So I got up this morning and was completely thrilled I had only one exam left. Ive taken my slow and easy time at it. Which was an amazing thing for me, because I have had to rush and work so fast and hard all week Ive barely had time for air it seems. Ive been super exhausted. Everything seems to be so complicated lately, but I found that as soon as I relaxed a bit after all the exams, I was alot more at peace. Things dont feel as complicated, and I finally got some good sleep last night.
I really dont think I would have made it through this last week without the help of some of you. You set up and talked me through it every day. You listed to me complain and whine. One of you even yelled at me to get my work done. Im glad you yelled at me though. I didnt want to disappoint so I put forth the effort and got the work done. I made perfect scores on 3 out of the 4 essays. Exams Im still not sure about, but still you guys helped me make it through it and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I truely believe you guys were a blessing in desguise. You kept me entertained, made me laugh, and kept me motivated. No matter how much I wanted to give up on the work and just talk to you.lol.
Its hard to imagine how much friendship means to us, but this week I realised that without it I wouldnt be able to do alot of things. I would have much rathered to sleep in on days and not turn my work in, but for my future and the fear of letting others down I pushed right on. The stress is till hard, but Im happy.
I went for a walk today. I love to walk. I didnt get to walk too long, it was raining, and when I got to the top of the heal a little ways down the road I had to turn around because it started pouring the rain. So I turn around and come home and I set and work on my exam. I of course was soaked, but I thouroughly enjoy the rain. Its just hard to walk around in the rain when you cant see because your glasses are covered in water droplets.
After that I went on to working on my FINAL final exam. Its not due until tomorrow, so I get to take my time with it. I found where all the answers were and I wrote them down. The only thing left to do is to write them in on my responses and turn in the exam. Good thing we can save and come back on the exam. Id be screwed otherwise. I cant set that long at an exam. It hurts my head. Not to mention my eyes. XD
Ill be going tomorrow and working in the library with my aunt though, so I wont be able to finish the exam till later tomorrow. I also wont be online until later tomorrow evening, which wil be about 3:30-4:00 my time. :(
Funny fact: More than 2/3 the women in my family became teachers. lol. My aunt Im going to help tomorrow has her degree in pretty much anything in education. She has her principalship, librarianship, and can teach in k-12. lol. She has been a professional student for the last few years. :3 Teaching must run in my family. lol. I cant wait to become a teacher myself.
I really do enjoy college though, no matter how much I complain. Its just hard at time. lol. Then again, when isnt something in life hard. Im so exhausted from everything though. I just dont know what Im going to do with myself. lol. Oh well, lifes complicated, we get over it. XD
And as a special treat for everyone... an artwork that because it is too small the O will not let me add to my art:
Hope you enjoy, and once again, thank you to all of you who didnt give up on me and kept my laughing and occupied while I was going through my week of hell.
