So its been a while since I've posted anything. What can I say? Life got crazy for a long time. I don't really know why I'm posting this now actually...guess I just have to get somethings off my mind.
I'm in school right now and like an emotional wreck. Yesterday, I'm pretty sure my ex-girlfriend was raped and....I feel somewhat responsible for it. The girl who I'm sure raped her is fucking crazy. Needs to be locked up in a straight jacket and thrown inside a padded cell.
Now I may not be with my ex, but I do still love her and care for her and I can't stand that something like this could ever happen...again. This isn't the first time that this girl has done this but I'm pretty sure this time is worse! Gaahhh! I just want to pull out my hair because of all this.
Anyway, I'm running out of time. Have to go. Let me know what you all think....
Sooo yeah, please don't kill me. It has been a loooooooong time since I updated this world, but you can blame me. The crazy shit in my life is what has been stopping me....that and a very shitty computer lol. Soooo anywho! Guess what today is! My girlfriend and I anniversary :) We're soooo in love its like....cheesy haha. We're seriously like one of the most cheesy couples I have every seen. But you know what? Me and her, we love that we're cheesy :) soo poo on you if you dont like it lol. Other then all that good and cheesy stuff....there is some bad.
So like my dad's been in jail for maybe what? 2 months now? Something near that and like he just had his trial and such a few days ago and well we all found out that he gets a year and a day in the county that he is in, which considering his charges he should have gotten soooo much longer in prison, but what my mom is worried about is if he gets switched to another county then he may get wayy more then he has now. Which isn't really good. Wanna know the odd part though? I'm kinda happy he got some time because before he was really bad. Doing drugs all the time, always getting in trouble, having to move from place to place. Yeah, not good stuff. Im hoping that this will help set him straight and get him on track when he gets out. Espacially because he's actually missing out on a lot. Like he will miss my graduation, my sisters 11th birthday, my 19th birthday, my baby bro's 1st birthday (not his kid but my dad still like's the kid) yeah, just a lot really.
My dad isn't the only one in trouble though. My mom is in pretty bad shape right about now too and because of her she is bringing my grandmother down. She got evicted from her home and is now staying with my grandmother who she isnt supposed to be living with cause she lives in an older folks neightborhood and if caught then they will both have to move. So yeah, my moms like trying to find a home now to live in with my sister and baby bro.
I of course am living...no idea where haha. As of now Im living with my grandfather which is nice cause I have my own room and everything but the only problem is that....well one hes not in distract for my school (I refuse to switch schools) and for two I have no realy way of getting to my school lol. I need a car! Haha if only! But um yeah, besides that Im worried a little bit about my classes and if I can get all my required credits but thats about it. My main other goal besides graduating is saving enough money to move up north to get an apartment for me and my wifey :). Im hoping that once I figure out where Im living I can get a job so I can start saving.
Well anyway, I think this is a great enough update...for now. I may be back lol.
Peace out!
~DB
Okay okay, so I know I haven't been updating in a while but that's because I haven't had much time to get to it. I've been having to stay after school a lot to finish my after school class and such. I really am sorry if any or you(but probably not)are wondering where I am. Well I will try to post a better update as soon as I possible can but sadly that wont be now. I have to go.
Sorry.
DB
Time: 5:12
Music: Hollywood Undead-Black Dahlia (Hell yeah!)
I have lots and lots of homework tonight and it kinda sucks, so much so I skipped out on night school lol woops! Oh well though, Ill be on here again some time soon to update but sadly =/ that wont be today (Well besides this little bit of course lol). Well gotta go! So much to do, so little time!
Ahhh! lol
~DB
P.s. Quote of the day: Curiosity is a lust of the mind. -Thomas Hobbes
Time: 8:03pm
Music: Natasha Bedingfield-Soulmate (Shut up I like it. Don't judge me!)
This week has been too long already! I mean it and its only Thursday. Come on! Haha okay all joking a side it really has been somewhat of a stressful week. Like school was crazy cause I missed quite a few days this last, what? I think 9 weeks? Something like that anyway, but yeah so this was the last week of this grading period so I was trying to figure our how to bring my B's up haha shush. Besides that a bunch of drama happened Wednesday so that was a day filled with joy! Sarcasm, folks haha kidding.
So from my last update (Insert scottish accent here) Ive been just a wee bit busy so thats for my lack of post. Okay now that Ive been forgiven for that lets move on! So not much happened Monday besides me getting sick, which just to note, was really surprising and beyond gross lol. I wont get too deep into that though, dont want to gross you all out.
So because of me getting sick I decided not to go to school Tuesday which ment that I had to miss another day of night school. That wasnt too smart on my part, I mean Ive missed more days than Im already supposed to so I could get in trouble for that. Luckly, all the teachers like me so their being kinda slack on my part. Im just super awesome like that! Haha no, not really, they just know I have a lot of classes besides my regular day classes.
Okay now is when it gets interesting, Wednesday. Heather and I went to church last Wednesday and we were supposed to go again this time too. Its like a really long series that the church is doing. But anyway, well Sunday Heather happened to get into a really stupid with her bitch of a mother over an EXTRA credit paper for one of her classes. Her mom popped her top because Heather told her that she wasnt going to do it bacause it wasnt going to do any good to her grade in the end. Then it just went off at that, long story short, her mom said Heather wasnt allowed to go to the church service.
Well we went anyway. I knew Heather wasnt supposed to go and I even told her but she didnt care so I just went so she wouldnt be alone. Well when her grandmother noticed we never came home off the bus she started calling Heather and the mom and then (I have no clue why though) more family members. They all were pretty calm except the mom. So after not to long Heathers mom was saying that she was going to call the cops on all of us (Heather, me, and the girls mom who gave us the ride) and have us all arrested.
I dont like cops, I really dont. So I started to kinda have an anxiety attack, not that I really let anyone on to it. But yeah so then Heather was yelling back and forth between her mom and grandmother, easy enough to say it was a little loud and Heather is not a loud person (her mom is though lol). We had another friend there with us, Ry (scooter7, shes a member on here) and she was trying to figure out the situation just as much as I was.
Well I wont get into too deep on the whole thing while we were at church except the mom had us leave by using a cop. That was fun. Well in the car is when it got interesting. In the car everyone was yelling (I only yelled when sticking up for myself) and the mom was telling me that I had to call my mom and find a new place to live. That was nice to hear. Lol Now I dont usually disrespect my friend parents or adults but this women had it coming. At one point she was all like, "Heather your so fucking spoiled! You get whatever the fuck you want, even when your in trouble, and you dont even care! I just cant believe how spoiled you are!..." And it just went on like that about Heather being spoiled. Of course I slipped was said, "And whose fault is that?"
Oh man I have never seen that lady get so wide eyed until I made that comment haha. She was driving and well she like took her foot of the gas, flipped out on me, and then stompped on the gas pedel speeding in a construction zone. Lol I had to hold in my laughter and man of man did I want to laugh so fucking hard too. Anyway besides that she pretty much stop talking to me after that so I wont get into the rest because the rest in kinda personal to Heather.
So yeah! That was my Wednesday, fun right? But yeah nothing really happened today though, met my friend Kasie's friend from up north, got tackled by Kasie's bro, got tackled again by my buddy Rebekah, and.....I think thats it lol. Well Im sooo tired, dont know why, but yeah Im going to go.
Hope you guys thought my 4 day week was funny, I did. Enjoy!
Peace out!
~DB
P.s. Sorry about the cussing, I have a bad mouth sometimes lol.
