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fucking hell

i came back to this site for three seconds because i wanted to look at some of my old stuff and?? photobucket?? whomst do you think you are?? you were never good enough to charge people money to use your site and this is absolute slander to assume that i would pay you and then shove watermarks all over my creations?? GOD I HATE PHOTOBUCKET. IF I FIND ALL MY OLD FILES I AM REDOING EVERYTHING HERE.

Last Post on theO

Hey everyone!

How long has it been since I've been here? Answer? Too long. Lol, sorry guys, I've relocated to tumblr. Obviously I made mostly eCards here and since they've been scratched from the lineup I had no real reason to stay. I still do graphics in my spare time, and I'm actually a graphic design student so hopefully I'll actually learn how to use photoshop soon (please omg I'm terrible).

Just a quick update, okay, lengthy update. Since you've seen me I've fallen in love twice, still in love, I lost my virginity ((fucking finally what a prude)), I've gotten my associates degree, I've worked three jobs, two of which I loved, one of which I hated with every fibre of my being. I'm currently working at a local restaurant where I'm paid minimum serving age in the United States (which is a big whopping 7.50$ //dabs//), I'm currently back at school working on my bachelors in graphic design. My goal is to be studying abroad in a year or two, I definitely want to travel out of the country next year. I have a couple of places lined up, first of which is Norway, my best friend sort of lives there.

Since you've seen me I've been a gold medalist, a supervisor, and someones significant other ((do I get a gold star for rhyming because that would be LIT)). I'm currently in a long distance relationship that is killing me. I love him so much, but some days my depression and anxiety take root and I forget that he's there. I don't really have any friends IRL because I'm so busy so I've been steadily depressed since probably late September? It really blows, and it's probably rough on him because he knows I'm going through a rough patch and I've been very intelligent ((I know, shocker)) since I've let him know how bad I can get when I've hit a rough patch like this. I'm seeing him next week though so that's lit. a. f. Translation: Lit As fUCK.

Beyond depression, which is everyone's party trick, I actually attempted living on my own for a while. Too bad I got fired from my first real job a day before I signed my lease. And I moved in with a complete asswipe that didn't pay a single dime in rent. I was jobless for a whole month and that drained my bank accounts completely. I went from having 7k in savings to a total whopping 1.5k in just a year. I'm still trying to dig myself out of a hole. Ironically, the full time position I had with benefits and more per hr ((11/hr whoa damn, that's some hot cash)), where I worked 5 days a week, my weekly paycheck is about the same as the one I receive at the restaurant I'm working at as a server. I pulled 300 dollars in tips last week. Holy hell was that nice. So I'm slowly building my bank account up since I've moved back in with my parents.

So, what have I been doing recently? I've gravitated to tumblr, where I'm a fanfiction writer for KPop, lol. Are we shocked? No. fUCK no. I admin several networks over there, and I've gained a significant following. You can check me out at ohnochudont where I'm technically on hiatus while school kicks my ass. I'm currently a fulltime student, I work fulltime, and I still dance competitively on the weekends. I also got back into that! Woohoo! Go me! Overbooking my schedule and all that ishhhhh. Luckily the restaurant I work at is closing earlier now so I can only work from 4-10. Dayyyuuumm. I've actually been there from like, 4PM-1AM because once it's already an hour after you're supposed to close, you just give up all hope and have fun with it. My bosses are great though, they're dedicated to good service and great food, so when they yell at me during service I know not to take it personally. Granted they don't yell at me a lot because everyone loves me. It's true.

Jk they were all ushering me out tonight. I also was first in, therefore first out, so when I only had one whole friggin' table from 4-7, it's time for me to go home.

I probably won't be back here ever again. So if you head over to tumblr and hmu ((as you should I'm a goddamn joy)), let me know your otaku username but also tell me your name. Fun fact, I'm horrible with names. Shocked? I hope not I'm an actual #mess. So if I'm honest to blog saying "uhh, who are you?" please don't be offended. I've also had a dozen accounts here over the years and I forget who I was friends with on each account. gOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo rOLEPLAY. But for real, give me time. You all hold a very near and dear place in my heart. That much has not changed.

So, this has been an extremely long post via Lex, my actual name. In case y'all were wondering, lol. Hopefully some people are still around and crossover to the dark side tumblr so we can continue our friendships! I honestly miss you guys, I miss theO. I miss anime ((a little bit I'm a kpop ho now)). But, c'est la vie. Life goes on. And now I'm a relatively popular tumblr blogger so there's that. Granted my writing isn't any good and I get no notes on anything. Rip. Oh well, it happens.

Hope to see you all soon!

Momma Lex

Update

Tada, I've returned. I have a new laptop and it's sort of inspiring me to get off my ass and do something. Haha, jk I'm still lazy. Still haven't forgotten about prizes, still haven't forgotten about the latest challenge, I'm just sort of sticking to non-photoshop things at the moment because this laptop does not have photoshop yet. It'll have, just need to shell out some cash that I do not have because I already spent it on this baby! 1,000 smackeroons. Well worth it, I hope.

Anyways, this is sort of lame, but here I am. You'll probably see some writing or some KPop stuff. Decided not to do BIGBANG for sheer grandness. I'll do them someday. Maybe. Everyone knows who they are. Eh, I'm talking to myself again. I'll try not to do that too often.

Apologies

Hello friends! Sorry for my sudden absence, but it is going to be continuing indefinitely. I have a new job, and my weekends are completely booked. This past weekend I was in Pittsburgh. This next weekend I'll be in both Rochester, Buffalo, and Medina, NY. So, if you want to know the full schedule, Tuesday-Thursday I'm working at a hotel, Friday-Sunday I can be at a total of 3 different locations and not return home until late afternoon Sunday. That leaves Monday free for me, and I usually spend it sleeping due to near physical exhaustion from the weekend.

Yeah, my life's a bit nuts right now.

So, I know that I owe people prizes and birthday presents, and I will get to them I promise. I think about them constantly and if only I had photoshop on my laptop, it would be more doable. Of course, photoshop is expensive, we all know this, and free programs do not cut it for me and my OCD (before you accuse me of exaggerating, I'm actually clinically diagnosed) so that's just not gonna happen. Sad, I know. I also have a blog that I need to get back to someday, and several writing projects that I'm dabbling in. My creative juices are flowing like crazy, and soon they'll be pointed at graphics, this I swear to you.

To top this all off, and hoping that people aren't worrying about me too much right now, I'm having the best time of my life.

Chat Antics

When you have the balls of kings (Puppet Mistress is me)

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Puppet Mistress hey
Puppet Mistress MewMew
Puppet Mistress can you do me a favour since I didn't get a chance to
MewMew: hiihihihi
MewMew: o3o
Felix the Cat: oh god
Starscream: Uh oh
Puppet Mistress freeze Felix
MewMew: O3O
Starscream: HAH
MewMew: OWO
Puppet Mistress pretty please
Variance: lol
Starscream: BD
Felix the Cat has been warned by MewMew.
Felix the Cat: called it
MewMew: 8D
Puppet Mistress ....
Michiyo Shimizu told her
Michiyo Shimizu: :v
Starscream points
Felix the Cat has been frozen by MewMew.
MewMew: 8DDDDD
Puppet Mistress thank you friend
Starscream: Double HAH
Michiyo Shimizu: WOULD YOU ACTUALLY GO VISIT HER, FOOF
MewMew rolls around
Hiko: I was going to send her and dan flowers
Puppet Mistress that's all I wanted to be a temp for anyway
Starscream: Now that Felix can't talk
MewMew: adam ;w; share da gold can you make puppet a gold :3
Starscream: I can chat crap about him
Adam: I can't wait to hang out with Mew and Sanshou in NYC
MewMew: u can take mine away
MewMew: PARTAY
Hiko: shishou is in NY?
Adam: aw ok
MewMew: partay in nycccc
Starscream: BD
MewMew: :3
Puppet Mistress always chat crap-
Miracle Star19: =3
MewMew: 8D
Puppet Mistress oh
Puppet Mistress hey
Puppet Mistress I'm gold
MewMew: YOURE GOLDEN
MewMew: WOO
Starscream: Yay
MewMew: sushi is comin to ny foof
Michiyo Shimizu: Lol
MewMew: 8D
Michiyo Shimizu: INVITE ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT
Felix the Cat: :I
Puppet Mistress teenage dreams in a teenage circus
Puppet Mistress wE ARE GOLDEN
Michiyo Shimizu someday will go to NY :v
MewMew: :}
Hiko: :I
Miracle Star19: NY >:D
Puppet Mistress thank you MewMew
MewMew: MICHLES COME
Starscream: Felix has a mouth again
Puppet Mistress you are too kind
MewMew: ME AND MIRA AND ADAM ARE ALREADY HERE
Michiyo Shimizu: 8D
Michiyo Shimizu: sdfljsfsfj
Hiko: the only NY I can go to is fuuuufuluu
Michiyo Shimizu: PLANE
Michiyo Shimizu: TICKET
Felix the Cat: so rude
Michiyo Shimizu: lol
Puppet Mistress don't worry Felix, that was just mother putting you in a time out
MewMew: come to long island D8
Puppet Mistress <3
Starscream: xD
raeossom29 joined the room.
Puppet Mistress why does no one live in upstate New York
Starscream: I think I might have the pool shut off as a precaution
Puppet Mistress where everything is hUUUUUUUUGE
Miracle Star19: HI
Zuzu Uchiha: hi
MewMew: LOL theres nothin to do there XD
Hiko: most of NY is just nothing
Puppet Mistress hey
Puppet Mistress hey
Puppet Mistress I'm here!
Michiyo Shimizu: :v
Hiko: filled with fields
Michiyo Shimizu: hurr
Starscream: I wish you could all come over here. ;_;
Michiyo Shimizu i like fields
Felix the Cat: Why does noone live in my bloody country
MewMew: field of COWZZZ
Puppet Mistress oh tell me about it
raeossom29: Hi i just got on
Michiyo Shimizu: I LIKE FROLICKING IN THEM
Felix the Cat: oh right its at the ass end of nowhere
Puppet Mistress toss a rock
Michiyo Shimizu: lmao
Puppet Mistress you either hit a cow
Puppet Mistress a field
Puppet Mistress or a meth lab
Puppet Mistress it's pretty great
Starscream: I want to see everyone and cook them unholy curry.
Michiyo Shimizu: oh la la lol
MewMew: lol
Puppet Mistress Felix
Adam: I'm gonna play Chat Roulette with myself
Puppet Mistress I was going to come to Europe!
Adam: I pick ODD
MewMew: LMAO ADAM
Starscream: Oh my
Variance twiddles thumbs
Amestar: o.o
Starscream: I'd make a joke
Felix the Cat: VISIT ME
Starscream: But you know
Starscream: KIDS
Zuzu Uchiha: dun duun duuuuun
Hiko: lmao
Adam: ugh it was Even
Puppet Mistress but then you had to go and be at college-
Puppet Mistress oh Lord
Puppet Mistress he has no power
Variance punts adam
Starscream: O_O
Puppet Mistress someone dethrone him
Michiyo Shimizu: o vo
Amestar: O>O
Miracle Star19: o3
Zuzu Uchiha: ha
Felix the Cat: i love it
Hiko: adam you and I have bad luck
Michiyo Shimizu: dun dun
Miracle Star19: o3o
Michiyo Shimizu: WARN HIM
Starscream: [Vader NOOO]
Variance: WEIRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Michiyo Shimizu: WARNNNN
Michiyo Shimizu: WAAARRNNNNN
Michiyo Shimizu: >8D
Hiko: WARN HIM
Puppet Mistress oh
Hiko: KICK HIM
Puppet Mistress shizz
Hiko: MUTE HIM
Adam: this dice app is RIGGED
Felix the Cat: PLEASE
Hiko: BWAAAHAHAHA
Starscream: HEY
Puppet Mistress I'M THE MOD
Starscream: EASY
Felix the Cat: KICK HIM
Starscream: I'm the Starscream here!
Adam has been warned by Puppet Mistress.
MewMew: LOL ADAM
Michiyo Shimizu: FOOF
Felix the Cat: dammit
Zuzu Uchiha: wow
MewMew: LOLOLOL
MewMew: crying XD
Michiyo Shimizu: WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH RAINA'S ADDRESS
Puppet Mistress You better play nice over there Mister
Michiyo Shimizu: :v
Zuzu Uchiha: the power has gone mad around here
Starscream: [Betrayal]
MewMew: LOL
Michiyo Shimizu: :v
Felix the Cat THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE YOULL EVER HAVE KICKING ADAM
Sakaira: who's getting kicked?
Hiko: I will send her flowers for their wedding ._.
Felix the Cat I DON'T HAVE THE BALLS
Puppet Mistress Well
Miracle Star19: owo
Puppet Mistress technically
Michiyo Shimizu: oh
Michiyo Shimizu: lol
Felix the Cat I UNDERSTAND
Starscream: I just envisioned everyone ganging up on Adam and giving him a wedgie and hanging him from TheO's flag pole...
Felix the Cat WEIGH YOUR PROS AND CONS
Variance gives Adam a wedgie
Puppet Mistress Mira and I hold the most power
raeossom29: lol
Puppet Mistress and
Variance: I HAVE THE PAWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Zuzu Uchiha: wedgies
Puppet Mistress I'm being peer pressured
Michiyo Shimizu: Lol
Zuzu Uchiha: aha
Starscream: !
Puppet Mistress FELIX MAKE MIRA DO IT
Felix the Cat: !!
Michiyo Shimizu: XD
Felix the Cat: no mira wont do it she's goodness personified
Miracle Star19: ? do what
Puppet Mistress dammit
teapartyprincess: this dog is drooling on mah kneee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Adam: Mira's an angel
Starscream: But Mira is a pure little flower.
Starscream: SEE
Puppet Mistress and I'm friggin' hellspawn
Zuzu Uchiha: Mira's nice
Starscream: :P
Felix the Cat: basically
Hiko: but is she an otaku angel?
teapartyprincess: I dunno
MewMew: lollo
Puppet Mistress ugh
Miracle Star19: >////<
Puppet Mistress I'm taking a vote
Puppet Mistress who says yes
Michiyo Shimizu: O:
raeossom29: im so lost XD
Puppet Mistress no context
Hiko: I say no
Hiko: but yes
Zuzu Uchiha: yes to what?
Hiko: no
Starscream: Everyone says yes at some point in their life
Amestar: yes
Felix the Cat ---ING DO IT
Starscream: No
Felix the Cat: yes
teapartyprincess: I feel the loved and spat on
Puppet Mistress oh you know what
Puppet Mistress --- it
Adam has been kicked by Puppet Mistress.
Adam left the room. (Logged out)