Bakuman...*dies*

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*dies* I didn't think this part in Bakuman was realistic enough. I mean, the guy with the glasses (forgot his name even though I'm reading it right now) is a HUGE manga fan...but his reaction was just happiness. If I were in that situation...I'd fall onto the floor dramatically and cry to myself and then scream about my happiness for all that manga.

Yeah, those rows of books are manga!! *dies*

And then, he has that manga desk...OMIGOSH!!! TT^TT

I usually have a big dramatic fit about manga whenever I go to a book store with manga in it! XD I don't usually see that much manga...I have two rows of manga...but that's only like...20 manga...and I look at them all the time...

Now, How to Draw Manga books...if I were to gather them all...I would have like....6 or 7...and for those kinds of books, THAT'S A LOT! That would probably be more than I've ever seen at a book store...

And then there are some people who post pictures of their manga stashes, or "office" or working space...I ENVY THEM SOOOO MUCH!!! I really want my own office, my own kind of work shop....

My dream house/room would be a huge room to stock all my manga and other weeaboo stuff, with my desk, a ton of posters, my laptop, and any other materials. Then in the rooms next to that would be a room for my bed...which would just have a bunch of cute things and posters in it, nothing really big like my office would be. And then in another room would be the kitchen with a small eating room with a TV. And then a toilet room somewhere...I mean...bath room...seriously, I can't think of what they're called right now...

I'd probably have a TV in my office, though...I'm too used to having TVs in every room (I've lived in houses every since I was little like that). And a TV in my bedroom...

But the only part that would have to be big would be my office...

Ermm...wait...what about people who'd wanna come over? I'd have a fake room! One that I can take people into, and then behind that would be my needed stuff. Like, if they'd like to see that...but I don't plan on having anybody over...

Gahhh...I'm anti-social! XD My dreams would be living in a office alone, publishing my stuff from my house. I would talk to my editor on the phone or over e-mail and go outside sometimes...XD That sounds sad! XD

I actually have several alternative lives that I dream of. I have that anti-social dream, and then I have that jpop dream. I'd just live in a simple aparment, with a huge dance room and then my essential rooms, a bedroom, kitchen, and toilet. And that would be it...oh, with a TV and a huge mirror.

Then the more plain one, a simple room with an office, and I could just go to and from to my editor's or whatever job I have. Nothing over the top, only posters in my room, and everything neatly in a modern style (that looks really cool).

I like designing rooms, clothes, people, and stuff like that.

My mom keeps telling my I should be something that helps the rest of the world. I WILL be helping the rest of the world, I'll be making them happier! ^ ^

I'm a creative person, not a helpful person. Well, if I'm a creative person, then how come I can't make my own inventions and stuff that will help the world. There's a difference between a creative inventor and a creative artist. Sure, you can be both, but I can't invent anything!

I've already tried! TT^TT Though I have an eye for observing how things work...I just hate it in school where you're FORCED to observe and then talk about it and have a right or wrong answer...>.> I dislike school...just tell my what I need to know and stop trying to bring out my potential! I already know my potential! >:(

If some other people don't know theirs, well, then they should go to school. There should be a different school for people like me. People who actually care what's getting into their heads. You see, I want to learn things, but I find that my teachers aren't really doing anything. It's always boring, but when I learn stuff online, it's fun. Why is that? Is it that teachers keep pushing stuff, no, shoving stuff into my head? And then when I understand it, or learn it, they keep continuing pushing the same thing in my head so I get a headache and then I'm tired.

Really, we need a better education system! More creative teachers! And who cares if you're a teacher and you've worked there for 15 years! I mean, if you can't teach well, then there's no point in you continuing to work there. I know that may sound harsh, but I had a teacher who had worked at my school for a really long time, and she was TERRIBLE!! She went on and on about how experienced she was....>.> Yes, you're experienced, but you're not good at your job.

I learned NOTHING in her class and DID NOTHING...>.> I mean, I wrote a bit like the stuff I had written years before (essays, personal narratives, poems), but nothing new, and so that class was just like a waste of time in my life. Now I'm in high school and I'm just NOW learning what pronouns are...>.>

Well! Back to Bakuman!

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