Rambling thots

When I first came to MyO, I felt like I was joining a commumity. I have been fortunate to meet some members at Anime Expo. It is taking some getting used to to become comfortable with the Worlds... and there has been to many minor negative stupid events (my car getting hit wit tires, boxes, you name it) in my life that I am having real trouble shaking, No biggie, but it all seems to suck all the energy and humor right out. Seems I am in a perpetual states of edginess, wondering what comes next... I am watching many amine series long after they have been popular. I have been noticing that there are fewer opportunities to watch Inuyasha... I love the art, and the characters. I fall asleep early, but now can record so I will be following Code Geass. It's time that Mamma got back in the kitchen to have a comfortable cup of tea, and drop back to a slower pace. Cosmicsailor, your writing inspires me, and Panda. Magnus , you brought up a great point about using our minds to create another world, and look more fully into our persona, because there is a strength and new way of looking at things that lies within.

I am feeling awkward at writing and a little embarassed by this mundane post, awkward at visiting with friends, feeling like I don't know what to say. But I have met good friends here, and I will just have to keep trying. Someday, my brain will finally hop off the treadmill and take the alternate road!

love and peace, and biscotti!

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