just getting watching that one part... makes me remember those days back then... why i am who i am... its sad and pathatic it makes me wanna puke...
so far thats all i got to say .. it just brought back memories in a rush that having these feeling or not trusting someone is terriable and then i realize that i still dont not even my bf... or my friends.. even the one who knows my dark secrets.. but she does realize what i wented to do back then to end the pain...