I was worried that we'd miss out on the new feature for the challenges...we only barely got above 150, though...;m; I have a feeling many members don't really like the fanart wallpaper thingy...
I'm not super about it...but I guess that's just because I'm not really that into making wallpapers or e-cards...and when I do it's usually over the anime I just watched or music video I like, not the fanart I like...O.o;
I just watched a....strange....movie. It was called Noriko's Dinner Table. From the look of the cover it looks like something really violent and scary:
Here's the trailer if you're wondering about how strange it was:
I don't know if I like it yet. One of those movies I don't have an immediate opinion about like 12...'cause you're like 'What just happened' the entire movie...XD
It's supposed to be very creepy, and it was pretty creepy, but not terrifyingly. Though, I kept feeling suspicious of everyone in that movie! XD Can't look at a normal person the same way anymore...XD
Any part with blood just looked fake, but I have a feeling the budget was really low on it.
But it was interesting because the entire movie had nice and calm piano music or music box which made it more intriguing of a movie. And most of it was just narration of the many characters, how they were thinking, etc. So that was interesting.
I dunno if I recommend it or not. I just thought I'd bring it to your attention.
I've decided on watching Netflix movies since...well...they're there. Why not watch them? I might watch some anime that I've never seen or bothered to finish on there because it would be legal and I get to watch all that anime I can never find online like Soul Eater.
But there are hardly any anime movies. Sure, you can get them in the mail, but hardly any of them can be streamed...>3> I feel like anime is meant to be streamed, though..XD
Suddenly I'm sick....;m; My mom just said the word 'sick' when I wasn't feeling sick at all and never thought about it, then the next minute I was sick...;m; It's mainly just congestion (it's always just congestion). So my nose feels stuffed up and it's running, but I can't blow anything out...O.o; And I can't hear or taste anything and my eyes are constantly watering...I need more tissues...but I don't have any!
The pain! XD
I don't want to do any woorrrkkk...;3; I did not meet my deadline on writing my manga. I'm not sure why...I guess it's the anxiety of writing about school life. For me, that's the hardest part because I don't know what it's like to be a japanese student or to be a male student...O.o;
I also want to write a shoujo manga, which I seem to have so many ideas on. My problem with that one is surprisingly just coming up with some good characters to complement the other characters. I know I want my main character to be a very proper girl on the outside and a childish and fun loving girl on the inside, and I already know how her sister would be, I also know that the other guy is supposed to be flamboyant, cheerful, but a rather normal pop star, and I have some other character up my sleeve, but the problem is the second guy...I have three love interests...I just need to have one that can put them all together.
I'm just thinking out loud right now. I know nobody could help me on that part. I just have to think about it some more. I have a lot to do these next few months, but I think I'll be relieved by the end of it all and I can finally get to work on this manga seriously.
I just have lots of studying to do...studying for ACTs (wai!?), studying for AP tests, studying for end of course tests (wai!?), studying for Academic Team, making art for my AP art exam (thingy, not really a test or anything, just a portfolio), and making art for this interview thingy...which I kinda don't want to go to the summer school they're having for art mainly because I don't like their fake attitudes...telling everyone that we have wonderful art and should continue doing it and yadda yadda yadda. My art isn't wonderful, I don't like it when people say that. I like seeing in their eyes surprise or actually seeing that they truly do think it's wonderful, but telling me just to make themselves feel secure that they just complimented me? I don't care for it.
Also none of these programs that are being offered to me seem like much of anything. Most of the stuff I see I think I could have liike 30% interest in and just feel nice that I learned a bit about the topic, but I need something that I feel like I got down in the mud. I want to have all the tumbling emotions of hard work and not just something that was fun at the time.
Plus most classes offered are over things that I'm either learning now on my own or I could just look up. I understand it may be better to have face to face contact with learning, but I feel better not worrying about getting accepted to those kinds of classes and just getting to it.
Sorry I'm just ranting now...'orz I'm just trying to understand why I get upset at so many of these programs. And upset in an apathetic way, not incredibly emotional...
I would draw you guys some pictures (for no particular reason) but I'm not near a table or hooked up to my tablet right now...and ish lazeh...XD
Sorry for the long post...'orz
Here's a video I just now found! O.o;
Bye-bye~!
