I am hitting the stool with my heels!

I don't know why...and I can't stop...O.o;

I think because I'm not listening to music...those kinds of things happen.

I'm going to try and find my own style...not that I don't have one...and I know I've said this a billion times...it's like deja vu (didn't I just talking about this for the past few posts?)...but I really am going to force myself into doing things!

I'm going to draw more gestures and force myself to draw people at random! Especially at lunch since I sit in the very back facing everyone so I can see all of them...except for the people in the lines behind me, but there are lines in front of me, so that's okay.

And I need to stop being so shy when I'm looking at pictures of bands etc. on the internet! I NEED TO DRAW THEM!

I need to work on my noses, too. They've started to just become lines..."orz

Not that I don't like lined noses (I actually, do), but I like noses so much, I think they deserve something more than a line!

Oh! Just today I thought up something for a music video (I often do this...maybe I should just make the music video already)! Sometimes in music videos I feel like I'm caught a bit off guard with the lipsynching even though I know it's there...just something makes it interesting...I don't know...

But I was thinking that they should have some people in a conversation, and they're lypsynching to the song at the same time, but you only hear the parts that are in the lyrics! O.O They should just have more fun with lipsynching and editing! It seems that most music videos are just the dance shot, maybe some drama scenes, and close-ups...nothing very catchy...>3>

Also, that way they can have the drama and the different angle of singing at the same time! >:D

I often see music videos with drama in it...and...well...you forget who's singing the song...and sometimes that there's even a song playing. So maybe that'll remind them, especially if they have the people who sing those lines singing those lines.

My eyes have been opened by Monty Python. I've never seen a manly gay man before! Well...kinda...well...y'know...just somebody who seems more manlier than the straight guys...I don't know...just Graham Chapman just didn't seem like the type to be gay.

And I seem as if I've never heard of Monty Python. I have been watching the episodes in order so I've paid more attention to them so I've researched them more. But I have watched Monty Python's Flying Circus before and also Monty Python and the Holy Grail and the Meaning of Life (I want to watch Life of Brian, also). I just don't remember what episodes I watched...and it's fun to rewatch things, anyways.

Well...because Graham Chapman was such an interesting kind of guy (shame he died...>3>...I usually miss these people by so many years before I realized they died...>.>)...he makes me want to create another yaoi pairing....of a guy in a uniform...'cause I see Graham Chapman always in a uniform...in my head...O.o; Or in a dress...hrmmm...

Which gets me back to the top of this post! I need to work on poses with people! Romantic pictures! I never draw those...well...I never actually see people on the streets making out...not that they aren't there...I just...have the strange blindness to people making out. Or it just doesn't seem strange to me or whatever.

Some kids in the Anime Club were making out and my friend was telling me about it since it was happening straight in front of us...but I never noticed it...and everyone else did...O.o;

I just...don't see sexual things anymore...O.o; I can understand a sexual joke...I just don't really care THAT much for it...>.>

Now, if it's dirty sexual, like they're sweating, smothered in something, or actually covered in dirt, that grosses me out. If there's none of that in it, I don't mind.

Sorry...this is a very awkward conversation, right? Ummm...see, I didn't even notice it until I glanced over what I just wrote.

I still need to work on my Piko costume...bleckkk...>3>

I forgot to go to my friend's play she has been telling me to go to...guhh...I didn't mean to forget...I just rarely have plays ever in my life...and by that, I mean, if somebody just tells me 'I'm going to go see a play'...I don't really...see it...in my head...It doesn't process...I went to see a play a long time ago...and it was so sudden that I forgot I went to watch a play...>.>

Oh! I need to go print something out!

Bye-bye!

Sorry for rambling!

Here's a song for you!

Go figure out what happened in the video!

I don't know what it means (maybe I do...?)

And this is nice, too

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