Alone...im alone. I dont know where im going. Where am i anyway? I ran for maybe another block and then my legs gave out on me. "Waaaa. Why Yuki? Why did you kiss me like that? I know i said i wanted to take Yuki away from Shu-chan. I wanted him to like me more, but not in a girlfriend kind of way though. I just wanted him to like me more as a kinda pet i guess.? I wanted to stay with them and i wanted Yuki to like me more. I like being the favorite... Waaaaa but then he kissed me and Shu-chan sawwwwww!!!" Then out of nowhere Shu- chan was right next to me. "You're one weird lost puppy you know that?"" How did you find me so quickly!!??" Yuki got out of his car. "You know you just ran in a big circle you moron." "Huh?" I looked around. "No fucking way!!!! Hic.. um..um..iiiiiimmm such an idiot!!! Waaaaa!" )One look from Yuki silenced me. "You know youre just as annoying as he is," he said pointing to Shu-chan. "waaaa Yuki how can you be soo mean? I'm no where near as annoying as her!""I didnt want you to kiss me." That brought a shocked look to Yuki's face."What do you mean by that? Didnt you tell Shuichi that you were going to take me from him?" My face got hot. "uh..yeah but you see that's not how i meant it. I.. you see im from America and" " We know that already." They both spoke at the same time and i looked up and saw they were both staring at me! "How did you know i.." "I looked you up on the internet and saw the news paper articles. We know what happened to your family and that you ran away. We also know that they already stopped looking for you. They think you committed suicide." What?! "The look on your face says that you didnt know they had stopped looking already." I sunk to the ground and felt the tears well up again. The whole time Shu-chan had just stood there and let Yuki talk, now he was hoolding me in his arms as i fell apart. " They stopped already!? The.. They think im.. im dead!? How could they? I mean i knew th..that nobody really c.cared. They all a.. acted like they did, b..but i..i knew they didnt! They talked about me when they th..thought i wasnt around. I saw the cold stares they gave me in class. Bu..but i never thought they.. they would just forget about me like i was never there, and leave me fo dead. Wh..why?!" Shuichi looked up helplessly at Yuki and back down to me. "Ive had enough of this." The words shocked me out of my self pity pit. I looked up at Yuki. " I can't stand stupid children." He was looking at me with those cold eyes. I didnt understand. "You knew they didnt care,and thats why you left. Dont sit here and cry over this. So they dont care about you. Who needs them? He turned around and started walking away. Shuichi looked up at him."Yu..Yuki?" He looked back over his shoulder and said" Besides you still have us."
end ch 4