i might stop drawing for a while maybe. I know it's already happening, with me uploading something every 6 months - 1 yearbut like.... im so ffrustrated
I don't improve as wuickly as i want to and i make the same mistakes every time i go to draw on paper. My "style" has been the same as it was since about a year ago when i changed it. I want to be simple bbut in a cooler way. u feel
so yeah. To save myself the mistery and blood and tears, i will at least stick to sketches..... not like i habvebt been uploading sketchy work BUT i mean....................................... messier stuff ("It gets worse?!").
yeah. I hate drawing digitally rn.... that is the only way to upload things nowadays. It's so ew... but i suppose it's just a thot right now. nothing official or anything.

That's eveb w music. I was thinking about quitting beccause I can't get anytihgn right. I'll be at home practicing for about an hour and a half going over the same thigns w out any improvement in it. And forget about music theory...... the teacher makes us do that now. I dont even want to see my grades for those music theory tests. They're so gross.

But who knows. Tomorrow I could be so pumped to do things, y'know?! maybe i will draw right now.

**Just kidding, I'm gonna play the Sims now lmfao