I had been kinda...not myself? I felt blank or negative...
Because I had been looking at all this college stuff and all this 'masterpiece' art...There really is a certain feeling from most of the major artists' that I don't like...it makes me feel uncomfortable and gives me day nightmares...O.o;
I want to do art that makes people happy or feel comfortable or fiery...something inspiring in a positive way rather than uber symbolic.
Symbolism kills me. It really does. I don't like it, but everyone seems to like it so much. I think it's been wayy too over done and I don't seem to ever be touched by the symbolism. I mean, it's cool if the picture has another meaning, I guess, but I really don't care.
I'm unfortunately not a very deep person...I say it's my genes because nobody in my family was ever that big on poetry. But I see people at school (or at least hear about them) crying to even silly parodied songs...like some song from South Park that was making fun of country songs or something made this one girl cry because it touched her so much...What? I don't get it.
Sometimes poems or stories get me into them, but I'm disappointed to find out that these were the ones with more obvious reasons...;m;
Oh, sorry, went off track there. My point was to say that I don't like this artistic mood...>3> I want to be happy! So all I've been doing all weekend is watch different kpop celebrities on their personal shows...
So now I REALLY like Boyfriend! <333 XD My favourite member is Kwangmin, but I feel bad for him. I kinda pisses me off because the camera man just seems to ignore him. They keep talking about Kwangmin, but you never see him because the cameraman is on the people who are talking about him or to him. >3> The members even said he didn't seem to have much of a presence.
Kwangmin is like the moon and Youngmin is like the sun. Youngmin is fiery and stands out while Kwangmin is quiet and reserved. My friends who are twins are like that. I can't remember who is the oldest from my friends...if my closest friend of the twins is the oldest it might show that the eldest twin is the more reserved twin...XD
It seems like the members of Boyfriend cry a lot, too. Nothing wrong about that! XD I think it makes them a bit more lovable, I guess.
Some people are put off my crying...I don't know why...Crying is an important human function, it shows an emotion like a smile does. It's like being disgusted by a smile...O.o;
Minwoo seems to be the most popular member. I'd like to see when he grows up because I imagine him becoming much of a 'sexy' member like how I imagine Kenta (my OC) to grow up as. Though, Kenta isn't exactly as outgoing as Minwoo...XD Kenta's like Youngmin.
Oi, a lot of you probably don't know who I'm talking about! XD
This is Kwangmin
This is Youngmin (why pic so big!? ;.;)
This is Minwoo (he's dah maknae)
And since I'm at it...let's talk about the other members.
This Jungmin/Jeongmin. I think he is the best looking member. I remember in the MV the first time I watched it he kept catching my eye (well, actually so did the twins and Minwoo...but Jungmin more than the older members). Also I LOVE his personality. I need to make a character like him...;w;
This is Hyunseong who also didn't get much camera attention like Kwangmin. He caught my eye the most in the dance rehearsal. In fact, I was paying attention to him the most...just like how you'd usually make a designated person to focus on when watching a dance, I focused on Hyunseong. Minwoo's also a good dancer. Actually, they're all great dancers...O.O
And this is the leader Donghyun. He also has a fun personality. I think it could get annoying at times, but he's mostly just a jokester. He reminds me of Heechul:
Not ZE:A's Heechul...XD Oi, ZE:A also has a Minwoo, don't they? Yeah, Minwoo's my favourite member of ZE:A...XD The Heechul in ZE:A looks like Ryeowook from Super Junior:
Heechul
Ryeowook
I have this urge to see Heechul in victorian clothes...or in that kind of style. I think he would just look good in it...XD
Well, I've run out of spaces for pictures....
And out of things to talk about...I need to get some work and homework done tomorrow...!!
Bye~!
