welcome to melancholy paradise! This is my one world, and I cram if full of miscellaneous things: pictures, videos, rants, boring things about me, and occasional hauls. yup.

sakura!!

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BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stickywicket's back.

schools in and sticky's back. for good I think...? I need to kill stress sooooo...

oh yah! I'm joining the X Country team at my school! yay for running! hopefully I won't be too embarrassingly slow and wimpy. and i'll post my times here so you people can judge me of my average-slowness. Panda's going to do it w/ me and she be my running buddy. woot woot!(*^o^)/(^-^*) Our first meet is 9/15/09...

smoke screen!

random title. well...
I wanted to inform you people that stickywicket is going to be taking a break from theO for a while... so don't expect to see me in chat or commenting ect. I may occasionally update this world...

but it's becoming a big commitment... and right now were going through lots of remodeling at my house so i can't spend lots of time on the computer... and i get stressed out thinking people are waiting for me to PM them back...

and schools starting soon, and my parent's spent most of the college/retirement funds on our new kitchen... so I've got to get a scholarship. no pressure, right? I was just thinking of marrying a rich guy after high school and then we wouldn't have to worry about it.(lolz. joking. I'm not a gold digger...seriously. I'm not. but that would be kinda nice...*contemplating*)

But who knows; maybe once school starts i'll be like, "doy! i need morale support!!" or I'll miss being able to talk about anime all the time...(probably the most likely scenario. hardly anyone at my school even knows what manga is. sheesh. and Most of those people i wouldn't associate with anyway...I'M SO MEAN.)and i won't be able to randomly be like "nooo! Itachi can't die!!"and have people understand me.

but the real reason i'm 'taking a break' from theO is because I don't won't to become too attached to technology, like i already am. so I'm trying to...become un-addicted to the computer. (I read a thing in a magazine about girls being addicted to technology with real symptoms of addiction. And it freaked my out.) so there you have it.

and i know i'm being really hypocritial b/c I'm currently planning to buy a PSP (hello, technology) mainly b/c it has internet.....and i'm looking forward to getting my first phone in exactly 12 months. so what i'm trying to say is... that I might be back from my little break REALLY REALLY SOON. but i'm going to try it anyway and see how i feel.

quiz...

I took another quiz. this time it was the "what role do you play in an anime". heh heh heh... I got unknown....----....---- not sure how i feel about that...

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new avi debut!

new avi again! now it's Azu-nyan from K-ON!. can you say OBSESSED? maybe i am. with K-ON!. when I become obsessed with things, I never really stop being obsessed with the other stuff... it just becomes a part of me, along with everything else I love.

so, this avi feels like just the right balance of kawaii and ordinaryish for me right now. can't really explain it... I would post it here but it's a .png so...