The time flew past me, I lost some friends and gained even more. The friends I made this year shocked me. Most of them I would have never expected to become friends with me. I wont bore you with a long post about the whole year, mainly because I don't remember ^^' but if you want to know, just go and read my older posts but I doubt anyone but me would do that. ;D

As of lately, I've been pretty busy with homework, family matters and things of the sort. But my mind isn't on that or the new year but another subject. Pretty depressing one though.
STORY TIME

I was at school not really exciting not really boring, on the bus I got hit on weird I know but I walked up to my hose came in the door and my mom came up to me and said "I made an appointment to put Sadie down." Meaning my dog.
She was fine yesterday, but I guess at night she couldn't really walk she would only fall down, and my mom had to feed her by hand. When I saw her half of her face was drooping. I guess she had a stroke. I didn't want her to suffer so I thought putting her down would be the best, we could all tell that she was in pain. I think it really hit me was when my dad picked her up to go to the bathroom and when she started to turn to come back to him she fell and just laid there and ate some snow. I watched her from the window of my room because if I was anywhere near her I don't think I could have taken it. All day I have been trying to keep my mind off of it but typing this post isn't helping at all. I think my mom has been taking it the worst. I can't help but to think that now I will only see her in my memories. You know I don't think I have ever cried so much in one day. Do I want to talk about it?
No
I wouldn't even like it mentioned to me but here, because I'll be able to not even read the comments until I know it wont hurt as bad.

So I made a post. Go crazy.