Pain, Love, Sadness

I'm very emotional right now, because I'm sick!! TT.TT I have a bad head-ache, upset stomach, and a fever, so my mom says I can't go to school tomorrow. I'm usually not sad about that, but tomorrow Obama is going to lecture us on how to stay in school. I deeply respect Obama, so I really wanted to see it, but now I can't!! And I also have Academic Team practice...I don't like not going to practices...>.>

Also, tea! The only tea I'll drink is Mint tea, because it helps settle your stomach, and it doesn't have much of a taste, but the taste tastes good, so that's why I drink it. Tea is disgusting, but it works wonders! So I'm probably going to include tea in Clockwork. No, not because it takes place in London, dur, it's because, it cures so much and I'm forced to drink it!! XD I don't like coffee, unless it has TONS of sugar in it. And I don't like to drink much of anything except water, and since I'm forced to drink tea, it's the only other drink I drink, so it's gonna go into me manga. Plus, Mint tea!! OMIGOSH!!! The color is BEAUTIFUL!! It has this feeling like it's clearer and thinner than water, and the color is a glassy lime green...well, yellow green, but really bright. It's too beautiful!!! You MUST see it!!

Another thing...I forgot what I was going to talk about...OH YEAH!! LOVE!! I have felt true love today...for everything, except for the things I normally dislike. I loved my family, my animals, my favorite singers, everyone on here, everyone on DA, everyone on Manga Bullet, EVERYONE!!! I have been healed by remembering Alan Dowa Dolma's beautiful voice in my favorite song of hers which is the main theme for Red Cliff. It made me feel SOOO much better! Also, my cat has been really nice to me today. She has be cuddling up to me since I woke up! First I took a nap because I didn't feel well, and she laid her head RIGHT next to mine. It was so close I could feel her breath!! But then when I woke up she was drooling...I've never seen that before, so I don't know what that means!

Then I got to sleep on my cat TWICE!! Usually she throws a big fit and slices up my face, or kicks me, but she just moved around uncomfortably for a little while. She was so soft, and she made me feel better when I was sleeping on her!

I was also drawing in the air a heart, and then I accidentally cut through the invisible heart and then I just burst into tears for some reason...O.o

So I'm very tired, not feeling that well, thirsty, maybe hungry (since the only thing I ate all day was a pancake which made me feel really bad), and in pain...but I still want to go to school tomorrow, but I can't since I have a fever. It's only 99.8 or something, which is only a little bit higher than 98.6, but my regular temperature is 95.7...so I don't think it's good for me to be at or higher than 98.6...And I don't think I have H1N1, because I'm breathing really well today, meaning I'm not congested, I just have aches and pains...

OH!! I overheard my brother and mom talking about masks and how I'm gonna get a mask! YEY!!! I've always wanted a mask! Because I don't like bad smells and the like...

Anyways, I'm gonna go brush my teeth and then see if I can go to bed...Bye-bye!!

Good night!
Oyasumi nasai!
Buenos Noches!

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