I'm sad...
I drew this really adorable picture kinda in a Nao Goto style and kinda in my own of this sheep girl and I was coloring it in a new way that I got from some tutorial on DA and it looked really, really good (it was on photoshop if you're wondering) and then I opened some kinda window that I didn't want open so I pressed the exit button, and then I didn't realize that I was on photoshop when I pressed the exit button and not the window and I even said "no" immediately because I thought it was for the window I was closing...
It took me like 3 hours to draw that! Well, actually something like 45, but it felt like forever. I also drew several different versions of the sheep girl and this was the picture I liked best, but it's gone! I don't feel like drawing today...and today I was going to draw a lotta stuff since it's Saturday...
Also, after I accidentally closed the window, my mom made me go get the mail, so I go get it, and there's nothing in it, but I can't see very well since it's 8:00 here and it's pretty dark, but it's not like black dark, it's like...dark dark...I don't know how to explain it, like another color...that doesn't exist. Anyways, I go back to my mom and she yells at me and then sends my brother outside to go get it, and then he comes back with no mail either, so then my mom apologizes and we all laugh, but still...one semi bad thing after another.
And how come all these really good artists like Digi Charat so much? Most of the artists whose art I looked at on Aethereality had Digi Charat art, and then that one artist who made that "Draw with Me" video on youtube also made a Digi Charat fan video...I don't get it! What's so good about it? It's not that I don't like, I've never seen it, well, actually I saw the first episode and I can't remember why I stopped watching it. But how come so many people like it? And then the same thing for Touhou, all these really good artists are drawing characters from Touhou, but that's okay, I understand, Touhou is a good game, my brother loves it (and got practically everybody at my old school and his new school to like it).
Oh! Since I was drawing that really cute picture and all, it was really fun to draw it, but it was in the cute style, not the beautiful style or the beautifully cute style....-.-; Ummm...so now I'm thinking to draw in that style, my only problem is that I want my boys to look beautiful and not all childish (except for the ones who are supposed to be) and I don't want great contrast in boys and girls like in CLAMP...-.-; Not that CLAMP is using the cute style, they use the beautifully cute style. Anyways...I CAN'T DECIDE!! TT.TT It's killing me! Cute is fun to do because you can see your art get cute really fast, but beautiful is hard because you have to add in details to make it beautiful...so I might draw more in the cute style from now on...Gosh, listening to this music (Ashitaka and San from Princess Mononoke) is really making this sound dramatic...O.O;
Again, my only problem is how Clockwork will look in the cute style. I want it to be cute and creepy and funny at the same time, but not too cute....then again it would kinda create a new version of creepy, having a cute style but creepy things, like Higurashi no Naku (or whatever it's called, I remember it having a long name)...if I'm right...I can't remember.
OH! Nao Goto DID do a manga, it's called Dengeki Aegis 5, unfortunately it's not very popular at all and I can't find it anywhere....-.-; Also, Nao Goto just illustrated it, and I don't even know if it's a manga...TT.TT I wanna draw one of the characters, though! ^ ^ I wanna draw the blonde in this picture here (I think her name is Ryo):
I really like how a strip of hair is pink! ^ ^ She looks fun to color because of that! ^ ^
Ummm...I was going somewhere with the paragraph that started in "Again, my only problem"...but I forgot where that was...O.o;
I just thought of something! NEW MANGA! *hits self* Okay, I haven't really been telling you guys what's really going on with any of my manga. Most of them have been thrown out because I either can't think of a plot, don't know where it's going, I didn't like it, or I only got a little bit into the story. So the only ones that I'm doing right now are Clockwork, Mariko!, and that Ouran fanmanga (though I'm not sure if I'll continue, I keep forgetting where I'm going with it, but I guess I could continue it during school time since my friend LOVES it to death, well, as much as I do, but it's her favorite manga/anime).
So about this new manga idea, I'm actually kinda continuing this one I abandoned because I couldn't think of any characters, but this time I'll add more characters and all. So the idea is simple, but hard to explain, and I have no clue what genre it'd be in. It's basically about normal life, except more emphasis on the strange things that the characters dream, that's about it. And then how those dreams affect them in reality. Did I explain it well? I really can't tell...The only problem is that I don't know if you'd call it a slice-of-life manga or a fantasy...or both? But then that wouldn't work right...hmm...it's definitely a comedy...Also, this way, any ideas for manga that I think of I can jut put them in here, that simple! ^ ^;
This idea was inspired by Nao Goto pictures, nothing else, just so you know. It's not based off of Paprika or anything, that's like a whole 'nother story, that's about reality and dreams as one kinda, and it's in the future, so it's completely different.
I'll probably start it before summer, and then continue. Since it doesn't have a story, I'm pretty sure I won't be making any redos.
Oooh! I'm so happy with all my mangas! ^ ^ Just saying....or thinking out loud...
I'll go design characters now! This'll be fun! ^ ^
