My parents took her to the vet to put her to sleep...She was really sick and there wasn't anything we could do. Actually, there was, but it'd take forever, cost a lot, and just be painful for both of us...
I'm okay with her death and all, I just can't stop crying. I don't want to tell my friends at school that she's dead, but they'll probably ask because I already told them that my mom took her to the vet to get better...
But when my mom was taking us home she told us what the vet said, and I agreed that she should be put to sleep. She is suffering to much.
I only miss the happy little kitty I had before, now she's just gloomy and you can tell that she's in pain, but she tries to cover it up...
I'm gonna go to school tomorrow. It's best to get over this....which I shouldn't have trouble with since I already decided on everything over the weekend. I knew she was dying, so I just thought about it, and I wanted her to be put to sleep if there is absolutely nothing we can do, and I'll still be able to go on.
I just really miss her...but that's how life is. Life goes on...
Also, since my parents are at the vet putting her to sleep and my mom said she'd make dinner early since my brother has some thing to go to...I haven't had lunch of snack...and I'm STARVING...TT^TT
Oi, yes, just saying 'cause if I seem very gloomy or whatever, that's probably the reason.
I feel better just writing this, now...actually...though I still miss her...
If I cry at school...I hope nobody judges me, because my friend's brother died and he hasn't cried about it at all...probably because (my idea) is that they weren't very close.
I hate it when people say that having something like a father dying compared to a brother dying is totally different. It's not at all. I mean, it IS different if you hate your dad and love your brother (and vice versa)...If you love something and it's gone it's just as bad as anything else.
There was some girl on the news who's father died in Iraq and she said that other kids came to her and said stuff like 'I feel really bad, my grandma died recently, also' and she said that it's not at all the same thing. IT IS THE SAME THING! They're both living things that have both died and people have felt sad about. I have friends who, if their grandma died (which they have and they're still really sad about), that would be the worst thing to ever happen to their life...meaning, if their father died, they'd be sad, but they're so close to their grandma that they probably feel worse. So I don't think you shouldn't allow people to compare deaths. Deaths are the same everywhere, the only difference is who it is and how. People are always going to be sad.
Haha, wow, I actually did a rant! XD
I have homework to do....but I'm too hungry to do it...>3> It's not that much, it's just my story that I need to end. Of course, it's just the first chapter, BUUUUT I dunno how to end it....how's the guy gonna go back home...O.o; Sorry, you probably have no clue what I'm talking about...'orz
Oi! Byezzz!!
