.5

Thespian
[x] You have been in a school play.
[ ] You have seen a Broadway musical (If only! But I don't like musicals)
[ ] You like to act. (No, I'm bad at it! ;//;)
[x] You have participated in a school play.
[ ] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference.
[x] You get ticked off when people make that thespian, "Did you say lesbian?" joke. (Stealing my 'Gala?' 'You mean Gay Love?'...or maybe it's just people where I live who call it that.)
[ ] You have done tech. (I have DONE IT?)
[x] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props.
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[ ] You have been to a cast party.
[ ] You are in a thespian troupe.
[ ] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[ ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are.
[ ] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[ ] You do not have a personal bubble.
[ ] You actually understand Shakespeare. (Nahhhhhh...)
[ ] You know how to put on stage make up.
[ ] You have been a lead.
[ ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.

Total = 4

Overachiever
[x] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities. (Moonlit Dream: HAHA... Maybe I should join the Star Trek club. Me: You have a Star Trek club?!)
[ ] You have a part-time job.
[x] You have straight As.
[x] You are in mostly honors/IB/AP classes.
[y] You do not procrastinate. (Actually, I don't procrastinate as much as I say I do...but I have this time...XD)
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test.
[y] You do not have very much down time. (Depends what day....but I make use of my time. Though, I think this thing about 'such and such' (who is really amazing at whatever they learned to do) has too much time on their hands...this is a lie)
[ ] You are very organized. (Nooooo....XD)
[x] You always have a thousand things going on at once. (Yahhhh...XD I have a few right now...XD)
[ ] You are in a relationship.
[ ] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School. (I did, but now I don't care since none of them having anything I care for. I DON'T WANT TO BE A POLITICIAN OR DOCTOR...maybe a lawyer...buut, I'm not that stereotypical of a person)
[y] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions. (I created the Anime Club....but that's my only club I have leadership position in. My friends called me 'Pres' and I told them to stop because there are none...now they call me 'Half-Pres even though so and so is better as president'...WE'RE CO-PRESIDENTS! ;m;)
[x] You are/were on Student Council. (HATED IT)
[ ] You are/were the class president.
[x] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[ ] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[x] People have told you that you didn't have a life. (Which I reply that if I don't then they must not either. Just because you do sports doesn't mean you have more of a life than I do.)
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma. (I wish I had IB...but they don't offer that at my school...which is stupid)
[y] You cry hysterically when you get anything lower than an A on anything. (Lower than a B...XD)

Total = 8.5

Slacker
[ ] Your grades are slipping.
[ ] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects. (Kind of...this time I did....XD)
[ ] You are an overall procrastinator.
[x] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV. (Never really any type of homework that deserves my attention)
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[ ] You are often late to school/work.
[ ] You don't turn in a lot of your work.
[x] You spend the majority of your time watching TV, the computer or going on Myspace when you could be doing something more productive.
[x] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer.
[x] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house.
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive. (I refuse to drive. Walking it shall be.)
[y] You have fallen asleep during class before. (For liiike 10 seconds...but it was more like passing out for a little while)
[ ] Friends have called you lazy. (Even though I am.)
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel. (XD)
[x] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up. (Standing up is a pain)
[ ] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting. (*jaw drop* Can't believe somebody could do such a thing!)
[x] You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before. (All the time, but it's usually a show I love at the time like Top Gear, Naruto, Mythbusters, etc.)

Total = 6.5

Goth
[x] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things. (I told my mom my favourite colour was black and pink, and so this happened...XD)
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic. (Only time they've had something I liked I didn't have any money)
[ ] You think tattoos are hot.
[ ] You think odd piercings are hot. (Nuuuu...;m;)
[ ] You don't get along with your parents.
[x] You have/want to dyed/dye your hair an exotic color. (PINK! :D)
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes.
[x] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death. (Who doesn't? Mainly every time somebody says 'What is the meaning of life' to which I often think 'There is no meaning? Why does there have to be a meaning!?')
[ ] You like to write dark poetry.
[ ] You are into S&M. (¿Que?)
[x] You have a pair of over sized black pants. (Kenpo pants~! :D)
[x] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends. (XD)
[ ] You listen to grunge. (No, scary! ;m;)
[ ] You have a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps. (I wish...I had a lot of friends with that, though)
[ ] You smoke cigarettes.
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[ ] You don't really care what people think about you.
[ ] Overly happy people scare you. (I'm happy! Some of my friends are just balls of sunshine~! :D)
[ ] You like black makeup & nail polish best.

Total = 5

Nerd
[x] You actually study for tests and quizzes. (I do, even though I say I don't. But since it's not really to an extent of freaking out or thinking about it, I say I don't)
[x] You have straight As.
[ ] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex.
[y] You are into WoW, Magic Cards, and Halo. (Magic cards, TOTALLEH!!)
[x] You over analyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore.
[x] Your mom buys your clothes for you.
[y] You actually answer the questions in class. (Half the time)
[y] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience. (I don't mean to, that's just where the teacher puts me. I learn better in the far back)
[ ] You miss school during the summer. (I used to, but I hate my school now)
[x] You wear your pants at your waist. (XD They wouldn't fit me if I didn't! XD)
[x] You prefer sweatpants to jeans. (Not too fond of jeans)
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed. (No, and the people who copy my homework are cute...>3>)
[x] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey.
[x] People always cheat off you during tests. (WAII!? I don't always have the answers! ;m; Putting pressure on me ya jerks!)
[ ] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day.
[ ] You wear/should be wearing glasses.

Total = 9.5

Garage Band Junkie
[ ] You play the guitar
[ ] You have been in a garage band before.
[ ] You're still in a garage band.
[ ] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[ ] You sing vocals for a band.
[x] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page.
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands.
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[ ] You have taken guitar classes at school.
[ ] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[ ] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[ ] You have musical talent.
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.

Total = 1

Gangsta
[ ] You actually are black. (If only just a little bit. But I'm pure white)
[ ] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[ ] You wear doo-rags.
[ ] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[x] You can freestyle. (Not in a cool way necessarily...'orz Wait, we talking about dancing or rapping?)
[ ] You drive down the street blaring your music. (XD)
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[ ] You can break dance.
[ ] You say "nigga" a lot. (Nah, I'd get beat up for that)
[y] You talk too fast for people to understand you. (Sometimes...apparently...)
[x] You are pretty chill with life. (Yeahh...chiiiiiiillll...:D)
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your butt.
[ ] Old school rap is the best.
[ ] You know that Tupac will never die.
[ ] You wear bling.
[ ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang.
[ ] You are always big pimpin'.

Total = 2.5

Emo
[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo. (Nope, just takes a bit of explaining...O.o;)
[ ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes. (I did when I was little...XD I was an emo little girl)
[x] You flip your hair often. (This isn't really an emo thing...hair just gets in my eyes...I don't seem to do it too often, or I just don't notice it...)
[ ] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You have hurt your self on purpose.
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[ ] You don't really smile too often.
[ ] You blog often. (Is this a blog?)
[x] You never smile in pictures. (WAI!? It's not something I TRY to do...they always get me when I stop smiling...or I just don't know how to smile for the camera)
[ ] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[y] You're too much of a pussy to be a goth. (:D Well, if we're saying I'm too scared then you're right...:D)
[ ] You own a lot of band t-shirts.
[ ] You go to a lot of shows. (WHAT ARE SHOWS?!)
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[x] It doesn't take very much to make you cry. (I'm a cry baby)
[ ] You have played all the Emo Games.
[x] You have worn black eyeliner before. (Though it apparently made me look preppy)
[ ] You own a bandana which you wear in your hair. (My mom does. I didn't know this was scene...Ah, but me mom's a hipster...XD)
[ ] You have dark hair.
[ ] You love the emo song.
[ ] You say stuff like "I feel like my heart's being ripped out" and all. (Sounds silly...XD)

Total = 4.5

Skatepunk
[ ] You own/ed a skateboard.
[ ] You have been skateboarding since you were in grade school.
[ ] You have gotten many injuries from skateboarding.
[ ] You know that World Industries and Element aren't just clothing lines. (I didn't know they were clothing lines...)
[ ] You have vandalized public property.
[ ] You have TPed/egged somebody's house before.
[ ] You have been yelled at for loitering.
[ ] You have gotten in trouble with the cops.
[ ] You listen to punk rock.
[ ] Chicks on skateboards are hot. (I've never seen one...maybe I thought they were a girl...Well, I feel the other way around with guys on a skateboard...:D)
[y] You stick it to the man. (Sometimes, but I just like to argue...XD)
[ ] You own skater shoes. (I wish...or those shoes that Daichi Miura wears! )
[ ] You watch MTV2, not MTV. (There's an MTV2?!)
[ ] You enjoy crude humor.
[ ] Screw school, lets do crazy stuff.
[X] You know that there are other pro skaters out there besides Tony Hawk. (No way, really?! XD)
[ ] You pretty much live at the skate park.
[ ] Hygiene does not concern you.
[x] Skater boys are attractive.

Total = 2.5 (I don't seem to know any skater boys at my school, but at my old school there were some...XD)

Metalhead
[x] Most people are scared of your music. (I just don't understand this, but it is true...*shakes head*)
[ ] A lot of the bands you like have violent names/titles/lyrics. (No...How about 'We Hate All Kinds of Violence' by H.O.T.!? :D)
[ ] You hate emo kids.
[ ] You have gotten kicked out of a public place multiple times before.
[ ] Slipknot isn't really metal.
[ ] You appreciate really good guitarists of any genre, particularly flamenco.
[ ] You hate pop and rap.
[y] You spend all your money on music-related stuff. (And books)
[ ] Scene kids are fun to laugh at.
[ ] You will become friends with anyone if they like the same bands. (Just because I have things in common with somebody doesn't mean I care to be around them...>3>)
[ ] You curse a lot.
[x] You can name at least five sub genres of metal. (This is because I look things up)
[ ] You wore black converses before they became emo.
[ ] At least one of your favorite bands thinks they're Vikings.
[x] You also like classic rock, such as Led Zeppelin and Pink Floyd. (I just don't listen to them...*shot*)
[y] You have yelled at someone for their taste in music. (Not yelled, just questioned it...XD The people who like Skrillex, Deadmau5, Dubstep, etc....They bother me because CAPSULE, SHE, IOSYS, ALiCE'S EMOTiON, etc. have been here they entire time...what's wrong with you to not have listened to any of them and I can't believe them saying 'It's unique'...bahhggg...>3>)

Total: 4

OVERALL TOTAL: I'm a nerd~! :D I hate it when people say 'I'm such a nerd' when they totally aren't...I don't really think I'm a nerd...I don't really want to be...>3> I'm a weeaboo

Hiiiiiiii!

It seems to be a common thing to creepily say 'Hi' to eachother among my friends. One of my friends is GREAT at freaking me out just by coming up to me and saying 'Hiii'...;m; Thinking of it now scares me...even though she's such a sunshine-y wonderful person! ;orz And then my other friend just constantly says 'Hi!', randomly in the middle of class in different languages...XD Then my other friend and I say it in languages he doesn't know...XD

So Hi seems to be a fun word to say...XD

I've been studying more Japanese. I'm very surprised that...well...every word I've learned so far I already knew....I just didn't know what it meant. Now that I do I have a song for practically each...XD

Like himitsu I think of a Berryz Koubou song:

And then Ashita...I dunno what the song is but it just echoes 'Ashita...Ashita...Ashita'....O.o;

I watched another Japanese movie...well, it was a documentary...and technically it was British 'cause the director was British, but the whole thing was in Japanese....O.o;

It was about Host Clubs. Made you really feel bad for the workers and customers...

There was this one lady who would constantly go there. She broke up with her fiance just because she said she was in love with one of the guys there (and every girl says she loves him) and she tries to manipulate the guy into loving her. The guy who she was in love with said he hated her, though. I guess that's kinda sad, but I felt the same way...;orz He just made it more harsh...saying he hates girls like that. I was just thinking she was a weird girl that I would probably not respect.

And everything was ridiculously expensive. Why would somebody want to spend as much as $1000 on a night of fake romance.

Oh, but despite a common assumption host clubs aren't really prostitution (their customers may be, but they aren't...most of the time). They say they'll prostitute if the customer wants them to, but it's apparently bad for business and they don't really like it.

But what bothered me the most is that they do these things for their job, and most of the customers and workers seem to have a mutual understanding that their love for each other is fake , but they're making themselves sick by drinking and partying so much, or for many of the customers they're prostitutes, so they're getting all these terribly painful sicknesses.

I mean, that goes against everything I thought about a job...that if you get sick then you can sue...XD Nah, it's just, the people are getting themselves sick despite their job...and they still do it.

It was interesting...though the directing was kinda strange...there was one part when a janitor walked by sweeping and the camera went on the guy instead of the girl talking and interrupted he girl...O.o; Why?

It was funny in some parts, but all around very surprising.

It was called The Great Happiness Space.

I watched it mainly out of curiosity and because Ouran High School Host Club seems to be a common conversation that I have with my friends...sometimes they say 'I wish we had a Host Club'...uhh...don't think that'd work...O.o;

In other news...I finally figured out some stuff for meh shoujo manga~! :D YEY~! :D It doesn't sound as great for you because I'm not telling you anything.

I feel bad that I don't say anything and....never do anything with whatever I wasn't telling you before...then again, maybe it is best so as to not embarrass myself with what was terrible before...XD

I'll tell you the plot, if I haven't already...

The main character's older sister is a popular idol, but the main character isn't as talented or outgoing as her older sister so the only job her sister could get for her was the job of a janitor. The main character has to live with the fact that she is working in a place with many famous idols, but has an embarrassing job, for a student that is at the top of her class. She has to keep her job a secret and even her sister's status a secret so as to not draw any unwanted attention.

She is very introverted, proper, organized, and intelligent. She doesn't mind her job since it doesn't include much communication, until she accidentally spills soapy water on one of the members of an upcoming new group. Now she has more things to worry about since he won't stop bothering her about it...well...she did just break his expensive mp3 player which will forever display the picture of their shared idol.

Yup, yup. It'll have 3 love interests! :D And I will try to make them all seem mutual so you don't who she'd end up with! O.O

I should work on it right now...XD

Yeeyy~! We did it! :D

I was worried that we'd miss out on the new feature for the challenges...we only barely got above 150, though...;m; I have a feeling many members don't really like the fanart wallpaper thingy...

I'm not super about it...but I guess that's just because I'm not really that into making wallpapers or e-cards...and when I do it's usually over the anime I just watched or music video I like, not the fanart I like...O.o;

I just watched a....strange....movie. It was called Noriko's Dinner Table. From the look of the cover it looks like something really violent and scary:

Here's the trailer if you're wondering about how strange it was:

I don't know if I like it yet. One of those movies I don't have an immediate opinion about like 12...'cause you're like 'What just happened' the entire movie...XD

It's supposed to be very creepy, and it was pretty creepy, but not terrifyingly. Though, I kept feeling suspicious of everyone in that movie! XD Can't look at a normal person the same way anymore...XD

Any part with blood just looked fake, but I have a feeling the budget was really low on it.

But it was interesting because the entire movie had nice and calm piano music or music box which made it more intriguing of a movie. And most of it was just narration of the many characters, how they were thinking, etc. So that was interesting.

I dunno if I recommend it or not. I just thought I'd bring it to your attention.

I've decided on watching Netflix movies since...well...they're there. Why not watch them? I might watch some anime that I've never seen or bothered to finish on there because it would be legal and I get to watch all that anime I can never find online like Soul Eater.

But there are hardly any anime movies. Sure, you can get them in the mail, but hardly any of them can be streamed...>3> I feel like anime is meant to be streamed, though..XD

Suddenly I'm sick....;m; My mom just said the word 'sick' when I wasn't feeling sick at all and never thought about it, then the next minute I was sick...;m; It's mainly just congestion (it's always just congestion). So my nose feels stuffed up and it's running, but I can't blow anything out...O.o; And I can't hear or taste anything and my eyes are constantly watering...I need more tissues...but I don't have any!

The pain! XD

I don't want to do any woorrrkkk...;3; I did not meet my deadline on writing my manga. I'm not sure why...I guess it's the anxiety of writing about school life. For me, that's the hardest part because I don't know what it's like to be a japanese student or to be a male student...O.o;

I also want to write a shoujo manga, which I seem to have so many ideas on. My problem with that one is surprisingly just coming up with some good characters to complement the other characters. I know I want my main character to be a very proper girl on the outside and a childish and fun loving girl on the inside, and I already know how her sister would be, I also know that the other guy is supposed to be flamboyant, cheerful, but a rather normal pop star, and I have some other character up my sleeve, but the problem is the second guy...I have three love interests...I just need to have one that can put them all together.

I'm just thinking out loud right now. I know nobody could help me on that part. I just have to think about it some more. I have a lot to do these next few months, but I think I'll be relieved by the end of it all and I can finally get to work on this manga seriously.

I just have lots of studying to do...studying for ACTs (wai!?), studying for AP tests, studying for end of course tests (wai!?), studying for Academic Team, making art for my AP art exam (thingy, not really a test or anything, just a portfolio), and making art for this interview thingy...which I kinda don't want to go to the summer school they're having for art mainly because I don't like their fake attitudes...telling everyone that we have wonderful art and should continue doing it and yadda yadda yadda. My art isn't wonderful, I don't like it when people say that. I like seeing in their eyes surprise or actually seeing that they truly do think it's wonderful, but telling me just to make themselves feel secure that they just complimented me? I don't care for it.

Also none of these programs that are being offered to me seem like much of anything. Most of the stuff I see I think I could have liike 30% interest in and just feel nice that I learned a bit about the topic, but I need something that I feel like I got down in the mud. I want to have all the tumbling emotions of hard work and not just something that was fun at the time.

Plus most classes offered are over things that I'm either learning now on my own or I could just look up. I understand it may be better to have face to face contact with learning, but I feel better not worrying about getting accepted to those kinds of classes and just getting to it.

Sorry I'm just ranting now...'orz I'm just trying to understand why I get upset at so many of these programs. And upset in an apathetic way, not incredibly emotional...

I would draw you guys some pictures (for no particular reason) but I'm not near a table or hooked up to my tablet right now...and ish lazeh...XD

Sorry for the long post...'orz

Here's a video I just now found! O.o;

Bye-bye~!