LOLI-POP

-- DA -- YouTube -- tumblr --

I choose you, Mr. Mister! >:D

Random title.

My titles are ALWAYS random! XD

I've decided to make that organization diddle-doo what'cha-ma-call'it into a webcomic.

IF, if, if, if, I ever come up with a plot line for it.

I was thinking of scrapping the 'eye powers' idea and even the organization idea, since they're all too different from each other, but they can be associated with the same jazzy-ness.

It's gonna be action-y and psychological and have something to do with technology...internet, cell phones, something...

I'll just have to think that through...

And I decided on making it a webcomic because...well, I've come to a realization that people make money off of webcomics even if they're already posted the majority of it! XD Not that I plan to make money off of this, I just feel that I shouldn't limit myself.

THE FUTURE IS BLINDING! >:D I mean...bright...same thing...>3> I see the future of having lots of webcomics 'n stuffs and becoming like Korea with their webcomic sites that are all official-nessings.

But I'll have to join some website with webcoming stuffs...I'll probably post it here and on MB and some stuffs on DA and then link to the main website-thingy...y'know y'know...

Just thoughts right now. Planning.

I'll also be doing a simple romance story. It'll be meant to be soft and subtle. It's just subtle love, that's it.

Oh! The idea of that romance story, I just feel like telling you guys is:

Mizuki has always been great in school and is looked up to by many she is also very beautiful, but she refuses to date any guy unless he wins her heart. Kuro has just moved to her school and is immediately popular because of his exceptional skills and grades. Kuro hears about Mizuki’s little game and tries to win her heart.

Yup, yup, but it's all pretteh subtle. And because of that...it may be boring...but it means some stuffingtons to me, so I'll do it anyway. It's me showing the inners of my being...'orz

I'd like to start this one right away!

*is excited*

However, by tomorrow I expect myself to not want to do this..."orz I will have to force myself...hrmm...

Hrmm...I dunno what perspective to do it from...Oh, well.

I'll force myself to design some stuff tomorrow for both of these things!

*is feeling fiery* >:D INTENSE, MON! HOT SUMMAH!

I love that song, and I think Amber looks really awesome in this! I just really love her pants (I want some! TT^TT). I want to create an OC like Amber...ermm...more like an OC like one of my good friends (who I think looks very similar to Amber). Okay...more...in the middle...I guess...

I want to actually make a lovable tom boy character. I keep making these 'righteous' girls and I hate them, this time I'll make a boyish girl who is...well, very boyish, but she's kinda tsundere 'cause she does girly things sometimes, but that just shows that she's still a girl. Not one of these sports playing girls, but a girl who actually looks like a boy!

Okay, bye-bye! Sorry for so many posts today..."orz I got excited on this last one...if you can't tell...'orz

Conversations and other things...

I saw AndromedaSpira do something like this, so I wanted to, too, just to see how my music tastes have changed (it shall be a meme! >:D). These are the kinds of artists (instead of songs...since I don't remember song names...'orz) I listened to throughout my life:

Pre-school: Super mainstream bands. Basically just the bands that were in our dance recitals at the dance school I went to.

Backstreet Boys
Brittany Spears
Random rock bands...O.o;

Elementary School: Again, pretty mainstream. Anything that played on the radio I was listening to. I was really obsessed with Avril Lavigne at this time.

Avril Lavigne
Green Day
Hillary Duff
Jennifer Lopez
Gwen Stefani
Shakira

Middle School: My transition into J-pop. Only listened to bands from H!P or music from Rozen Maiden/Hell Girl.

Morning Musume
Ali Project
Goto Maki
Berryz Koubou
C-ute
Buono!

High School: Listened to a wider variety of japanese music, mostly from avex.

AAA
Kra
Alan Dawa Dolma
capsule
Daichi Miura
Every Little Thing

Present: Listening to a WIDER range of music, now into other countries' music.

Super Junior
f(x)
9mm Parabellum Bullet
Yasaharu Takanashi
Show Luo
Koda Kumi

From supah mainstream American bands to any band! XD

Now for a little conversation about beauty! :D

I was talking to my brother about child porn yesterday and how if you look at it you're immediately put on a wanted list or something (at least, in the game he was playing...O.o;). I personally don't think people who just look at it are wrong or bad people, it's the people posting that kind of stuff that's bad...or the people that freaking save it to their computer!

Why would you save that to your computer?! What do I save to my computer? Pictures that I think are pretty and inspiring, or just anything that's inspiring...so to me, saving that kind of stuff to your computer either means you're an artist or just really dumb...O.o;

When I hear about politicians getting caught doing that stuff, I don't think bad about them at all...I feel bad that they are being attacked about it. But if a politician is seeing another woman while your in the hospital trying to fight cancer, I think that person is bad. Yet he doesn't get voted out of office or anything for that!?

Another thing about beauty (I'm on controversial topics, here!). I have this thing where if I look at beautiful models and just really pretty pictures of really pretty people, when I look in the mirror I feel good about myself and happier, but when I look at everyday people I feel bad.

That's why I support beautiful people in magazine and get mad when other people are like 'That's a bad influence'.

The biggest self-confidence building thing for me is looking at really good photography of really pretty people. That's why I like looking at DA photographs, they're inspiring and make feel better, same for pop idol pictures.

I guess it's that when I look at pictures of models I see all their good points, so when I look in the mirror I see all my good points, but when I look at uglier people I see all their flaws so when I look in the mirror I see all my flaws.

Though, cosplaying kinda bothers me. I dunno what it is about cosplaying, maybe it's that I can never get that glowing beautiful feeling from my costumes..."orz

Those are my only two points to discuss on the topic of beauty.

I'm slowly getting back to the regular stuff now...so I can finally start drawing some more pictures...>3> Maybe tomorrow I'll be doing the regular stuff.

'kay, bye-bye!

Oh...O.O

Random post before I go to bed.

I just realized that I really do look like Raiya, the person in my avatar. I keep looking the mirror and wondering why I looked familiar to somebody else...O.o;

I think it's meh hair. I just don't have dark red hair. If I did then I would declare myself a female Raiya...*cough*

Speaking of look-alikes I think my friend looks a bit similar to f(x)'s Amber. I would post a pic, but I don't want to umm...show off my friend's identity, even though she has a youtube account...*shrugs*

Okay! Good night! Oya-- *shot* Not gonna do that again...'orz

I've returned from the depths of Hell...

( ´Д`)...

I woke up at 4:30 AM this morning to pack and get ready to go...but it's not like I was going to leave at that time. I didn't leave until 4:00-ish PM...>3> And the toilet was clogged, most people go to the bathroom when they wake up, so we were both in pain from not having gone to the bathroom. It was a very uncomfortable day.

We had stayed up last night until 11:00 PM, which isn't so bad considering we didn't get back to our rooms until 9:00 PM...

I'm just really tired...

Oh, yeah, the camp. It was terrible. Some people we nice, a lot of them were just...too much...too outgoing and too arrogant...They WERE good at Academic Team, all of them, but that doesn't make them smarter than anyone else. All we did was memorize, memorize, memorize, which I totally disagree with. So now I have a very low respect for Academic Team and question if I should even join it again next year...Uggg...Maybe it was just the camp that was terrible.

Everyone was also really competitive...

They were also all very religious. I heard some kids talking about how they hated John Lennon because he made that comment that The Beatles are more popular than Jesus...which...who cares if that's true? Just because Jesus isn't totally popular doesn't mean you should be mad at the guy who's just pointing this out. I mean, they COULD be. Christianity isn't the only religion out there, stop being so stuck up about your religion...>.>

This other girl who I kept talking to for some reason was talking to one of her friends about how stupid this one girl was for writing a paper supporting Kevorkian...which...I don't know anybody who didn't support him, and I guess now I do. You shouldn't make fun of people for their beliefs like that.

I don't think I make fun of people like that. If I do I don't mean to...O.o;

A lot of the people there weren't my kind of people. But I did make friends with this one girl with a pink panda hat. She was nice and a good player, too, but she wasn't in your face about it like most of the other people.

There was this one weird guy that I was TOTALLY surprised that he was even good. He was...literally a 'cool' guy. I could see him playing guitar, smoking something (doesn't really need any specifications), and do any other things that cool people do...(I doesn't hang out with 'cool' people so I wouldn't know...actually...I do, but I don't really like them). He was okay, except he kept laughing at everything.

I felt really bad for this one kid, even though he shouldn't have been doing it, he lost his calculator because he left it in the mythology class (I remember seeing him leave it there, but we left it there so that he could come back for it because he ran out of the room) because he was playing with it during class. The teachers and the students all started laughing at him and making fun of him, and he was already sorta in despair. I think that was a jerk-ish thing on everyone's part doing that. I mean, he needs to learn not to do that, but don't rub it in his face.

And also one of the people from my school...he...doesn't say 'smart' things, but it's not stupid, but he was explaining something during class and that 'cool' kid and his friend started laughing at him and picking apart what he was saying and calling him stupid. I don't know if he payed attention to that...but that made me mad...>.>

The food was good, though...but again...no bathroom ('cause toilet is clogged) so it was kinda bothersome...>3> Also all the eating times were really close together so we were never actually hungry at any of the times, but late at night we'd be hungry and thirsty and we didn't have any drinks. Well, we DID, but we had to share and drink a tiny bit each. And there was NO WATER! My mouth felt soooo so dry that entire camp...ugghhh...

Each class we had to take a test in every day and my friend and I always made bad grades on them. But they're just tests there to make you feel bad...>.> They really were. None of this goes against you in any way except that you don't get any advantage in the end game...

I don't like quick recall which was the main focus of the camp. I thought it would include writing, but it never did. So that really bothered me (same for my friend). I rarely answered any questions...except I turned out to be one of the very few people to answer the questions in the last game thingy-ma-doo. But everyone had ridiculous reflexes so I missed a lot that I really knew....'orz

There were still nice people there. Like this one guy was really nice and friendly and surprisingly not too competitive, but you could tell he had fun saying answers to things anyways. He was on my team once and I guess ever since then he'd say hi to me...but that happened with a lot of my team members. There was also this one girl who had a really thick accent who was really nice. Come to think about it...I think we were all on the same team...O.o; That girl with the pink panda hat was on my team once, also. I was also on a team of people who never answered questions either (surprisingly we won all our games...XD) and they were all very nice.

But everyone was YOUNGER THAN ME! That's what kinda killed me...that these people think they're better than me when they're younger than me...Tsk...>3> I feel narcissistic also...saying that. But I truly believe in respecting those older than you, even by one year. Unless it's by a few months, then it doesn't matter too much.

Everyone looked old, too...O.o; It was awkward...

Oh, but it was fun with my friend. We pretended to be Ciel and Sebastian at one point and read some lines from Kuroshitsuji, and we read a lot of manga, and talked a TON. It turns out she was adopted! O.O I thought that from the start 'cause she looks nothing like her parents. I told her that, that's really cool because how many kids do you know who've been adopted? It's nothing to be ashamed of. I dunno why people are always like "Aww, I'm sorry," when they hear that. I think it brings up that it's a bad thing and that they SHOULD be ashamed of themselves instead of the other way around.

I dunno, I just always thought about that.

And we also have the same basic political opinions. We're very similar, except she's more...more...interesting and more of a role model than I am. She is very pure and kind and never wants anybody to feel bad or sad so she never does anything bad. She's a very good person.

I'm tired of talking about this...blah...

I'm not going back there again.

'nyways, I REALLY like the vocals on this song:

I love the feel of it and the picture in the video! It's inspirational for me. I've always wanted to hear a voice like that in a vocaloid song. I think it's really pretty and good for vocaloid. I like what I call 'misty' voices. They're not boring soft, they're slightly raspy and they have that feeling of mist like 'ssshhhhhh' not 'ffffuuuu'. The 'ffffuuu' makes me sleepy and bored. 'fffuuu' is more like Miki or Gumi. It kinda sounds like they're yawning when they're singing. I like it when it sounds like they're whispering or something.

Time to get back to the regular stuff! I'm excited to get back to it...but it'll have to wait until tomorrow since I'm really really tired! TT^TT

Somebody on DA posted a poll that basically just asks people to post their favourite DA artists and I'm having a fun time going through them! I'm finding artists I hadn't seen before!

Lemme post my favourite artists on DA with some of their art for example:

External Image

Phobs

External Image

Mr-child

External Image

Elaine-sensei/EMworks

External Image

Jounetsunoakai

External Image

rogner5th

External Image

cellar-fcp

External Image

einlee

External Image

dark134

External Image

kidchan

External Image

aozorize

Yup. No comments 'cause I'm tired. Now I'll go do something...hrmm...O.o;

It's Monday already!?

I have to go on a trip on Tuesday so I won't see you guys until next/this Saturday...or maybe Friday...

I'm going to Academic Team camp! "orz

At least I get to room with one of my buddays from Anime Club...but it'll be stressful. Why? Because summer camps aren't my kinda thing. They expect us to have fun and to bring...SHORTS! TT^TT I don't wear shorts. I like the look of shorts, but I hate wearing them. They ARE NOT HOT WEAR CLOTHES! Not at all! You get bug bites in bad places and when you sit down you sweat so much that you can sit in the chair. It's absolutely terrible.

My legs never get hot...sooo...I can't imagine why somebody would want to wear shorts when it's hot. We wear t-shirts when it's hot, that makes sense, but shorts should not matter.

It said 'be sure to wear shorts' on the letter thingy telling us what to bring...

I wonder if I'll get to bring my laputopu.

Tomorrow will be packing day. If I don't get to bring my laptop then I will probably be spending my entire day picking out songs to put on my MP3 player because it is completely full so I need to pick wisely. There are certain songs that I can't live without...I'm not exactly sure what those are, but they're the catchy ones, I know that.

It's not actually MY laptop...it's my mom's, but I hog it everyday, plus she has other things to do and another computer to get on that's used only ever so often...

It WOULD be better if I switched computers, but I think that would be a hassle now, plus that computer is really old and very slow...>3>

I feel I need to express myself more in my art. I feel that my art is too...sterile? It's not very expressive, it's rather conservative. So I will try my best to doodle!

I just played an oshare kei dress up game on a very wonderful website (rinmarugames.come) and remembered my great love for oshare kei~! X3 So I think I need to express my crazy oshare kei loving style more!

Yep, so that's the deal.

Good night! Buenas Noches! 晚安! おやすみなさい! 안녕히 주무세요!