My kitty hasn't been eating her food for weeks...(or at least it seems like weeks, I'm not really sure, I haven't been counting) Well, she DOES eat her wet food (the food from a can, she really likes Fancy Feast), but I only give her half of that because if I give her the whole thing she throws it all up...
And she's getting really skinny. She won't drink her water OR eat her dried food (and treats) and is only eating wet food and...our food and drinks...O.o And bath water and sink water...O.o (She's done that before for years, I guess it tastes better to her, I dunno she's weird).
I just really worry what this means because she seems to act fine she just won't eat her food and is really skinny...
My mom says it's just because she's old and not as hungry...And my dad says that she's fine and that wet food probably keeps her full the entire day. I just really wonder and my parents don't really want to take her the vet...'cause y'know, it's expensive...But I really worry...
Every time I think about my kitty leaving me I cry (like right now)...And when I go on over night trips where I'm without her I hallucinate her being there...
I know she's getting old and probably with die sooner or later (what goes up must come down), but I don't want it to be this year or anytime soon and I'm pretty sure when she does die it'll leave me with some mental problems (and I'll get over with it sooner or later like I did with her brother). Just not this year...too many bad things have happened this year...
I hope next year is a happier year, I really do, because I'm really tired of all this gloom and doom.
But I have to keep looking towards the future. There will always be bad things happening and I can't let that bother me. I'm determined to make my dreams come true and I refuse to look back or wait a while.
There are a lot of people who, once a lot of bad stuff happening, they go downhill and slowly to the bottom and there are some people who just die or live their life going down more or never moving, and that's really depressing. People who cause suicide are these kinds of people, who wait to long and live too much in their time.
They're the kinds of teens who treat high school like real life and whatever some kids think about them they think is written in stone (or something like that) and nothing can change.
But there are other sides of things and the future always holds changes for the good or for the worse so there's no reason to stay in the present or in the past. Keep going and don't look back!
'tis one of my mottos.
Now I'm going to go get a tissue and go back to reading manga! >:D All of it seems to be shounen-ai...O.o Th-that's not because I decided I wanted to read shounen-ai, I just don't feel like reading anything without romance tonight and all of the ones with romance seem to be shounen-ai...O.o
Okay, bye! Sorry for ze little rant, I just wanted to get that off my chest...>.>
