Ugghhh...it's so terrible...

I'll be crying about it some more later...I cried at random times during the day about the earthquake and tsunami in Japan. First off, I don't know who is safe, second one of my friends lives there (and everyone kept talking about him and reminding me, but he's okay), and third because the news about it just keeps getting worse and worse. The death toll keeps going up and up and I'm just really depressed for everyone in Japan! TT^TT Please don't go up anymore! TT^TT

It reminds me of Tokyo Magnitude 8.0....except that was only 8.0...I was...almost in disbelief when I heard the news this morning and I've been watching the news on and off all day ('cause we having crappy reporting of the SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN...I hate it...they always do this...just say the same thing over and over which tells us they have no information, so why are they still talking?). It feels kinda stupid to compare it to an anime...but that was a pretty realistic anime (until the end, y'know...but it very accurately illustrates the destruction of a massive earthquake).

I'm now watching NHK World TV 'cause all the other American News Stations are crap and getting everything from this...so it's like you're friend is telling you over the phone what's going on in some movie they're watching...>.>

Apparently a tsunami has already hit America and one person as gone missing, but they're still talking about on CNN that it hasn't hit yet...O.o; Okay...well now they are...>3>

Le gasp! NHK World has online Japanese lessons for free! O.O Wah! I'll jump on that...latuurrr...Ahhh...I love them...it's all free! Even 'textbooks' and 'audio cds'...<333 (Reason why I am not really that good, still, with Japanese is mostly because the only thing I don't have any textbooks or whatever...>3>)

(Ah! It's in Chinese now! X3 It's interesting hearing all the languages...O.O It's also very good that they're doing all that for any non-japanese speakers...aka foreigners)

I was thinking of learning French if it's offered next year in my school...then I'd be learning Chinese, Spanish, Japanese, French, and maybe Korean...Then German and THEN THE WORLD!! XD That would be fun...to conquer the world...XD

So much stuff I want to learn...I want to start learning about Chinese, Japanese, and Korean history...and...actually any history I can get my hands on that's interesting. American history, in my opinion, is by far the most boring history because nothing really huge happens except for the Revolutionary War and World War II...>3> And Vietnam 'n stuffs...but it's all pretty boring. I mean, stuff DOES happen, but I'm tired of being taught about 'Manifest Destiny'...Umm...we're a complete country now, I don't care anymore...O.o; In fact, if I had my way I wouldn't have wanted to from 'sea to shining sea' I'd want to just good enough...>3> But then we wouldn't have the Latino American community...hrmm...

I seem happier now....O.o; I'm still pretty sad any time they go to video of people crying or whatever...>3> Or when they continue to say the death toll...TT^TT

Also the people who are listing where all the tsunami warnings will be and stuffs sound kinda happy...XD

On a lighter note, Kitty K.O.'s post reminded me of something! XD When you were little did you ever write really crazy random stories? Like about pirates riding on flaming sharks attacking ninjas with the help of some robot guy? XD

I dunno if I did...O.o; I did a lot of crazy stuff, though, a lot of dramatic stuff. I wrote this back in 2nd grade about my class going to Hawaii and going to look at a volcano, when it erupts and we all try to escape so we put on some kind of anti-lava suits and escape into the ocean. Then when we were in the water I talked to the dolphins to do something and they did whatever that was...O.o; And then another one was about my journey to the earth's core and all the high-tech stuff in it..I don't remember how it ended...O.o;

I also wrote a pretty crap story which I for some reason have published in my portfolio. It's so embarrassingly bad...TT^TT Then I have my Naruto fanfic...which is surprisingly not that boring...O.o;

I wrote this other story about this rich girl being attack by Legions (in the Castlevania sense of it...those big balls of dead bodies with angel wings...they look like this:
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Oh! This one story I liked which was kinda funny was about this ninja girl (which I would like to revive because she was one of my few lovable female characters...O.o;) who was in a ninja school like in Naruto, but this was your regular kind of school in whatever place she lived in and she was the president of the ghost hunters club at the school. One day she went on her own to some 'haunted' shrine to spend the night (not exactly as a dare, she just is that kind of person...XD) when she is suddenly possessed by a spirit of some fortune teller or princess...I dunno what they are, but they're important. But the spirit is really shy and she didn't mean to, just nobody came to the shrine...'orz I dunno what happens after that, but apparently she's childhood friends with some kind of prince or something...that's the part that got a bit crazy...O.o;

Hrmm...what else? I still have this one in mind about this girl who murders her foster family (during liike the Edo Period or something in Japan) and tries to run from the law while she encounters all these different mythological spirits and kind of has her hand in the story...like those moral story thingies which teaches her to be a better person and ends up becoming some ruler of some place...O.o; It's...an interesting story, I guess...O.o;

And then my story about my OC Rune who is this essence of incomprehensible beauty and perfection and stuff like that...so he's basically like a god, almost...but he is so complex, he can't be touched and people who meet him usually go crazy. He somehow destroys the world. Yep, that's it! XD I dunno what he is...O.o; But everyone falls in love with him...and when they do they die, because you cannot love what he is. Most likely, if I ever made it into a story it'd probably be an epic poem with a lot alotta lot of symbolism and deepness to it. But I'm not a deep person, so I'll probably not do that! XD

Of course, I also have Sakura Petals which was first about a giant tree like Yggdrasil and some girl who goes there and does stuff...O.o; No seriously, I don't know what it was about. Apparently the main character had some kind of strange connection to it and got powers from it or something. And then it turned into it being....I dunno...I realize now why I never did anything with it because I don't know what it was 'about', just what was going to happen. So I guess the premise line comes in handy. And then it turned into some kind of gothic what'cha ma callit thingy...O.o; Where Ukinari (the main character) still has some strange power that I don't know about and meets all the other characters with strange powers and they all try to manipulate world order...or something...I dunno...

Then you have Alice and that was first about Alice, the keeper of your dreams and the people who worked for her who went into other people's dreams to set it in some way and there were all these different characters that I used that study for romance or comedy or something like that. Then I scrapped that idea, but kept a few characters and added in people like Resora L., Smith R., and Williams N., and it was about, again, Alice, the keeper of your dreams, and these children somehow all dreaming the same thing and ending up in her castle to live there because they can't get back to reality. And the only way to get back is to destroy the 'Nightmares' because they're all in a coma 'n stuffs (I dunno, I'm just guessing here)...Hey...that could work as a short story. It was kinda interesting, but it wasn't particularly epic or anything, and nothing really happened...O.o; So I changed to a magical girl kind of story....and you can guess what that's about...same premise, just with a Sailor Moon kind of feel to it. And then I made it into Clockwork which was about...crap...I don't remember what this was about...I think it was about some normal girl who turned out was a princess of the dream world or something and needed to be protected, when she returned to the dream world, because everyone was after her because she left and people are weird like that...Like...'why weren't you at my birthday party! I want meh revenge!' or something like that! XD

And, again, that was stupid, so I scrapped it all, in the end. But I still have the characters! :D *thumbs up*

No, wait, the Alice thing doesn't end there. Then it was about this girl named Allison who fell down a rabbit hole only to end up in Wonderland! Of course! XD And it was basically my version of Alice in Wonderland...except...very complex, I guess...There was a war between the white side and the red/black side and all this stuff was all complicated on who was good and evil, when it turned out nobody was bad at all, it was all just huge confusion, because that's how life is. It's all pointing fingers at everyone when you're all probably just as guilty of it and there is no need to fight....or something like that.

I...I actually think I just forgot about that one, that's all...XD I don't think it was ever scrapped...O.o;

And then my story about Jun the transexual serial killer assassin guy. He was crazeh, but lovable...I don't remember his story either.

Oi! Sakura Petals actually turned into something else! I just remembered! It was more based off of Code Geass, I suppose...where in the future the whole world was at war against this one seemingly utopia-like country that was actually riddled with pain because of a very bad leader who was lying to his country and his son...and somehow Ukinari's in that story? I don't remember...but I wrote it for my screenwriting class and I really hated it...>3>

And then Hoshiji...about a girl from the stars...which the whole story was basically Sailor Moon...O.o; With the sailor scouts and everything. Though one thing stuck out to me, and that was the villain. Her background story and everything was intense, man. The villain was a copy of Hoshiji made by some German scientist guy...it was some really long background story I can't remember of why she hated Hoshiji so much...and she was a really depressing character, man, but she was also intense.

And then my numerous slice of life manga...

I want to write a short story...my friend is also writing a story (which, sorry, it's pretty bad...'orz) which is inspiring me to write my own story...but not as long as she said she would make hers...XD

Lemme give you the short premise lines for the manga I'm currently trying work on, or at least my ideas:

Necromansters: When Shig-san spontaneously (combusts! XD No, no...) creates a new j-rock band, nobody wants to join because of his unorginazation, but some random members of his school decide to join only to find it's experience to be as unorganized as Shig-san.

Unnamed popstar manga: After the finally member, Kyung-soon has entered into the MaxP family then they finally shoots off like a rocket, but it's very hard to keep cool with so much stuff going on in the life a new celebrity.

JUSTICE: In the far future worldwide tests have been taken to place countries in their place of intelligence, only certain young people have been chosen as the best in the world, only to compete for the peace in the world that humanity has been wishing for all their lives.

Unnamed Tobias manga: After meeting the famed 'Homeless Millionaire' a young nerd/hacker/pimp is taken to see the capital of his country only to learn of the of the the inevitable downfall of the entire world (which he probably knew was coming considering the crappy lifestyle of everyone in the city).

Cosplay Wars: After accidentally coming across an armed cosplayer Katsu Fukunaga learns of the game 'Cosplay Wars' which is more serious than just dressing up for fun and tries to save himself from those who don't like to play by the rules.

And that's all I can remember right now...Sorry for such a ridiculously long post...O.o;

I'd like to leave you with something fun...hrmm...

Take some personality tests? *shrugs* I took some depressing/funny ones! XD

In this one I got the following:

Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoi: High
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

...I think that's kinda strange...O.o;

And then I took this one (which is really funny! XD). It's a Dante's Inferno one and these are my results:

Purgatory - Repenting Believers- Very Low
Level 1 Limbo - Virtuous Non-Believers - High
Level 2 - Lustful - Very Low
Level 3 - Gluttonous - Moderate
Level 4 - Prodigal and Avaricious - Very Low
Level 5 - Wrathful and Gloomy - Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis - Heretics - Very High
Level 7 - Violent - Moderate
Level 8 - the Malebolge - Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers - Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus - Treacherous - High

Haha! XD That's hilarious! I got to Level 9! XD Well, in some situations, yes, I would betray somebody if I think what they're doing is wrong.

Sorry...that's not that fun, is it? Maybe a video?

It's long, but it's hilarious! It's a review of...probably one of the worst movies ever made (Viewer Discretion is advised...it has some poorly made sex scenes...O.o;):

...Sorry...I don't watch that many funny videos on youtube...O.o;

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