I spent last night at a friends house. Audrey, she's actually my sisters best friend, but I consider her as mine too. I havent talked to me other friends in days. Last night one of them invited me to go out with them this Saturday, but Im so tired. Regardless of my actual break starting Thursday. One of my final exams got moved to tommorrow. That tickled me, I was going to have to take 3 exams in one day otherwise.
Anyways, the day started out pretty good. I went to bed at like 4 and got up at 6 when my sister turned the light on and nearly blinded my poor sleeping eyes. Im not a morning person, though I can be, but with two hours of sleep and the prospective of 3 exams, I wasnt exactly a happy camper. I think I screamed at her, mumbled something at the least. Whatever it was, Im pretty sure it was gibberish. After all, I hadnt exactly woke to the sound of churping birds and the gentle dawn of a new day, now had I?
After walking through the house and making an idiot of myself when I nearly followed Audrey outside to brush my teeth, I managed to finish getting ready and somehow get down the steps and the hill without killing myself, though from the way I was walking and how many times I almost fell, me falling and killing myself seemed more logical. A guy from highschool was supposed to meet us at the Huddle House and ride to class with us this morning, but we waited for more than 45 minutes and he never showed, and I ended up being late for my final exam because of it. Btw, I probably failed the exam, things we never went over were on it and I didnt know any of it. :S
I also spoke to my advisor, it appears that my scholarship is from Phi Thetta Kappa, the sorority at my school. lol. Im so awesome I got the full amount. Just a different name on the same awesome funding of my education. lol. I recieved a total over $7000 a year for 3 years, or 3500 a semester for 6 semesters. That is an awesome scholarship. Its half my tuition. The rest of it will be paid with other scholarships and grants. I had been worried about taking out loans. I lucked out. We seem to take from the poor in this country and give to the rich. I wouldnt get anything.
They really need to change the phrase from land of opportunity to land of subjegation or maybe land of big headed idiots politicians. I hate politics and social norms. Everyone is the same, no matter race, gender, ethenticity, origin, or even sexual preference. We are all flipping human. Seems we tend to take that for granted though. It makes me sick to even think about all the hungry children there are out there, and some rich ass CEO can build a $1000000 office renovation. Yes, that really happened.Some economic crisis they appear to be in. While families are losing their homes and jobs, they are losing pocket change. Crazy people.
I wish I could make everything better within the world. I would love to help everyone. Thats just the type of person I am, though. I hate to see people suffer and I hate to see others gain from others suffering. Its sickening. I wish I could stop it all. Oh, well, there isnt much I can do, but if I ever decide to be a politician, it will be because I hate politics. lol. Makes no sense Im sure, but I would love to make a difference in the world some way. Maybe someday Ill find a way.
HAHAHA!!Yet we still take it. Were so hypocritical at times.
