Bregerkererker

Haha...XD I was watching The Rachel Maddow Show and her replacement just messed up making some weird sounding word! XD It's kinda creepy...he's...almost exactly like her...Except you can totally tell it's scripted (before it just sounded like Rachel talking...O.o) and HE LOOKS LIKE HER! O.O

Anyways! I found another one of those X's memes...I want to find more! TT^TT This one isn't as interesting...I want more anime ones, but here goes:

Male side:

[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (Haha, because of Ninja Warrior! XD If all those firefighters can go so far in it, I want to be firefighter! TT^TT)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (Though I've been to one...it was...awkward...O.o)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (I like a lot of colours! TT^TT)
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total = 10

Female side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. (I have several different turtle-necks in different colours...O.o)
[x] You wear the color pink. (...I probably do...O.o But I usually wear blue, black, red, and brown)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice. (I go to my friends for advice! TT^TT)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (Well, I could care less about sports, and I could care less about cheerleading, but if it's competitive and makes you fit, then it's a sport in my book)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (THAT'S ONE OF THE ONLY COLOURS I WEAR! TT^TT)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall. (WHY!?)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry. (I LIKE jewelry, but I don't like wearing it...XD)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (What!? TT^TT Are you INSANE!?)
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (Which are all sports in my book...*nod* *nod*)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (Takes me like 15 minutes to get ready for school...O.o)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should. (How much should I smile? I smile a lot, but I don't think it's more than I 'should')
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can. (Goth-loli! <333 X3)
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (Not for me to smell good, but for me to not smell other people...TT^TT)
[x] You wear girl underwear. (Well, I'm a girl...What's girl underwear...!?)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (Barbie~! I was NOT the kind of kid to EVER hurt them on purpose! TT^TT That's mean...I never understood those kinds of kids...>.> But that doesn't mean the stories/scenarios I put them in weren't demented...>:D)
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female Points Total = 8 (I think? I can't count! TT^TT)

Well, that wasn't very fun...>.> I want an anime one! TT^TT *looks at results* Oh, wow, I'm a boy! XD

Besides that meme, I think this post is going to be rather long...And saying that I think it's going to turn out to be very short! XD Let's hope I remember everything I want to say (because I usually forget).

So I haven't anything that I wanted to do today...Or said that I wanted to do. Well, I have done only parts of it...I was GOING to draw out the outline for that one shounen-ai manga and then write that other shoujo manga that I was talking about...Only to realize I DON'T HAVE ANY PENCILS! TT^TT

Where'd they all go!? It's all coming back to me, now. I didn't draw anything traditionally all summer because I didn't have any pencils! XD I had one pencil, but I can't remember where I put it...when I wrote the shounen-ai's script thingy...And then another pencil which was really dull, which I've also lost. And I tried using a pencil that was REALLY tiny, but the pencil lead was also very dull so I couldn't really draw anything...TT^TT

I drew..liike...3 pages, though...TT^TT

And then I tried listening to Haruka Shimotsuki music, but I decided to start with listening to her friend's music, Chata and Rekka Katakiri's...then I finished with them only to have a storm and my internet went out so I did the rest of that one picture and I just posted today. And now that I'm done I can go back to it...But I'm typing this...XD

While I was finishing that picture I overheard my mom's REALLY long conversation with he sister...I mean my Aunt...I don't think it matters what I call her...>.> Anyways, they started talking about my brother and I and she said stuff liiike how we don't like the stereo-typical stuff that teenagers like today, but then she said that I wasn't interested in boys...WHA!? Of course I am! I just don't like any of the guys in my area or at my school...because I REALLY hate country accents, they just tear me up...TT^TT And then she said that I didn't like fashion, which I interrupted her on at that point.

Then she was like 'Oh, yeah, you like that japanese fashion...what's it called, with the baby-doll kind of style?' and so I told her that it was Gothic Lolita and then she says 'Oh, yeahhh, gothic lolita. It's like girls wearing old school uniforms with fishnet stockings...or were they one their arms?' UGH!! TT^TT NOOO! NOO! NOOOOOOO!!! TT^TT

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Do you see any fishnet? No! IT'S LACE, MON! LAAACCEEE!! I mean, there can be fishnet sometimes, but if you say that they wear it when you describe it then it seems like that that's one of the things that stands out the most in gothic lolita, when that's not it. And I design clothes with fishnet stuff only because it's easier to draw than more detailed lace...>.>

Describing it how my mom did makes it sound like GOTH gothic, not gothic lolita...>.> And I dislike goth...I don't think I ever liked it. It's strange for me to say since I like Gothic Lolita and Visual Kei, but I'm not really that big on the really gothic looking things like the black lipstick kind of stuff. I like kinda punk and cute kinda of stuff like this:

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I LOVE Oshare Kei to death, not that you didn't already know that! XD But the darker visual kei...koteosa kei...I'm OKAY with, but it mostly scares me. And it doesn't make me happy or that interested when I look at it (unless it's exist trace! You can't scare me! >:D)

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Haha...XD I just found this picture! XD I really loved Takeru with his pink hair! Doesn't he look adorable!? And Masato looks as pretty as always! <333 But, has anybody else noticed that MASATO DOES NOTHING in pictures? He's just there smiling. I mean he really doesn't have much of a presence in pictures...sometimes I forget he's there...O.o

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...I forgot what else I was going to say...'orz

OH! OH! I REMEMBERED!! <333 YAAY~!

I've noticed lately that there are things in the back of my mind that I'd really like to get to. Like you're trying to reach for something, but you can't find it and you don't even know what it is....O.o

Like I have locks on different parts of my imagination and slowly they're being unlocked and that's how I improve in my art. The feeling of my imagination running free, I really like that feeling, and I don't really know how to explain it.

And every time I listen to Haruka Shimotsuki's music...I feel like there's a presence of something else that's locked...and I want to unlock it, but I can't really do that...

Sorry, this makes no sense, but there's no other way to explain it...Or, do you guys understand what I'm talking about? Do you feel the same way?

When I see specific things and listen to specific things something gets stored and locked away so I'm not really 'inspired' and so it's really hard to answer the question 'what inspires you'? I had to answer that for an English assignment and I tried to explain this to my teacher, but she said that was wrong...O.o Well, I can't help it, I DO get inspired by things, but that gets locked away so I'm not totally sure what just inspired me...O.o

Like that idea to make a Nissy and Shinji pairing kind of shounen-ai...That was locked away in my head somewhere and I finally unlocked it and so now I have a burst of shounen-ai ideas and I don't feel so blocked out of that genre like I used to feel.

I feel like the older I get the more locks become unlocked, the more I improve, and the more free I feel...And I think by some time I'll probably come up with a manga that'll blow myself out of my mind...Like how NGE did with people...That's just a feeling and hope, I don't know if that'll always happen.

Not say that Nissy and Shinji pairing was genius or anything! XD Just made my mind feel more free when I finally realized that...O.O

Oh! And in case you're wondering who Nissy and Shinji are:

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Nissy is on the left and Shinji's on the right...

Haha, I actually found them in school uniforms! XD

And, does anybody agree with me that Shinji looks like a TON of different people? I keep watching movies and I'm like 'My god! That guy looks like Shinji!' or that he REMINDS me of Shinji...O.o

They don't actually look alike...it's just something about them...What do they all have in common?

Those are the only two that I can remember right now, though! XD Norman Bates...DEFINITELY that actor reminded me of Shinji...I was watching the whole thing thinking he was Shinjiro Atae...O.o Then at the end I was like 'Holy crap! Nevermind, what was I watching? I don't remember anymore!'

I THINK that's all I wanted to tell you guys...O.o

Oi! Oi! Lemme give ya some more songs that I can't stop listening to:

I've already told you guys a while ago that I couldn't stop listening to it...still can't stop listening to it...>.> XD

And if anybody can notice (very hard to tell) that he's actually the prince with the beard that they keep showing...O.o

Isn't that movie soooo gorgeous!? TT^TT I love it sooo much because of it's beauty and just...*explodes*...Too great, mon, too great...

I can't help it! I love how they say 'Latin girl, Mexican girl, Korean girl, Japan girl'...XD But, if you can tell, the choreography...I'd be embarrassed dancing like that...>.> Is it only a few groups with actually good choreography? I see so many embarrassing dances and they look silly dancing. I mean, just because it's kinda interesting how high they can jump or original doesn't mean it actually looks good...O.o

Both of these songs I can't stop listening to. And look how cool she si when she does it! TT^TT I really love the choreography, 'tis so awesome! X3 Oh, and the sound is off on the video for some reason...O.o I can't find one with it together and good quality...TT^TT

And wow, look at her new one:

Okay...soooo...anybody see any similarities with G-Dragons' Heartbreaker? I mean, she has like the same hair style that he had and she even says 'I'm back'...I'll probably get addicted to this song, too! XD Though I'm no fan of her other song 'Crazy'...that...was...the video was boring and the song was boring and slow and blahh...>.> And since I talked about choreography on that last one, I have to say, her choreography...is...SO UNORIGINAL! TT^TT What happened to her amazing songs and amazing choreography back in the early 2000s!? That was some good stuff, as weird as it looked, I couldn't think of choreography any better and it really fit with the song...

I really need to check up on the bands/singers that I like, but I keep forgetting to look at for new songs! XD

Maybe I should change my Jpop 101 world to something for the rest of East Asia so I can post more stuff...O.o I just can't think of a name...hrmm...

I might do it right now! XD 'cause I want to post Jrock, too! TT^TT

Well, bye-bye, let's see if I DO change it! XD

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