I realize I keep putting too many things of my plate and I don't think I can do all the things I want to do...;m; But I'll just keep piling them on and hope that by November-ish things won't be as bad~! :D
Applying for colleges...sheesh...It's not really a HUGE problem, but it worries the heck outta me. I really want to get accepted to the colleges I want to go to, but I have this feeling I won't be...and my teacher is not giving me any feedback on my essay...;m; I'll just get more forceful and hand her a physical copy to review because I want my application essays to be REALLY GOOD.
School work...shouldn't be a big deal, but my Pre-Cal. teacher is really strict....;m; I mean, he's still fun, but he's really strict and has a bad temper. I'm bad at math so this hinders me in a great way because I want an A in his class, but I always make lots of mistakes on the test...and even checking my test won't work because I've done that on the past few tests and still made stupid mistakes...;m;
I also am doing two art portfolios, which means double the art homework, and it's a big pain. It wouldn't have been as bad if it was drawing and 2d, but instead I'm doing 3d and drawing. I worry that in the end both of my portfolios will be crap..;m; I'm doing the 2d art portfolio on my own time...with my own assignments, but I worry that it won't work out...;m;
Commissions...I haven't gotten any yet, but I worry when I do (not really worry, kinda excited, I like drawing other people's OCs~! :D) because I may not have time.
Art in general...my art looks like crap...and it's boring...I don't know how to make it more interesting. This is boggling my mind. I keep thinking about the principles and elements of art, but it's not helping....;m;
Academic Team...my Pre-Cal. teacher is our coach and he's doing Arts and Humanities this year...;m; I have leik 10 times more homework from Academic Team than I do from regular school...>3> It's hard to study for....I wish I had a teacher who knew a lot about Arts and Humanities rather than a math teacher...But what can ya do. Also, since he has such a bad temper he complains a lot and it's really frustrating as a student hearing your teacher constantly complaining and being mad...;m;
ACT....studying for ACTs...ACTs aren't really that hard, it's just the science and reading portions. I have to think the same way they do. I actually have an idea on how to improve my score (underlining the important parts) in those areas. Luckily my school is having an ACT prep after school soon, so I will be ready-er for it. I'm taking the writing portion, which I've never done, but I hope since I got a 5 on the AP English test it won't be as bad....O.o; Math I've found to be much easier thanks to the Pre-Cal. teacher. He's a good teacher...just that temper freaks me out...;m;
I have a big Spanish video project that I need to finish with my friend, but we're both so stubborn it's hard to work with....and we finally finished the script, now we just need to film...so much work...'orz
Community service....something that's always on my mind...but I'm not sure about community service, how can I help my community when they don't even want me (and I don't want them)...(By the way, on this topic...I've noticed that new students are usually looked down upon heavily by the other students, something I've never realized...that's the culture of where I live, they hate you if you're new...I think it's creepy...Hinamizawa!)
Other things that I want to do in my free time I don't feel like I do, but I still want to start them...they're always in the back of my mind: learning dances, joining RP-ish groups on DA, practicing art, fanart, writing manga....
Yeah....writing manga...I haven't gotten around to writing it for these reasons...;m; Blaaahhhhh...hopefully this'll all die down eventually and I won't be stressing out as much. I never realized how stressed I was until I snapped like 5 times in one week...O.o;
Oh, yeah, and Anime Club...hrmmm...it's actually not that big of a deal this year since my friends and finally helping me more (quit complaining and realizing they also have leadership roles in the group...which they've always had) and there are so many more memebers~! :D
All this complaining....buuutttt....
GOOD NEWS~! :D Well, semi-good news.
I had an art project where I had to doodle on something 3D, so I decided to do my DS and them have this theme of good VS. evil which there often is in video games....I finally finished it. It looked really cool, I even painted in white over the screen. I knew that my DS's light would turn on, but the DS itself wouldn't so, I want to show the light turn out and make it look all cool 'cause around where it was it was painted black...
And now...my DS works...I turned it on and it actually worked! It might have been because I taped it....I was so surprised, I almost cried...OMIGOSH!!
Only bad thing about this is...ummm...I painted the screen...and I'm not sure how to clean it off...I do have some wipes that maybe might help, and the paint isn't acrylic, but I'm not sure what it is...it's kinda powdery feeling. I painted it using those paint markers...
I'm very happy it works, but I don't know how I'm going to clean it...;m; But I do like the drawings around it.
For some reason I'm really obsessed with Tengu's...that's, I think, the 3rd thing I've done with a Tengu drawing/design in it...'orz
Ahh, Tengus...:D
I love Japanese/Chinese mythological creatures...they're so very out there...:D
Like that tree with fruit that looks like human heads:
Japan has some of the strangest occult creatures...which makes me think about what life would have been like if westerners never touched Japan's shores...what would the culture be like...I feel like the art would be much darker than it is now.
Here's some nice/creepy music to end this topic~!:
Oh! And I love this song by Boyfriend. I think they are perfect for Jpop, their hairstyles of lovely I think they look the best in this video than all their other videos:
The twins with their different hairsyles sorta reminds me of the twins on property brothers:
...I want to see them with the same hairstyles...>3> That would be confusing, but also fun for the fans to try to guess them apart (I'm confident that I can since Youngmin has a smaller chin than Kwangmin..and I dunno about you...but I feel like Youngmin and Kwangmin have different eyes or smile differently or something)
Oh! OSU! Has a new beatmania-esque feature~! It's very fun! ^ ^
Bye-bye, then~!
