An OC meme made by moonlit dream, which I've stolen! >:D
1) Choose an OC
2) Have them answer the following questions about his/her crush.
3) YEAH. You don’t have to tag people.
I've chosen....none other than...KIYOSHI~! Let's sayyy....setting when Kiyoshi realizes that he likes Kyung-Soon.
1. How did you first meet him/her?
It was such a long time ago. It was probably when all of us from MaxP met for the first time as a group, but I feels so much longer than that.
2. How long have you known him/her?
About three years now.
3. How long have you liked them?
I don't know! ;m; When did it start? I think it was when I first met herrr!
4. What do you like best about them?
So many things!! Do I have to choose!? TT^TT She's cute and beautiful and sexy and cool and sweet and nice and smart and talented...*goes on and on*
5. Is there anything you dislike about them?
She's kinda dense! ;m; How can she not tell that I like her!? I mean, no, no, that's a good thing she shouldn't know that! She better not know that! >:0 But sometimes she makes bad decisions that hurts her, she's too nice to everyone. I think I dislike that she's so likable.
6. Are you two going out?
;//; You're rubbing it in my face aren't you!? You jerk! ;m; If only...if only...if only...*punches wall*
7. Are you truly in love with them?
Ah! No! Shut-up! No I'm not! TT^TT *blushes madly*
8. What is your favorite physical feature of theirs?
I could stare into her eyes forever, even though they're sooo Korean (Me: Racist! >3>) and her hair is so soft and has cute little waves in it in some parts. I like that she has such a soft appearance, but can be cool, too. She looks good with sharp hair.
9. What kind of person are they?
The kindest person! Really! Why is she so nice?! What have we done to her that proves that we deserve such kindness! She should be arrested! No! No! Sorry! Nevermind! ;m; (Me: He's like bipolar! O.O)
10. What do you like best about their personality?
I like all of her...
11. Can he/she make you laugh?
Of course! All the time! Like this one time-- (Me: I cut him off. I don't know 'that one time'...XD)
12. Does he/she make you smile?
Yeah. Sometimes when she smiles I can't help it...TT^TT *breaks drinking glass he was holding* >///<
13. Does he/she ever get on your nerves?
When she's trying to be somebody she's not, or goes off and does stupid things...>3>
14. Do they have any impressive skills?
Yes! I've never seen so much passion in dancing. She is almost like an inspiration for me when I'm dancing. A lot of the critics say I'm the best dancer of the group, but I really think it's Kyung-soon.
15. Do you get jealous when you see him/her with another person?
No! Of course not! >///> (Me: Liar, liar, pants on fire! >:-)
16. What is your favorite memory with him/her?
No! Don't make me thinking about it! TT^TT This whole quiz is making me so emotional!
17. If you could change one thing about them, what would you change?
That she thinks she's not good enough. She's better than anything, I wish she'd stop thinking that!
18. Does he/she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
What? ;.; No, please don't tell me that's possible. I don't even want to think about it. I thought we got over that one time...and I hope that scandal business wasn't true, but its always on my mind...DAMN IT! WHY'D YOU HAVE TO BRING IT UP! TT^TT
19. Do you ever dream about him/her?
N-No! SHUT UP! TT^TT
20. How much does he/she mean to you?
I'm not really sure. I feel like I share her pains and happiness...like we're almost one. I don't know how much that is! XD
21. How often do you hang out with them?
Everyday. I try my hardest to get near her most of the day, but sometimes I try my best to get away from her when I can't control my feelings!
22. Do you ever embarrass yourself in front of them?
I try my best to maintain my composure. It's not really that hard, but I've kind of felt I need to do something like that to give her any hints. I don't know why I feel I need to do that...>//> I embarrass myself in front of Eita, though! XD He usually covers and outbursts.
23. Why are you in love with them?
I think everyone in MaxP is in love with her, just in different ways. (Me: Avoiding the question...>3>)
24. How close are you to him/her?
I'd say pretty good friends. All of us in MaxP are great friends. But Sang Min, Kyung Soon, and I are all in the same dance group, so maybe we're a bit closer.
25. If you haven’t done so already, do you plan on asking him/her out?
Ack! I don't do that! TT^TT It's contract and...I don't have the courage..."orz
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'kay done with that.
Now to just say something that I've been meaning to say, but every time I tried to post I found something else to do or I had to go do something else....;m;
I've been fairly busy. Not really with homework (though that IS sometimes time consuming) it's more that work I've been giving myself preparing for college and tests and stuffs...even though I'm not even a Senior yet...;m;
I keep getting into arguments with my mom every time I talk about college. It's mostly because I don't want to do Fine Arts or Graphic Design. I just want to do the in-between...if that makes sense. My main focus is on Illustration. But I don't know what Illustration classifies as because some colleges I've looked at had Illustration more on the Graphic Design side (which I want) and then Illustration more on the Fine Arts side (which I DON'T want). It's confusing talking about it since every college seems to call the same program different stuff..;m;
I DO have a list. Luckily I found a college that my mom and I agree on. It's VCU (Virginia Commonwealth University). That's where my mom when to school and it apparently has the third best illustration class in the nation. It's also in the city where I was born~! So I wouldn't mind going back to Virginia...except that my mom reminded me that I'd probably be getting lots of visits from my grandparents (who are racist and unbelievable)...I don't want any visits from family members! ;m; Leave me be!
We're going to Virginia in October and my mom said I could look at colleges then.
Here are other colleges on my list:
Laguna College of Art and Design
Academy of Art University
Art Center College of Design
Rocky Mountain College of Art and Design
Maine College of Art
College for Creative Studies
California College of the Arts
Parsons
Minneapolis College of Art and Design
Lawrence Tech
School of Visual Arts
Dartmouth
Ringling
University of Bridgeport
San Jose State University
Cleveland Institute of Art
Memphis College of Art
Columbus College of Art & Design
The ones in bold are the ones I really want to go to, but probably wouldn't have the money to go to. Although, truthfully, there should be more in bold, but I don't remember half of these...XD
Another bit of news! My mom bought me my tablet even though I haven't painted enough doors yet! But I'm definitely getting to work on them! I'm trying to figure out what doors I can do, though, because my dad has to take off the blinds of some.
Also...why is art so hard to talk about? It seems like art is so controversial. Then again, most artistic forms are probably controversial. I just feel it's harder to talk about art openly because people have their biases.
BUT! The world is bright! :D I never knew such happy, clean, nice art could exist (in the art world, it art exists as 'anime')...but it DOES:
I LOVE THIS ARTIST! <333
My mom told me to read this book she got from the library about famous American illustrators and it had a whole world of art I had only glimpsed! IT'S THE HAPPY ART~! <333 Or what, I just call happy art.
The stuff in magazines and ads and books that are always so inspirational and have such a beautiful style.
I had become more anxious about art as I looked at the very famous painters that everyone regards as the best artists and noticing that I don't really like a lot of them...that they were all so dark and unhappy, not neutral or anything...I kept thinking 'if this is what true art is, then I don't feel like I can be an artist,' because I don't want to draw dark and unhappy things. Maybe it's just religion. *shrugs* (No offense.)
I also didn't think much of American art. I thought it was either all Indians and Cowboys, boring plains, or like the cartoon-y stuff nowadays. But I COMPLETELY forgot about the early '90's! O.O
I thought American art was like this:
Which I'm sorry, but I really don't like it. It's just the way they draw everything...I guess I feel like what others feel about anime...I just don't like the style. But it most certainly is art. I've seen some with very inspirational drawings, but the majority of it just looks plain to me...Don't think anything's wrong with it, it's just boring to me.
I guess that's also how others feel about the things I like! XD Like that I'm not a total fan of comic plots, just like others are not total fans of manga plots...or they way they're carried out.
Oh! One more artist I REALLY like:
The artist is Jean Gabriel Domergue. I just love his style and it really inspires my own style, so whenever I see his pictures I feel I'm a bit closer to coming up with my own style! XD I think it's the head shape.
Now a bit of a rant time...
Today in my history class I've learned that the majority of the kids in that class hate France. Which REALLY pisses me off. Their reason is because France is 'whimpy' because America had to help them a TAD in SOME wars (apparently) and that France didn't fight some wars...and y'know why? Because they were smart and more peaceful than the war loving America. Doesn't that really tell you something about America? That we're so war loving that we think anybody who doesn't love wars as much as we do are weak.
I hate intolerance when it comes to other countries...No, I just hate intolerance period. You should not be allowed to hate any country unless you've live there for about 10 years...maybe 5 years...
You cannot judge a man unless you've walked a thousand miles in his shoes! Which is definitely true with countries.
We're all citizens of the world. We're all one big family so we should love eachother. We're all in this together! ('this' meaning life)
Oh! This video is just...AMAZING! One of the coolest lives I've seen:
I haven't seen that many lives to compare, but it's really interesting coming across such a performance! *.* I know how they did it, but sheesh, all that work that goes in to make that look so awesome...WOW! 
Well, bye-bye! I forgot what else I was going to say! XD
