Okay, so after thinking it through a bit more I decided not to completely go off the chat. I'm just going to seriously down play it. I spend WAY WAY too much time online as it is. I really need to find other things to do, but there really isn't much I could do. Read books, go for walks, draw, watch t.v. or maybe go visit some family. I do it all. Though, I have to admit, the only family I want to spend time with is like my parents, my sister, and my grandmother. Maybe my aunt Tammy. Maybe I'll go work in the library with her this week. .-. It's better than nothing.
ANYWAYS!! I will continue to get on the chat, but at a much much more regulated moderation. Though, however, I'm still not too sure about this either, because, I still feel a bit stressed out when I'm in there. So, if I suddenly stop signing in on the chat, don't be surprised, because I'm not sure how well my moderation will work. If I continue to feel so... suppressed within the chat I will stop going in there completely for a while. I acted hasty yesterday in an act of frustration. I will try to take it slowly. If that doesn't help though, I will discontinue coming to the chat. Like I said to someone else though, I will not stop coming onto theO and all that completely. I will still get on here, I just wont be on the chat.
If you wish to speak to me, though, message me on MSN, or on here. I'll still check in. Sorry for the hasty reaction yesterday. I'm just not feeling up to par at the moment.
Okay, I know that I already told a few of you, and I've thought about doing it for a while now, but I'm going to be taking a break from the chat. I will still be on MSN and all other sites or whatever. I just need a break from the chat. I'm spending too much time on there. WAY too much time. I'm getting too involved in things, and somethings are starting to get out of hand. I need a break. Some alone time I suppose, or a nice long relaxing walk. Stupid storms. Maybe I'll work on my art some more. I've neglected it for a while now. I don't know. I just need to figure things out, and being in the chat seems to stir up the uncertainty and confusion. So, I'm going to take a break. I may come back in a couple of weeks. I may change my mind and sign in tomorrow. I just feel this is the best thing for now. I will miss you guys, but if you need me I will be here. You can always PM me, or if you have AIM or MSN/Yahoo, you can talk to me on there. So, until I figure some things out. Later days!
AIM: MandyNoel07
MSN: [email protected]
GIRLS ONLY:
Do you sleep in your bra?
Sometimes.... most of the time no... >_>
Do you enjoy drama?
Not really.
Are you a girly girl?
Sometimes.
Last person you hugged?
My dog. lol.
Small or big purses?
If I wouldn't lose my wallet, I wouldn't carry one. Either though, really.
Do you think you’re conceited?
Not at all.
Do you dress up on Halloween?
lmao. Yea, usually.
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On the picnic table, I think. lol.
Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
Yes. lol.
Last person who walked you somewhere?
Umm... I don't remember. I generally walk myself places. ._.
Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yea, a couple of people. Burke. Ledford.
Do you wear makeup?
Only if I'm going out and even then not very often.
Ever cried at a movie theater?
Once I think.
Can you put mascara on without opening your mouth?
lol. Yea, I can. lol.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No, actually, I'm called a good influence. ._.
THIS OR THAT:
Eyeliner or Mascara?
Mascara
Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Burke?
I don't care for designer purses. It's just something to lug my junk in. lol.
American Eagle or Hollister?
American Eagle.
Heels or flats?
Heels
Skirts or pants?
I like both actually. Pants so I can set how I like, but skirts make me feel sexy. :3
Hoodies or jackets?
jackets
Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers, they're more comfortable.
Straight or curly hair?
Mine is straight, but I love curly. :3
RANDOM:
What color is your bra that your wearing?
baby pink
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Hair is just a topping on. :p
Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
Not really, I don't think. Confused would be a better word. lol.
Do you have a best friend?
Yes.
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yes. Breast reduction and a nose job. I hate my nose and my boobs. :D
Do you like your life?
Yes and No
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes.
Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
No. However, if someone is like holding me hostage and holding a gun to my head, then heck yes I'd tell them I loved them.
Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yes, but... it was in high school, and the reason was because he backhanded me across my face.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Definitely.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yea.
Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yes.
Are you currently missing someone?
Yes.
IN A BOY:
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
._. I don't know. It shouldn't matter.
Well-educated or Dropout?
Educated.
Anything Cute or Abercrombie?
Doesn't matter.
Contacts or Glasses?
Also doesn't matter.
Funny or Serious?
Both. Know how to make me laugh, but serious when it's called for.
Long Hair or Short Hair?
Another doesn't matter. I would prefer it to be shorter than mine though. ._.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
Again, doesn't matter.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?
Dancer. I want to be able to have fun with him.
Basketball Player or Football Player?
Doesn't matter.
Smoker or Non-smoker
This matters. I hate smoking. I guess I COULD live with it, but I don't think I should have to. ._.
Drinker or Non-drinker?
Drinking is fine in moderation, and as long as it doesn't make them become something weird and what not.
1.) What would you do if minuya confessed love to you?
I'd just die... >_> I don't know. Really. lol.
2.) How did you meet heartstop?
On the Otaku chat. :3
3.) Have you ever been in heartkreuz's house?
No, but I am so awesome I can totally telepathically see it. :P
4.) What do you think about raven?
Well, Umm... Ha... That's So Raven. *shot*
5.) Would you love to read manda's very personal diary?
I'd be writing it, so most likely I would have to... Or would I? O.o
6.) What do you think of anny?
I love Anny, she's hilarious. lol.
7.) How do your and everlasting storm's talents add up?
I know not.
8.) If elix and manda teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
We could do wonderful things. Mwhahahahaha. Just imagine it... EliMandaxism... lmao!! We will rule the world!!
9.) Who's raven dating?
Honestly, I don't know. ._.
10.) Have you ever had lunch together with nica?
Nope. lol.
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To Whoever made this... You're silly. lol.
1.) Name: Amanda
2.) DOB: March 06, 1989
3.) Nicknames: Mandy, Manda, Noel, Manah (friends), Sissy (my parents), Hazel/Hazie (parents once again), NaNa (family)
4.) Bad habits: Cracking my knuckles
5.) Religion: Christian
6.) Fav. Quote: "Monkey see, Monkey do."
7.) Email address: [email protected]
8.) Height/Weight/Shoe: 5'5" (Not telling. >_>) 7-8
9.) Family: My mommy, daddy, little sister, 5 chihuahuas, 5 ducks, 2 cats, 1 turtle, and a bunch of chickens. Ohe yea, and my mammaw (grandmother), 7 aunts, about 10 uncles, numerous cousins, and my grandma and grandpa
10.) School: An upcoming Junior at Lincoln Memorial University
11.) Hobbies: I like listening to music, drawing, chatting on theO, gaming, sleeping when I can, hanging out with friends, I like cleaning, and reading booksand manga.
12.) Specialties: We're all special. I think that something I specailize in is compassion. I hate to see others hurting or see a friend in need. I try to help them the best I can. As far as other things I may specialize in... English. I'm an english major. lol.
13.) Sleeping Habits: Mine are easily messed with. I have the sleeping pattern of an infant. lol. I usually go to bed late. I need about 9 hours of sleep to be "okay" but I can go on less. The slightest interference on the times I go to bed and my entire schedule is off.
14.) Something good about myself: I think I have pretty eyes.
15.) What I think of myself: I'm strange. lmao.
16.) Fav. number: 2
17.) Fav. Season: spring/fall
18.) Fav. Food: Pretty much anything chicken.. lol...
19.) Least Fav. Food: onions
20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: Ummm... I like all kinds of music, I don't think I can pic a favorite. I think I like Drew Barrymore as an actress though.
21.) Fav. Sport: football
22.) Fav. Flower: White daisy, but I'm considering changing that to a lily.
23.) Fav. Colors: red, white, blue, yellow (patriotic much? heh. -_-)
24.) Thing I do to pass time: listen to my music, draw, play video games, talk on theO and MSN
25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): My mammaws and wal-mart
26.) Most confident thing I can cook: Instant Ramen Noodles. I can cook, but I practically live on these, so I can make them blind folded (theoritically).
27.) Songs I like these days: Honestly it's too diverse to choose one.
28.) What do you prefer: I prefer alot of things. Water to soda. Chicken to beef. Cool to hot.
29.) Most important being in my life: Family and friends.
30.) Person I like least: I can't think of anyone I don't really like at the moment.
31.) Kinds of people I detest: Back stabbers, liars, and plain ol' smart asses.
32.) Something I'm worried about: I always worry I will say something to offend someone and they will become upset or hate me.
33.) What I think I was in my past life: If that kind of thing really exists, then I was a house wife. LMAO. Or an activist. lol.
34.) If I could be reborn: I would be a pretty pretty princess!! :D
35.) When I want to get married: if and when I meet the right person.
36.) What I do when I'm mad: If you get me really mad I will cry. To avoid serious situations though, I will cry myself to sleep so that I can keep peace. lol. Sometimes I scream and yell, but I try to avoid serious confrontation.
37.) Places I want to fix on my face: would have to be my nose and my chin.I'm not a big fan of either.
38.) My dream/goal: to become a teacher and have a family someday. lol.
39.) Dream Salary: Money is a material object, it is unimportant, except to pay the bills and things of that sort.
40.) My least liked feature: My thighs and breast.
41.) Something that happens everyday: I wake up. I hope to continue doing so. :D
42.) I like/love someone right now: I don't know anymore.
43.) Jinxes: I can't think of any.
44.) Something I could go back and do: meet my pappaw. He dyed when in a coal mining accident when my daddy was 3. I would have liked to have met him.
45.) What I most regret in my life: allowing myself to believe the lies that hurt me so much.
46.) If I left a will before I die: I'd ask that all my books, clothes, and things be donated to a family in need.
47.) Prized Possession: my laptop, my books, and my game systems.(Aka. My PS, PS2, GC, DS, SNES, N64, etc.)
48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: Can I have your autograph?
49.) My ideal mate: Lets see... I guess I want someone who is nice to me. Who genuinly cares, and I share common interests. I want someone not afraid to take chances, and go against the odds. Life isn't a statistic. Honestly though, I don't really care, I just want someone who can care about me, and who I can return those feelings. I do tend to like guys taller than me though and most men I have ever liked have dark hair and dark eyes, but like I said, it doesn't really matter.
50.) Spent the most money on: my family. Everytime I go somewhere I want to buy them something. I don't know why, but I love buying for other people.
51.) When you're standing in front of the mirror: I tend to looks at all my flaws, and there are plenty.
52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: not really, but I would have liked to have piced them up and shoved them in a dumpster to get them to shut up.
53.) What kind of kids scare you: the ones that know too much. ._.
54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you die it: I just dyed mine a lovely shade of brown and red (thank god it lightened up). I guess... Pink though. My mommy would kill me. :p
55.) Most memorable Movie: Titanic
56.) Why aren't you going out with anyone: I aparantly haven't met the right guy, duh!
57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: A supporting character, someone who hides in the scenes but in the end tries to do something big. lol. I'm awesome.
58.) When do you most not like your friends: When they give harsh critisim over things that they don't understand. Or when they get jealous and mad because I won't go out with them or I have other plans.
59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: Whatever they want to do.
60.) What would you say to the people actually reading this?: I can't believe you're actually reading this. I'm boring, aren't I? lmao.
61.) favorite book (comics can be included): Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austin
62.) How many kids do you want: I don't know. I would love to have kids, but I don't know how many. lol.
63.) How many cards do you have: Just my debit card. lol.
64.) How much money do you have in your wallet: $61.00 and a couple dollars in change.
65.) What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: If I picked it up, I would freak out. I would turn it into the police I suppose. lmao. :p
66.) Things I stress over most: School, friends, family, men.... so on and so forth. Everything really. I'm a worry wart. lol.
67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: I don't know.
68.) Your grades in school: Are good. I make straight A's and B's for the most part.
69.) Do you believe in ghosts: I believe in spirits. I don't know if you would call them ghosts or not.
70.) A kind of Man you don't like: the kind that are all the time calling a girl babe and constantly making obscene gestures. Though, this is the kind of men I'm used to dealing with. :/
71.) A kind of woman you don't like: The kind that cheat, steal, lie, and create impossible situations.
72.) Do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime: When you are with the person you love.
73.)Do you sleep over at peoples' houses a lot: Not really. I sleep over at Whitney and Audrey's sometimes.
74.) Something I need right now: an allergy pill. *sneezes*
76.) What game am I best at: Ummm... I don't know. ._.
77.) What would you say to someone who's about to die: Can I have your mink coat? JUST KIDDING!! I don't really know what I would say to someone dying. Don't give up hope, I suppose. Life has many mysteries and miracles.
78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself? All the time. lol.
79.) What do you do when you can't fall asleep: Talk to people and read online until I finally pass out.
80.) Your favorite/most commonly used phrases: "I'm an idiot." "I'm strange." "I'm weird."
82.) Good/bad thing about our country: there is alot of good and bad. One bad thing is all the stupid advertisements. One good thing, it's a beautiful land, but then again, most places are. =/
83.) Foreign language I want to learn: Chinese
84.) My complex: I have lots. lol.
85.) What is there you want to do: Be able to help those in need and make a difference in the world.
86.) Do you find anything wrong with your face or personality: I find lots wrong with me. I'm too blunt. I have a gutter brain alot of times. I cuss too much. I'm not very pretty, but I'm okay. I'm perfect in my imperfection though, right?
87.) What I do when I'm stressed: Wonder, question, pray, clean, and play with my hair.
88.) Have you ever wanted to commit suicide: Everyone has at somepoint in time I believe.
89.) What kind of teacher do you hate: the ones who don't pay attention to their student's needs, and who take more interest in their salary than their students education.
90.) Who's a person who gave you the most hope etc: I have hope?
91.) What would you do if someone grabbed your things and started running: I guess I would chase after them.
92.) What would you do if you saw a pervert on the street: as long as he stays away... we're good.
93.) What I think of losers/outcasts: You're cool. :D
94.) What are you most scared of?: Solitude. I fear being alone more than anything else in this world.
95.) Are you willing to live your life to the fullest: Willing, yes. lol.
96.) Rain, Snow, Sunshine, Cloudy, Windy which do you prefer: All of the above.
97.) Have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted to online:Oh goodness... Umm... Yea, I have. *sigh* Sucks too.
98.) What you want to say to your friends: Make love not war. :P
99.) How honest were you: completely
100.) You've finished! How do you feel: Relieved, and a bit depressed now. I think I'll go get ready. I'm about to leave. lol.
