- Created By lucilight
Don't Make the Hulk Angry
I am seriously on the verge of just making cat-ka-bobs, that's how much I currently hate my cats. They woke me up yesterday, flying all around my room, jumping over me and crap after only 5 hours of sleep!!! It's like having a baby for crying out ...Eye Twitch
MY EYE WON'T STOP TWITCHING! GAHHH!!!!! I WANT IT TO STOOOP D: So yeah, I just woke up... on Thanksgiving... It sucks because it means I missed the balloon parade D: and the dog show D: which for me used to be a tradition to watch every yea...Avi
I finally broke and went and found an Avatar icon from Google. I've been putting it off well... mostly because I've been to lazy to go hunt one down.
To add to this completely pointless post, an old friend of mine contacted me today. We had been best friends since we were twelve until I had a falling out with my mom and moved to my dads. about a year after that she contacted me and invited me on a camping trip with her family. I was so excited to finally see her and her family, all of whom had been like a second family to me for so many years, and I ended up paying the price for all that excitement :T her brother, who I was also really good friends with would barely even look at me let alone talk to me, which hurt, and I ended up finding out why too. My mom had been talking major crap about me to everyone. Now I expected this, but it's one of those things where it isn't great to be right, I think the worst part though, aside from her talking crap was that I expected it... :T anyway, after that I didn't talk to my friend for a long while, well actually tonight was really the first time I talked to her since last summer. It really sucks that things ended up this way. She wants me to come visit, but to be honest I'm scared to go because I don't want what happened last time to happen again, but at the same time I really miss her and all the good times we had. But I know she's changed, and although I don't feel like I've changed, I also feel like it seems like I've changed... Really confusing, I know, and depressing... just thinking about it sucks :T
So anyway! I'm gonna try to cheer up and maybe I'll go visit her, at least go hang out for a couple hours, and hopefully I can just meet her somewhere and avoid the rest of her family, at least for now. I really don't want any awkwardness and the only way to avoid that is to ease back in rather than jump... even though I prefer jumping haha.
Isolated
I feel like I'm on my own little secret island... or really in solitary confinement. I haven't received any texts, messages, or etc. and it almost feels like I'm the last person around... it's kinda sketchy.
by the way does anyone know how to spell etc in full? I just tried to do it and auto correct didn't even know what I was attempting, like, it thought I was trying to spell Terrance or terrace... weird.
another thing, what's up with that 'i before e except after c' rule thing? it's totally bonked. what about 'Their' or... well I know there are other words that don't fit in I just can't remember them right now... but still, why tell little kids this "Rule" if it isn't actually true? I'm telling you, BONKED.
So... I'm a little insane from the whole solitary thing I guess... really probably not a good idea to not really speak to anyone for days on end... OH WELL. I like solitary-ness... or what ever, it's not so bad. I have my cats, and that's all I need...
Just kidding, I seriously need to get out, I DON'T WANNA BE A CAT LADY D:
