*cries*

My poor markers!! TT.TT I love coloring with COPICs, but the worst part about them is that they run out!!! I was trying to color the cover for Clockwork (it's really colorful partly, and I don't like it) and I was coloring Alice's dress, since she wears only black and my last black marker is starting to run out! And all of grays are running out so I can't use those!! Waaahh!!

Also! I messed up a lot on the coloring, and I really liked this picture!! TT.TT Umm...I guess I should just try and finish and then do the chapters...-.-; That way I won't lose more colors. But I guess my one time trying to draw and color has been ruined and I'm back to staring at pictures....-.-; OH YEAH!! Haruka Kanata's pictures!! Those'll be easier on me...though they need a lotta brown, black, and purple, and those are my worst coloring ares....!.!

OH! About my fanart! I can't do them...well, I can't do them well. That Harvest Moon fanart with all the characters? I absolutely can't do that, why? THERE ARE 125 CHARACTERS TO DRAW!! TT.TT I can't do all of them!! I tried, but I don't have big enough paper, and if I did get bigger paper you'd only get a bad quality picture because paper any bigger wouldn't be able to fit in my printer! TT.TT And then I was going to draw a picture of all the goddesses from Zelda around a triforce and then Ganondorf, Link, and Zelda in the triforce pieces....but again, I don't have big enough paper and they won't fit. Then my Fire Emblem fanart....well, the clothes and stuff are too complicated and I don't know what to draw...-.-; Then SSBB, same thing for Fire Emblem, and I need bigger paper. And lastly, Shugo Chara, I CAN do that fanart, but not very well since I don't know how to do the poses. It's a picture of Amu and all of her transformations, but I don't know what poses to do them in, and when I do, I can't draw them...

I'm actually feeling better listening to this music, though I have such bad news. The music is umm...The Tale of Ashitaka, from Princess Mononoke. I'm just listening to random songs on my MP3 player and it just so happens that I'm listening to that one...I like music from movies, classical music, and orchestral music....dunno why, just makes everything seem so peaceful or gives me a lotta inspiration. Then for some reason I like the opposite of that, up-beat techno-pop and j-pop and dance songs....O.o; But I also like oriental music, but it's basically music that you can easily identify, and I don't know why I like it, I just do, I don't like other music because they either don't don't sound right, don't even sound like music, make me bored, or make me very uncomfortable (like some song my friend kept on singing...something about "do you wanna be a rock star?" or something like that). I don't like ANY new American music at all, it all sounds bad or scary.....Umm...I dunno why I'm talking about music...O.o;

OH! Hey! Let's go onto a funner (is it a word?) topic! What do I think you guys look like...or have in my mind what you look like! So here are a list of people I usually notice:

krokun: A chibi...umm...don't know why...just remind me of one. It doesn't really matter what the chibi looks like, it's different every time I talk to you.

Ametsu the Ninja: Ummm...well, I keep seeing you as a girl with short hair and sleepy face with brown hair...even though I know you have long hair...^ ^;

Shydust: Ehem, I know what she looks like! ^ ^; I got to school with her, so yeah...(or used to)

Moonlitdream: Umm, exactly how you draw yourself, with a ponytail and blue hair...O.o;

Pink-pineapple: Looks like Emma Roberts...dunno why, I can't get the image outta my mind whenever I read one of your posts! O.o; So usually I don't know what your avatar looks like...O.o

Harvestmoonluvr: A girl with medium length brown hair with a happy face! ^ ^

Kuroi Hihane: Some days I see you as a boy...and that's really weird...O.O But most of the time I see you a normal teenager with short brown hair and earrings.

Kitty K.O: Umm...well...your avatar...except happier! ^ ^

Paulini: Some girl with pink hair...O.o With a sweet face! ^ ^

Sooo yeah...well, you wonder why most of these sound outrageous, well, I think of each of you as an anime character, 'cept pink-pineapple on some days. And for anyone else, I usually just think of you as your avatar, I don't know you enough to think of anything else, or I haven't seen enough of your art, or you haven't drawn yourself.

Okay! That was really fun, but I don't wanna go back and draw!! TT.TT It's all messy at my desk and everything keeps on falling on me! Oh! It's also really tiny and used to be the desk for my computer. Now I have my TV (that used to be a DVD player, but it doesn't work, and it doesn't have cable) and my PS2 and then a whole lotta manga, DS games, PS2 games, DVDs, and books and pencils. My brother is going to by parts for a computer he's going to make and it's gonna be like a super computer, but it's gonna cost a lotta money, but when he gets enough money and buys and makes it, I get the main computer, at least that was the deal, and my parents get the computer I'm on, which is theirs, anyways. The only problem is that they said that they'd put it in my room, but it won't fit!! I say we keep it downstairs and my brother's computer can be in his room...but I don't know how big it is...>.>

Well, bye-bye...I'm going to go....do something...

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