Fai-ting~! :D

Fighting!

I can't think of anything else for a title...XD

I felt like posting because it's feels like so long since I last posted...;m;

I DO have an manga idea that I can't seem to get rid of...the problems that I face with it, however, are that my style doesn't exactly match it and it might be too much like King of Fighters...;m;

I just want to do a fighting manga really badly...I keep trying to make psychological manga...but they always turn out cheesy and I don't like them...and I've liked this idea for a while. But I want to draw stylish people with slim bodies instead of muscular fighting people...BUT I want to draw something actiony....so I don't know what to do anymore...TT^TT

I was thinking of doing what I thought persona was at the beginning. Something about genetically engineered peoples who battle or something...XD Or if I combine things I like...for instance fighting and folklore/mythology/ghosts, then it looks like Yuyu Hakushou...or if I combine samurais and fighting...well, that just kinda limits it to the people who like samurais. Then I thought about combining fighting and dance...which COULD work, but the feeling and image in my head kinda bores me...I feel warm thinking about the other ones rather than this one...this one just sounds cold...;m;

I guess I should just keep combining things (even random things) and see what I come up with...XD If you have an fighting combinations, please suggest them...I mean, just say something like 'Fighting + Aquatic Fantasy' or something...not that I want to do something like that....XD

O.O I just read a loooong interview with Tegoshi Yuya and...wow...hrmmm...I think I really understand what kind of guy I like...XD Somebody who is energetic (most likely sportsy) and the person who reaches for number one. I prefer second place, but I thought about it....if I tried to get somebody with my personality and same likes then all there will be are 2nd place people, so it'll be harder to get second place. Somebody's gotta be 1st place! XD

I really don't like it when other people pair me with other people who share my same likes or personality, but there's no chance of me ending up with somebody like that. They're nice as a friend, but not anything more...O.o;

Oh, I also don't like it when people compare me to other people saying how 'my mom is really skinny, almost as skinny as you, if not just as skinny' (except not as proper...XD) and then I see them and they aren't skinny at all...or the same thing except with paleness...my friend said that about her mom and her mom is DARK...I mean, she's half black...it makes sense...O.o; I don't want people to use me as example in that way especially when they're wrong.

But I can understand the misunderstanding of thinking that you might look like somebody when in reality you don't. Like my parents keep saying I look like Keira Knightley...which is definitely not true and even if I did, I wouldn't be very happy about it because I'd rather be cute than cool. She's cool. Keira can be Keira and I can be me.

Yo, sorry for going off on a rant...XD I seem to continuously do that...XD

Oh! I have some silly sketches that I drew trying to come up with a better persona than what's in the logo for this world:

I can't decide on the hair-do, though...>3>

Indecision. Indecision.

Indecision is killing me right now. I would really like to decide on something, but it all seems up in the air.

I blame this white on all these web pages. Too me, white is not calming, it's chaotic. So whenever I think of somebody who's evil, negative, frustrating, etc. they're usually white. (Not white skinned, but wearing white or having white hair). Not that I don't like white...I just don't like them on web pages...

I'm in the mood for visual kei right about now...but not drawing any of it, just the music...XD

This is what I'm listening to right now:

Luna Sea is always nice and classic...:D Even though they're not really that old...O.o;

Also, Chisato is LOVE:

Chisato's probably one of my favourite rock artists (even if some people might not consider it to be rock, it's '90's rock). I just love that '90's look, too~! <333 I wish he became more popular back then...I like him in Penicillin, but I prefer his songs more and hist voice over Hakuei's...

Bye-bye~! See you again~! X3

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