After a brief moment of crying over it, I'm better...
I guess that means I need to buy a 3DS which is probably a better investment, now it gives me the excuse to buy a new one. But I really hate it when anything dies/breaks/runs out of ink...'orz
I dunno what I'm gonna do now, though...I really wanted to play pokemon...>3>
I've been listening to a lot Epik High. Those guys are complete geniuses. Usually I don't like straight rap, but the music they use is my favourite kind of music.
I wanted to buy their album, but my DS died...;m;
I actually had no idea what to buy before...>3>
But I don't know how to get the money for the 3DS...I'll probably sell some stuff...Hrmm...I guess I should get some games together to sell...
Mediafire is gone...well...some parts of it is gone since I just got on it a few minutes ago...O.o;
I have an itunes card, but I don't know how to get on itunes...'orz But I don't like itunes so I probably wouldn't buy Epik High albums from there.
I think Epik High is now in liike my top 5 in the whole world 'cause there isn't a Japanese group like them (that I know of). I mean, you have lovely groups like Homemade Kazoku and Hilchryme...but they have a much different feel. Epik High is like the stars and Homemade Kazoku and Hilchryme are like the sun (how I see it).
I only have 3 requests left to finish for DA and 3 pics for the winners of my challenge to draw. I should probably start on those.
Gah, I'm so down right now, though...>3>
I dunno if I want to go to anymore Anime Conventions, though...they just cost too much and are too much of a hassle..maybe it's just MTAC, but I felt kinda bored there...O.o; I also felt like I was burning money the entire time.
I didn't get into that thing I auditioned for a while back...Well, I'm an alternate...
But I again, I still feel like the second place person...That I'm pretty good, but not enough to be honoured with anything. Then again, I have to remind myself that a lot of people aren't constantly winning awards...I just wish I could constantly win awards...XD
I also have to remind myself that I'm not really so focused on being the best in the first place.
I think my improvement is due to some sort of revenge that I'd like to seek. Every time I'm rejected, looked down upon, for my art I want to make my art better or what I'm doing better so I can laugh in their faces. I think this is how I run my life...XD
Well...I feel better now.
Just monneeeyyyy...
I don't have a way of getting a job since I live to far away from everything and both of my parents work and even if I had a driver's license I couldn't go to work 'cause I don't have a car. And guess what? Cars cost money, too.
Why does the world have to be run by money?! WHY CAN'T WE TRADE ROCKS? ;m;
Okay, bye-bye~!
