I saw some article on Lady Gaga's shoes and how it was for some other person to try them on. I was just curious of what the buzz was about her shoes...Then I saw them and I was like 'This is a rip off! I see those kinds of shoes all the time in Japanese fashion!'...*cough*...turns out the designer was a japanese designer...
Kinda makes me think if she actually does like Japanese fashion and she's heavily influenced by it.
What stings me is the fact that people call it 'Lady Gaga's' why does she get the credit just for wearing them. We should call it by the name of the brand or whoever made them. Her look or whatever is probably not even designed by her, she probably just wears it. I hate it when people say that something looks like Lady Gaga...
I read some comments on youtube of this Lycaon video (I was actually wondering if anybody else could see his underwear in this one video...or if it was supposed to be there...I swear his pants were falling down...XD) and they kept saying 'Is this some cheap excuse for Lady Gaga?' 'Get a life you posers' and stuff like that. Yeah, like they stole LADY GAGA'S fashion. More like she's just wearing Japanese fashion. They don't even look like Lady Gaga...they look like Exist Trace in a way...nah, they look like Lycaon. Lycaon looks pretty different from most visual kei bands only because the members look different from other visual kei bands (it's not actually their clothes, though maybe their hair...).
Or I show my parents or friends at school and they call it Lady Gaga stuff or something...IT'S NOT! It was inspired by Kiss (and several other American hard rock artists) and then it formed into what it is today...I'm still waiting for that person to say that 'They look like Kiss' but NOBODY says that. I noticed that when I first saw it (actually, it was one of those 'It's on the tip of my tongue' things 'cause I didn't actually know who Kiss was...but I knew what they looked like).
By the way, this is Lycaon:
...just 'cause he has blonde hair doesn't make him Lady Gaga...>.>
I don't think Lady Gaga bothers me that much anymore...now it's the PEOPLE who bother me. STOP FREAKING GENERALIZING EVERYTHING! Visual kei is either Lady Gaga, Scene, Goth, or Emo to them...it's neither. It is it's own kind of thing.
Oh! Oh! My headphone thingy broke because the rubber part on top it fell off and I just found it so now it's fixed~! But my ears are still recovering from using the broken headphone so they're still sore and have cuts...but my headphones are now so relaxing~! I keep forgetting and then putting them in my ears and feeling relaxed.
I have to read the Crucible and the Cliff Notes for the Crucible for this Academic team tournament. I'm taking Language Arts and the focus on that is the Crucible...which...is pretteh boring. But since I had been carrying it around I had a few teachers ask about it.
I don't like American literature...at all...for some reason. I just have never been fascinated by American history. I like some stuff in the 1900's...but more of the pop-culture aspect of the things that went on during those times rather than what happened as history. I do like World War II, but that wasn't just America.
Now World War III, that was the shizz, dude. Mannn...you don't remember it? You missed a lot! XD I dunno what I'm talking about! XD World War III...will...happen with Akira...*.* That'd be awesome if the future ended up that way, wouldn't it? But...I mean, awesome that somebody could accidentally predict it, not cool because all that stuff would actually happen...O.o;
I have my notebook with the layout for some manga I've (written...but only in a light novel kind of format) and my sketchbook and I've been reading what I had written down in my notebook. There are a few things I'd like to change, but some things I'm just amazed that I came up with. I'm proud of myself, it's really good. It's not written well....but as a manga it'd be pretty good. So I made sure to keep my sketchbook with me...but I've had it for weeks and haven't drawn a page of it..."orz I really need to draw that manga! TT^TT I wanna share it!
I'm stuck on two major things:
Character Designs and Kissing Scenes.
I can't imagine my characters in my head except for one and I don't know how to draw kissing scenes...>.> And that's a major part of the story.
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My friend and I were talking about Chinese music (actually just music we liked) and she recommended me to watch this video:
MV is too adorable~! <333 Now I wanna write a shoujo manga...>3> Blehh...I need to get to the one I've already written.
It's a shounen-ai, and I've tlaked about it several times and am tired of talking about it. Just wait for me to draw it all....
It's not very long, it's a one shot...and the writing I did was only about 3 pages...sooo...it's probably liiike...30 pages maybe drawn, which isn't that much either (may even be less). I would start on it, but one of the first scenes is a kissing scene..."orz And I need to figure out how to draw people with their instruments (I'll just do references...>.>).
I also have no clue what to call it...hrmmm...
I need to draw more girls. I know it seems like I've been drawing a lot of girls, but only in my computer drawings. I have many sketches of my male characters...so it's becoming harder to draw girls...I either make them look too masculine or chubby/young faced...that's okay with my OC Poe, that's the kind of face she's supposed to have...but I want a slender faced woman who doesn't look like a man...'orz
I've typed a lot, haven't I? I actually wanted to type a lot of stuff really fast (but I've gotten a lot interruptions)...so I'm just trying to ramble about something so I can make a wave of typing (my parents describe my typing like ocean waves or a roaring sound or something...XD).
So basically what I'll try to get myself to do this weekend is the following:
Read the Crucible
Do my homework
Study the Crucible
Memorize the Crucible
Study some random topic
Study Japanese
Find some new Chinese Characters
Organize my stuffs
Finish that picture for Erzengel Weiss
Draw some pages of my manga so I can at least post it on here
Come up with a name for my manga
Sounds like a lot, but it's just a bunch of long stuff I shortened for the little goals I need. And a few of those things I don't have to do, but I'd like to do. I need to also do some things for my application thingy for this foreign exchange program, but I can only do that during school...one is having my English teacher look over my essays for the application, the other is taking and uploading pictures to the application (for ze host families).
I'm actually feeling rather good. I have this past week. I focused more and understood more things and by the end of the day I could remember what I did and I didn't feel so tired. I think it's because I only had 3 school days this week because of a long weekend. Maybe they should do this more...
I'm not good at doing the same thing everyday, it makes life feel so short and I sometimes panic because then I think about the hours and what I did and all that jazz. I think school should be mixed up more. At my school, or where I live now (dunno if it's really about where I live or if it's the arrangement of school) time has moved very fast, but all the years feel the same and I've been here for 4 years. I was 11-12 when I moved here and now I'm 15-16...I feel the same as when I arrived except I know more people (of course, I have a different outlook on life, but that just has to do with how I grow up, not the things around me...though maybe with my beliefs it has). At my old school I had a block system where I would only have certain classes on specific days and then on Wednesday I'd have all of them. But at this school I have all my classes everyday. I think that has made me very uncomfortable...or something...
The block school system sounds kinda dumb, I think psychologically for some people (like me) it would be best. There was some speaker who came to my biology class and talked about things like how we use our right and left sides of our brains with different things (I mostly use my right...it's kinda depressing..."orz), but she also pointed out something I've been thinking about for a while. That you personality affects what kind of job you'd be happiest with. People who are always organized and like doing the same things everyday would be good factory workers because they do the same thing everyday. But people who like to do spontaneous and do different things everyday would be terrible in that kind of environment. And the things she's told us about...I really thought about.
That's why I think the choices of jobs I make for myself fit me the best. I'd like to be a mangaka. It's creative and mostly requires the right side of the brain. And even thought it is kinda repetitive, you can probably change it up, and since I'm writing my own story and thinking of different things, it would change up.
I don't mind drawing every single day one thing (that's what I've been doing actually, just draw all my male characters or only drawing Poe). Drawing everyday and thinking about what to draw...that's completely fine with me. As long as I'm doing something productive I feel better.
Haha...I keep going...XD I think I'll stop now, though...
Bye-bye~! ^ ^
