I created a new DA account

Here's the link to it:

http://lolipopcandii.deviantart.com/

So my name is now LolipopCandii. I'll post some more art eventually. This time I'm going to be more involved in the community! I was tired of having to wait because I told myself I wouldn't make a new account until I was 17 (by then I hope my art is good enough)...buuut...I don't want to wait any longer. I think DA could help me improve.

I finished my two other essays...I just need to fix them...very badly...One is two times longer than it's allowed, the other one...is just messed up...it makes no sense. So I'll correct it this week.

I also need to take pictures of myself with friends and family...and print out some stuff...Then I'll be done! :D

But I don't think I'll get it...like be a foreign exchange student. I don't think what I want is good enough. They want people who want to be involved with Foreign Affairs and have a passion for that...I kinda don't, but I know that I'm not going to totally go for that. I'd like to be involved in it in some way....I dunno...

That and I'm a terrible writer...>.>

I have another really high in the sky dream now...which is paired with my other high in the sky dream, 'cept this one's really up there.

I wish for WORLD DOMINATION!! No, no, I'm just kidding. I just want to first go to Japan, get somehow involved in the visual kei scene and then from there try to make the whole world follow the visual kei path and so then future will be so much different and there will be much more pretty boys out there...

MUAHAHAAHAHAHAAAHAAAHHH!! I feel like a villain in a manga...Hey! Guys! Don't be afraid to use me as inspiration for making a villain or...making a villain based off of me! XD

Nah, that would be fun, wouldn't it?

Oh! I watched some video by this girl on youtube and she's a huge fan of Morning Musume (more than me...I think I'm more of a fan of Berryz Koubou...but not THAT much...) and it was her talking about how she went to Anime Expo '09 and got to have a 10 minute interview or something with Berryz Koubou. Now that makes me want to do one of those with some band...

She said that you had to get some meet the guest pass or something and apparently it's almost impossible to get. BUT I actually got one from MTAC to meet Spike Spencer (I mean, it was just for the guests, but I had my eye on Spike Spencer) but I didn't get to use it..."orz I think I threw it away because I didn't know what it was! XD But I do remember what it looked like and where it was...

But I'm guessing with Anime Expo, how big it is, it really was hard to get. The meet the guests pass at MTAC was on some table in some hallway next to where you first get your pass to get in. I remember being there for a while to take pictures and wait for my friend's mom.

Well, ever since I watched that video I've been day dreaming about meeting SuG like that. It basically goes like this almost every time.

Me: Hi!
SuG: Hi!
Me: I really love you guys, you make me smile the most out of every visual kei band. I love what you guys go for.
Takeru: Thank you very much!

...then somehow they notice my hands. Then they start saying how cute there are...it's not that I'm in love with my hands to think that way, it's just that's most people's reactions when I first meet them...'orz It's either 'Wow! You have really long fingernails!' or 'Wow! You have really cute hands!' depends on how long my fingernails are at the time I guess...XD

But I'm proud of my hands being pretteh. I dunno how they got like that...my friend has crusty hands and he says it's 'cause he's always on the computer. What do you think I do all the time? I think he does other things...I don't do much...

Or maybe it's that I'm very gentle. I hold things gently...every time I walk by somebody they take my pencil out of my hand and then laugh at me for not holding onto it. It's not like a grip things...'orz

Oh! I had a really strange dream about my friend with crusty hands. It was so strange, 'cause usually I'm not in a dream...my friends are or people I know are, but I rarely am. Well, this time we were at Hogwarts ('cause he looks like Harry Potter! XD Nah, I think it's 'cause I saw some cosplay of Draco and Harry kissing on DA and I kept seeing it...O.o;) Anyways I can't remember what was going on but he introduced me to his best friend or something (this person I've never seen my life but he was way more detailed than anybody I've ever seen) and then we went to do something and then I SAW THEM MAJORLY MAKING OUT! O.O HOLY CRAP! I've never had such a dirty dream before especially about my friend...O.o; And a few other people noticed him and then he started getting bullied a bunch and stuff...

Maybe that also is because of those teens being bullied to death or something...I dunno...but it was a really strange dream...'orz I supported them (still do, mon)...buuut...that went a bit too far...they were taking their pants off and everything...TT^TT

I want to tell my friend and then I don't...I think it'd be awkward to say...and pointless, too...but I dunno if I could look at him the same way...

How weird! TT^TT

I think I have a new style when it comes to drawing stuff now...

'cause I keep skipping the lineart and doing it all on one layer or so...O.o; Maybe it's gonna lead to good things or something.

Ahhh...I can't stop listening to SuG's Five Starz...<333

I love it...X3

I also can't stop listening to this song (doesn't sound anything like Five Starz, in case you're wondering):

The singer guy kinda looks like Keiyuu...KINDA...but yeahhh, I'm not unfamiliar with DuelJewel, but I just now came across this song. I love how he looks in this video much better than in the other DuelJewel songs. I think I like this song the most out of all of DuelJewel's songs. I like anything that sounds kinda like angura kei...I dunno why...'orz

This is also a very good song that is very catchy:

Uhh...I forgot what I was talking about.

I'm almost done with ErzengelWeiss's prize from my challenge...I just need to figure out how to do the lineart for it...I might just call what it is now lineart since it could work as one (I'd use it as lineart) it's just very messy.

Bye bye~! ^ ^

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