first off, I'm super happy b/c it turns out rutabagga wasn't mad at me after all, (and she got my e-mail too!) so that's good! Panda is just really dramatic about everything... and i freaked out cause i hate causing tension and drama unnecissarily(sp?). but everything's okay now and i'm not guilty any more!

Yesterday was my first X country meet... and it was so bloomin hot!! we ran around this huge open field and the sun was beating down on us... but I finished 16th (which ironically is my x country number) and 4th in my school! our two best girls weren't there that day though, so if i want to make the top five tomorrow (our next meet) i'm going to have to work hard. I didn't find out my time yet but i'll know tomorrow cause they have to post it... yay!

in 30 minutes i'm going to church to "praise bells" practice, which is a ministery where you play handbells at the church services. the music sounds to soft and cute!! and it looks really cute to ring the bells... eeepp!! the only down side is that there are only like 4 other people doing it, and they're all totally un-cute.(okay, there's one girl who's normal-ish but I can't really make friends with people at my church for some reason. i get really shy and it's kinda hard to get to know me at first...I love church, there's just no one anime-ish and interesting there...)so i'm going there soon and i'm hoping someone really interesting is going to join.

that's all the major stuff for now... off to typing an essay (and making a card maybe? I haven't made one in a billion years!)