Oi! So, reason for title is this:
My exact expression right now, and that I've had for the entire week. Wanna know why? Because of disappointments!
Alright, alright! Here's the first disappointment. I HAVE to choose how I want to submit my script assignment. Either the whole 120 pages or the first 25. I chose the first 25, though I'm fed up with my script. It's Sakura Petals...and I'm tired of Sakura Petals. NO MORE UKINARI!! NO MORE WAKUSEI! It's getting on my nerves...-.-;
Most of my disappointment has been for this weekend. I rented the Death Note live action movie. THEY MENTIONED AI OTSUKA! I WAS SO HAPPY! But the acting was TERRIBLE, except for L's actor. He was amazing. He was like a REAL L!!!! Well, I went on trip and I started the movie before the trip, so I couldn't finish it. I WAS DYING to watch it. I did. Then it ended. I DON'T WANT TO WATCH L STARE AT LIGHT WHILE EATING CHIPS!! WHY IS HE EATING CHIPS ANYWAYS!? I HAVE TO GET THE NEXT MOVIE!!!
The others were on my trip. First we wait like 7 hours in traffic. Then we go to the aquarium and my friends get lost in it and then think that they were lost so they go looking for us even though they were taking pictures of everything so they were extremely behind. We had to wait out in the sun. Then we go to the mall. We go to Hot Topic. I wanted to be an L t-shirt. THE ONLY ANIME THEY HAVE THERE IS NARUTO AND KINGDOM HEARTS!!! I DON'T WANT THOSE T-SHIRTS!! And everything else in there was CRAP. Then we go all over the store, go to eat, and then my friends wanted to ride the carousel. So my best friend and I ask my friend who refuses to eat if she wants to go on it and spin really fast on the spinny thing, just to make sure she wouldn't throw up. She says ,"Dude, I'm not eating anything. I'm NOT going to throw up." So we go on it and spin EXTREMELY fast, and she throws up pink stuff. My best friend makes me stay with her so she can go get some napkins to clean up. I HAVE TO STARE AT HER! I almost vomited myself!
Then we finally get to go where I WANT, after my friend buys some new clothes. I want to go to Walden Books to buy some manga. I ask some guy who works at the mall where it is since there wasn't any map around. He says that they don't have it anymore. So I ask him if there are ANY bookstores in that mall. He says no. WHAT THE HECK!? WHERE ARE THE FRICKIN' BOOKS!? Sorry for the language, but that made me REALLY mad at the mall. WE'RE HAVING AN ECONOMIC CRISIS! WHY TAKE DOWN THE BOOK STORE AND PUT UP MORE EXPENSIVE STORES!?!? Stupid mall....>:(
Next disappointment. My friends won't let me watch TV or sleep in a bed that I called. My friends kick and punch me out of the bed. Then they finally make it so that I can sleep in a bed. Then we play Truth or Dare which was really boring because nobody wanted to do any of the dares, nor did they know how. AND the truths were all the same....-.-
Next day: THERE ARE NO FREE MUFFINS AT THE FREE LUNCH! They ate them all. I'm talking about the other kids. So I had to eat a waffle. Then we went to the art museum, finally. I wanted to take pictures of inspirational art. But you can only take pictures of a few so I got like 6 pictures...-.- And my friends and I went to the very top and looked down to see all the tiny little people. It was really scary!! Well, looking down it wasn't, but I wanted to take a picture and I was afraid I'd drop the camera phone. Well, my friends leave me with my other friend and tell us to see if we can talk to each other and hear each other. So we hear them, but they don't hear us, so they leave!! They ditch us! So we go down stairs and find them in the gift shop. Then we have a talk with the 7th graders and they just hated the trip. Those little brats! They kept saying how stupid the art was. I thought it was fascinating. Stupid kids. -.-;
Another disappointment....actually, this wasn't really a disappointment, it was just mean. My other friend was kicked out of her room AND ditched at the mall. So she had to sit in the corner of the store for an hour waiting for the girls that ditched her AND kicked her out. They were shopping for graduation dresses. They kept on ignoring her! And then acting like angels around my teacher. We started insulting them viciously, but not in front of them. They're jerks in school to. One of them tried to trip me and on my first day at the school she went up to me and said that I scared her. HOW RUDE!?
Anyways, on another note! Heh....heh...*cries*....I want it....sooo bad....! OH! Sounded like something from the Berserk outtakes! ^ ^; I've decided on a lot of new changes manga-wise. I'm not doing Sakura Petals anymore since I'm writing it for a script for my VHS class. I'm not doing Cucumber Project anymore, it'll just be on youtube now. I'm also stuck with Alice. I'm not sure what I want to do with it.....and then I have another story that could possibly become a simplified manga called "7." And then I want to create a hardcore, interesting mystery. But I don't think I'm smart enough and I don't have any idea of what it should be about. No murder mystery thing like Detective Conan or anything, that's their thing. Something interesting like Death Note. Just talking about this is getting me ideas. OH! GOTH-LOLI STUFF! LOTS OF IT! ^ ^ That'd be fun. The main character could be a goth-loli...or something....I dunno.
