Hey everyone!
How long has it been since I've been here? Answer? Too long. Lol, sorry guys, I've relocated to tumblr. Obviously I made mostly eCards here and since they've been scratched from the lineup I had no real reason to stay. I still do graphics in my spare time, and I'm actually a graphic design student so hopefully I'll actually learn how to use photoshop soon (please omg I'm terrible).
Just a quick update, okay, lengthy update. Since you've seen me I've fallen in love twice, still in love, I lost my virginity ((fucking finally what a prude)), I've gotten my associates degree, I've worked three jobs, two of which I loved, one of which I hated with every fibre of my being. I'm currently working at a local restaurant where I'm paid minimum serving age in the United States (which is a big whopping 7.50$ //dabs//), I'm currently back at school working on my bachelors in graphic design. My goal is to be studying abroad in a year or two, I definitely want to travel out of the country next year. I have a couple of places lined up, first of which is Norway, my best friend sort of lives there.
Since you've seen me I've been a gold medalist, a supervisor, and someones significant other ((do I get a gold star for rhyming because that would be LIT)). I'm currently in a long distance relationship that is killing me. I love him so much, but some days my depression and anxiety take root and I forget that he's there. I don't really have any friends IRL because I'm so busy so I've been steadily depressed since probably late September? It really blows, and it's probably rough on him because he knows I'm going through a rough patch and I've been very intelligent ((I know, shocker)) since I've let him know how bad I can get when I've hit a rough patch like this. I'm seeing him next week though so that's lit. a. f. Translation: Lit As fUCK.
Beyond depression, which is everyone's party trick, I actually attempted living on my own for a while. Too bad I got fired from my first real job a day before I signed my lease. And I moved in with a complete asswipe that didn't pay a single dime in rent. I was jobless for a whole month and that drained my bank accounts completely. I went from having 7k in savings to a total whopping 1.5k in just a year. I'm still trying to dig myself out of a hole. Ironically, the full time position I had with benefits and more per hr ((11/hr whoa damn, that's some hot cash)), where I worked 5 days a week, my weekly paycheck is about the same as the one I receive at the restaurant I'm working at as a server. I pulled 300 dollars in tips last week. Holy hell was that nice. So I'm slowly building my bank account up since I've moved back in with my parents.
So, what have I been doing recently? I've gravitated to tumblr, where I'm a fanfiction writer for KPop, lol. Are we shocked? No. fUCK no. I admin several networks over there, and I've gained a significant following. You can check me out at ohnochudont where I'm technically on hiatus while school kicks my ass. I'm currently a fulltime student, I work fulltime, and I still dance competitively on the weekends. I also got back into that! Woohoo! Go me! Overbooking my schedule and all that ishhhhh. Luckily the restaurant I work at is closing earlier now so I can only work from 4-10. Dayyyuuumm. I've actually been there from like, 4PM-1AM because once it's already an hour after you're supposed to close, you just give up all hope and have fun with it. My bosses are great though, they're dedicated to good service and great food, so when they yell at me during service I know not to take it personally. Granted they don't yell at me a lot because everyone loves me. It's true.
Jk they were all ushering me out tonight. I also was first in, therefore first out, so when I only had one whole friggin' table from 4-7, it's time for me to go home.
I probably won't be back here ever again. So if you head over to tumblr and hmu ((as you should I'm a goddamn joy)), let me know your otaku username but also tell me your name. Fun fact, I'm horrible with names. Shocked? I hope not I'm an actual #mess. So if I'm honest to blog saying "uhh, who are you?" please don't be offended. I've also had a dozen accounts here over the years and I forget who I was friends with on each account. gOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo rOLEPLAY. But for real, give me time. You all hold a very near and dear place in my heart. That much has not changed.
So, this has been an extremely long post via Lex, my actual name. In case y'all were wondering, lol. Hopefully some people are still around and crossover to the dark side tumblr so we can continue our friendships! I honestly miss you guys, I miss theO. I miss anime ((a little bit I'm a kpop ho now)). But, c'est la vie. Life goes on. And now I'm a relatively popular tumblr blogger so there's that. Granted my writing isn't any good and I get no notes on anything. Rip. Oh well, it happens.
Hope to see you all soon!
Momma Lex
