ARG! MANGA! TT^TT

Oooh! The latest chapter of Reimei no Arcana is again, very juicy! It's much better than I thought it would be, and the artist has REALLY improved.

And then Deadman Wonderland...I'm not sure what's happened to the storyline...I mean, the characters are really interesting and I really want to know more about Senji's past, buuuut....what happened to the whole Red Man story? When will everyone FINALLY learn the truth about everything? It's irritating me not knowing more about the STORY...I'm okay with characters, but they way it's going right now, I can see the pattern, the only surprising part would be the character's backgrounds...but I already know that whoever is battling who will have their background story shown, then they'll win...and just keeps going on like that...How boring...>.>

Well, that's not the point of this post...The point is that I thought of a BRILLIANT story during school, but I forgot to write it down, so now while I'm creating my characters...I get a writer's block...>.>

The basic idea that I'm trying to remember is that there's this one rich guy who is somehow really famous who...I guess he captures, little boys off the streets who look very pretty, change their names so they aren't recognized, and then abuse them sexually...O.o Creepy idea, but that's what happens when you read Godchild and other stories so creepy (I've actually seen stories like this happen a lot in stories AND in real life...so that's the creepiest part).

Well, there will be one kid who DOES get captured, but he's different from the rest of the boys, and somehow tries to escape and tell the world about what the rich guy has done...I already have the character's names written down...I just...can't seem to write it...

And then I read Reimei no Arcana, get absorbed into that one...so now I'm stuck.

I keep getting a TON of different manga ideas and I keep TRYING to start them, but I don't and never get to them...Well, I WILL do Cosplay Wars, I've already started on the pages, I already have the cover, I just need more time and brain juice (I seem to have run out...O.o).

Well, I've been thinking towards the future if I DO want to become a manga artist...what manga will I start with!? I want to become MAYBE like Obata-sama....different, but I'd like to collaborate with some people...but I don't think I can START with a collaboration, I have to get myself known first...But I can't decide on a style or manga to do...None of them seem the same...I have creepy gothic to cutesy jpop to seinen manga to normal shounen-ish...And they're all very different...Oh, well, I'll figure something out...

And that really serious manga that I was just telling you about...I thought more and more about it...and it'll be short...a one shot...but with all my thoughts...I feel like making it an official one shot...like publishing it...So that makes me think...Maybe I could somehow send a one shot to a japanese manga magazine like shounen jump, and translate it into japanese (I'd need help with that, of course)...Hrmm...But I don't think I'm talented enough for that...I just wonder if I can access some of those sites...and if it's possible...

I'll go check...>:)

Okie! Bye-bye! I'm saying that now because I'll probably get lost in looking for such a site and forget what I'm talking about here...like usual...O.o

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