i felt werid like something is off with me... for some reason i wanna cry... cry out my heart out .... im tired of everything... nowdays i dont talk to anyone.. barly my friends or family.. sometimes by bf... i feel alone.. like ill sent him a message and he'll not even answer... hes either playing his game.. but usualy he'll answer later... but he hasnt yet even if hes on fb he doesnt reply...

lonelyness is a deadly disease from spice wolf, which is so true.... uhg I don't know why but I fell sick... not emotional but physical sick like I'm gonna throw up ...

*sigh* i dont know what to do anymore.. i guess go to bed early and watch my regular anime on adswm ....