Why do I see white?

...Black, white, red, and dark olive green are the colours I see when I listen to Tsuki no Akari...I understand the other colours, but I dunno why I see white...O.o; Dark olive for the feel, red 'cause it's from a somewhat violent anime, and black 'cause it's from Darker than BLACK.

Sorry, I couldn't think of a title (like I think of titles before...XD)

...That banner thingy...I wanted to do one....but I couldn't think of anything good, and the space is SOOO SMALL!! TT^TT And I also just realized that I didn't think about how it would actually lay out....Well, that's okay, I'd probably be bothered if I saw mine in the header 'cause I get bothered by seeing my own art too much...which is why I never set my avatars on any website as my art (except on Last.fm, but that's 'cause I think it fits).

I watched Kick Ass...hated it. I thought it was going to be ridiculously awesome, but...I didn't like anything about it except Nicolas Cage. I've never liked Nicolas Cage ever in movies, but he was REALLY good in this one. He was meh favourite character in this movie, for once! XD

The violence....almost made me cry...It wasn't funny...I see that kind of stuff in mangas a lot, but they're being serious about it. The fact that they don't care that some guy just exploded in front of their faces is just...disturbing...

I know it's supposed to be a comedy, but I can't take that as a joke at all...death like that is not funny.

Death is never funny except for in Seinfeld! XD But I still feel bad that somebody would die from such a simple thing as licking envelopes...O.o;

The story was...okay...I hated the little girl. I mean, yes, if this were a manga, she'd be AWESOME, but no, this is live action. The actress was TERRIBLE!! I HATE child actors unless they can seriously impress me. The little girl in this movie, the little girl in Alice in Wonderland, all create such anger in me by their acting skills. It's the way they talk...I understand that was apart of her character, but something didn't seem particularly cool about it.

I get mad at things when it reminds me of myself, or the embarrassing or stupid things I thought were cool, now I know they're not. So when I say something is bad, I don't know exactly why, I just know that it's not good.

On another note~! VB Awards are hard...TT^TT There are too many people I'm looking at...>3> I made the nominations, but then there were some that were really good, too...I'm still working on it....

Procrastination...>3>

Oh, yeahh, I just remembered this song:

I love it! It's sooo awesome~! >:D I remember listening to a bunch of One Ok Rock songs and I really liked this one, but I couldn't remember the name and I kept listening to the wrong songs. Finally my mp3 player played it when it was on shuffle and now I remember the name~! ^ ^

Sorry, just wanted to share that! XD

I brought my Maya picture home, I need to finish it....Since I was holding onto it all day I accidentally smudged it and got it all over my jacket...so it's pretty messed up. I'm using white charcoal, and if anybody knows how charcoal is, when it smudges it makes a mess. And it doesn't clean up that easy. But that's okay, I can figure it out. The black charcoal is evil, though, 'cause when it smudges it stays there. That's what happened to my picture that I'm doing in school. It's a picture of me laying on the ground and kicking the camera, and I'm drawing it with charcoal, pastels, and ink and my face is supposed to be white and I accidentally got charcoal on it...>3> Same for my shoe, but my shoe is supposed to be black and green (which is okay...it just looks really messy right now).

We took a lot of good pictures, I want to keep them! TT^TT They're all at very good angles. One of my pictures has my hand glowing! *.* And my friend was in a pose that I've always wanted to draw, so I want to keep it...

Right now I've got something strange going on in my head...this could possibly mean a manga that will actually work the way I want it to. I'm not going to dive into it right now, but in the mean time, I'm creating characters from my head that have specific things I'd like to show.

I've been more curious about people's life situations and I want to make a realistic manga in a fantasy kinda world or something. People who seem like real people, even if they're evil. If they're evil, their stories still seem sweet, so even though you're thinking 'Those jerks! How dare they!' they actually have a reasonable explanation for doing their bad things. And some people will be extremists and stuff.

I don't know how to explain it...Something that moves people's emotions and has people relating to characters they never thought they could relate to or something...And illustrates how we're all human and the decisions you make in the world won't make you any less human. Oh! A manga about human nature in society, I guess...O.o;

I dunno, but it's forming in my head, how I want it.

I already have two characters who are evil characters, but they're best friends and are like any other best friends, kinda. They're true best friends. Not one of these people that you label your best friend, but you have a bunch of these, they're just your friends that you like more than the others or that you hang out with more (this is my situation). But best friends, who do have other friends, and can stand to be apart from each other, but they're closer to each other than family. Do you understand what I'm talking about?

I came up with this after seeing one of the new girls at my school. Everyone knows her already (seems like everyone knows everyone in this town...no big surprise) and she's really nice to everyone. But she has a lot of very close friends. I just noticed how she interacts with them, and noticed how I interact with my friends, and I thought, what would a true best friend be like. 'cause her friendship with other people stood out more than other people's. She's a very nice person, I respect her. I didn't at first because I thought she was too in your face, but she's a very trusting person and she's always happy even if you're making fun of her (not that I did, but other people made fun of her laugh, which is very funny...XD). I kinda wonder what it'd be like if she were upset, I'm sure she's very strong, though.

More people need to be like her.

I feel like one of those judging instrument things in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory that said which nut/egg was bad and which one was good. There are bad people and good people, both can be nice, but overall, a person who seems nice could actually be a bad person. Like this one guy I sit next to in math. He's nice, but I see him as a bad person because of the way he reacts to different situations. He gets mad VERY easily and snaps at people if he's somewhat offended. He can also be offended very easily. He's not exactly a good person with that.

And by bad I mean personality-wise. Bad people shouldn't be hated...

I don't know how to explain what I mean. Everything that I've been talking about probably makes no sense...Just observations....hrmmm...

Crap, I was going to say something, but I forgot! TT^TT

Tomorrow I'm going to my best friend's (haha...XD I was just talking about best friends) birthday party. I didn't get her a present, I just drew her some pictures 'cause I'm a cheapo. They need to be coloured, though...She said that was fine. She said it was even okay if I showed up without a costume or a present and was just there, but I'm not going to do that. I'm going to bring a present at least.

I want to dress up as Raiya...but I don't think I have enough time anymore...when I get to the party I'll just tell her that I procrastinated too long and that I wasn't exactly sure how to do his costume...

That or I could go, I just need to break one of my sunglasses...I wear pretty much the same thing as him...XD And my hair is kinda similar, but it's darkish brown.

My parents said that I can go to gamestop afterwards and get Sapphire version~! ^ ^ So I'm happy about that! But I still have pictures to draw...which I'll do once I get to a part in there where I get bored...which probably won't be long 'cause in Silver ver. I'm already bored...I don't know what I'm supposed to do...and I'm tired of catching pokemon. I don't know what to name any of them so I've started naming them numbers...Which I like for some reason. Eleven has a certain ring to it, don't you think? I would TOTALLY name my child Eleven! >:D

Ohhh! Pretty pictures!

I found this band called Eccentric Agent...or AND...or アンド . Many names...O.o; They have some pretteh good music and the main singer is amazing...O.O I mean, no other group have I seen where they actually had incredibly pale skin with black clothes done right. It always has a certain strange look to it, same with goth pictures. They did a great job on his make-up! I wonder if his skin is paler than mine...O.O

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Obviously it's been photoshopped, but you can't really judge skin colour through pictures...O.o;

Oh, they're music:

Oh, and Chemical Pictures wins my vote:

(Those were just in my youtube favourites...XD)

...I feel like designing some characters...But I need to finish the stuff for my friend's birthday...Hrmm...

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