I feel like I've already talked about this before...XD
Whenever it's twilight outside I begin to get anxious and then depressed...now it's no longer twilight and I'm excited~! >:D For what? For nothing!
Sometimes I wish I dream of becoming the concept artist for SNK or Capcom...or just any game where I get to re-design or re-draw characters from the series...;w; *sigh* *sigh*
Well...after all my nerve-wrecking I feel like I'm back a square one...which is kinda where I want to be. Before I was like, 'I wanna be a concept artist!!' then I was like 'I want to be an illustrator of anything~!', then 'I can't be an illustrator, so I'll be somebody having to do with foreign affairs', and now I just wanna be a concept artist.
I'm going back based on what my mom said when I came to her crying about how I don't know what to do anymore and she just said do whatever it takes to get where you want to be. So that's what I want to do. I'm going to quit lying to myself that I actually want to be these things...
But I want to help people anyways, so I'll try and do that...but art is, and will always be, my passion.
And I'm going to probably keep with my same idea for college, by transferring to any art college.
Now...why am I posting...
Umm...well, I've just been doing things to relieve stress...
'cause semester exams are coming up and I haven't studied and my friend's birthday is tomorrow and I haven't made her present yet...;m; And I only have 3 more hours left of this day....
Another thing....
I LOVE THIS SONG TO DEATH:
Anybody else feel like they're transported to another world!? I love the bells~! X3
I've been character designing a bit...so what I probably should be doing is...going into further detail...
I really love how much Nheira on DA posts in his journal so much. He shows his outlines for his manga...his official outlines for his manga...they're just doodles...XD
I need to at least write some stuff...
Oh, crap, writing...I've forgotten about so much...bahh...bahh...
Christmas is coming up~! X3 I kinda feel the name should be changed to Santa Day or something...
I gave my mom a list a while ago...and I really want all the stuff on there, but I know she's only going to buy one of the things on there...but some things cost liike $60 and some cost $5...(yes, why put a $5 gift on there? It's an old-ish game...for some reason the price for it is VERY low despite it being a pretteh good game, or so I hear).
I really want persona...;m; The art on pixiv mocks me...>3>
And then I want the SF20: The Art of Street Fighter...;w; HAS SO MANY OF MY FAVOURITE ARTISTS!
Though I'm not really a big fan of Street Fighter...there just aren't many SNK art books...I wish there was one for King of Fighters, but there isn't...TT^TT
Ash Crimson seems to be my stress reliever....
Can't stop drawing him...and this video is pretteh awesome...where's his theme song youtube?
Oiii this song is very awesome:
Okay, okay, sorry for the randomness...You can tell I'm just searching through youtube for...anything...XD
Okay, sorry for saying basically nothing...bye-bye!
