Welcome to the insane domain of LancelotConquista.

Not the good guy

I thought I could be her friend after we broke up, even though I didn't want to break up, she was confused, so I wanted her to be happy, I told her I'd be here, told her I'd always be here, be here for her to come to if she needed me...but I can't be here, can I? Not when I feel hurt, even though I've long since forgotten the meaning of her words, forgotten what it was to love her, I want to be here for her, but I can't be her friend, I don't want to be more, but I still can't be her friend, is it because we WERE more? Or is it because I've been hurt so badly that I'm not capable of being her, or any other person's, friend anymore? I can still laugh, but I don't feel the emotion behind it, I don't enjoy things the way I use to. This is a sickness of a kind that I do not know the cure..if there should be such a thing.

I don't want to feel this way, I just don't, I want to be here, but I'm prevented by something, something that makes me feel horrible for being here. I don't mean here as in TheO, I mean here, this place in my life, that's it. I don't know what's wrong, and I don't know if anyone can help me, but I want to be here, so I'm not giving in.

And I am not Emo.

Alright, that's enough drama, I hope Kate read this, geez, sometimes I get so bored that I have to write stupid nonsense like that just to relieve the pent up drama!

The wolf: Rei!?

The last chapter of Doubt that dropped revealed Rei as the true wolf. Rei, whom we thought was dead, whom we saw pinned to the wall! How!? How could such a thing happen! Of course, yours truly suspected Rei from the beginning, but my thought was that she had hypnotized everyone and the game was just an illusion, then I realized that she's not Aizen, boy was that a silly thought.

It's interesting, albeit cliche, that the poor broken girl who 'died' first is the actual monster behind the Doubt killings. But what I don't get is... why? Why kill people? I mean Yuu and Mitsuki idolized her, even after she was labeled a fraud---which we now know, due to her exploits, was a false label--- yet she hypnotizes innocent(?) people into killing for her. Just what is this girl's game? Is she killing for revenge, or is there something linking all of her victims? Where is the red yarn! I just don't get it.

I'd like some theorizes regarding Rei's possible motives from other Doubt fans.

Ciao~
LancelotConquista

Rising Dragon

This is just the beginning of a series I 'tried' working on involving my Bleach OC, the Arrancar warrior, Kuro. He's been betrayed by his 'family' and is ready to all Lelouch on Hueco Mundo!

Kuro moved forward, his hakama displacing the sand under his feet, creating snaking trails on the surface of Hueco Mundo as if many serpents had slithered over her barren face. The young arrancar warrior sureyed the area, he could see a group of adjuchas hollows chattering amongst themselves over a meal, the Menos Forest stood quiet behind them.He grimaced, he was tired of seeing these generic concept arrancar besmirching the face of his beloved home. The once spiteful arrancar had evolved into something else, no longer was he the scared and abused container of the past, something new had emerged from his tormented cocoon, something hard, smooth, something with a purpose. He averted his gaze, staring coldly at the quartz trees of the white desert, it's sands perpetually bleached by the equally white sun, or moon, he could never really tell what time it was, or even what day it was, everything just was. For Kuro every day simply faded into the next, there was no time, only the concept of time, there was nothing more than existance in this world of anti-existence, so solitary that Kuro had gone sane, very sane.

Tired of feeling the reiatsu of the adjuchas near him Kuro drew his blade, he gripped his beloved zanpakutou's hilt with his right hand, pulling it from it's crude sheath connected to his shoulder. He looked at all hollows that had yet to develop the drive to evolve with contempt, he hated their existance, how they didn't strive for anything more than the next meal. He closed his eyes tightly as he disappeared from view, a crackle, the faint sound of metal cutting flesh, cutting bone, and then there was only Kuro, his once white uniform drenched in the purple black blood of the hollows he'd slain, his very brothers, his own race. He shed a single tear as he resheathed his blade and leaned back against one of the trees that signaled the entrance to the Menos Forest, he just stood there, reflecting on how much of a heretic he really was. In his brief stay in Hueco Mundo Kuro had killed the one creature he'd vowed to protect, ally with the one creature he vowed a vendetta against, and abandoned those he vowed to conquor the whole of this black world with, he'd abandoned everyone and everything that had given him so much. To the boy who controlled lighting like a toy, he was becoming less and less significant to the world than he knew he should be, he knew in his essence that he was meant to reign over everything, that he had the potential to become a god, he just needed to experience everything, only to realize he didn't need any of it to be great.

Disgusted by his contradictory existence Kuro clawed at his breast through his shirt, a blood stained 'I' slowly emerged on his clothing, his number in the Caballeros Hueco, the group that had once been his family. He didn't feel obliged to ally with anyone, he didn't need a faction, he'd take over the world on his own terms, with his ambition he could do anything, afterall, he'd survived things that would kill others, he was going to become a god. He slowly opened his eyes, for once in his life he could see everything in the scope of reality, he had obtained a sense of being that was only a concept to most, one thing kept repeating over and over in his head, "For my ambition".

Fang King

Wanijima Agito is quite possibly the coolest manga character I've ever seen, I mean he's a badass, but not cold, his A-Ts have BLADES! How can he not be awesome?! With his navy hair, questionable past, and affinity for eyepatches, he has become my favorite Air Gear character. I'm really looking forward to the release of his Sand Tiger's full force.