I dont know what to do with my life any more, it feels like im stuck in this rut and i just keep digging, i dont know what to do....as soon as it feels like a start getting some where something else goes wrong, and i cant stand it. i really love aaon, i love him with evey thing i have, i want to be with him, but he says it wont work, we broke up four months ago, and now he has a new gf and it just kills me inside, i am happy fo him but it just puts me through so much pain, i feel like i will never find some one for me, i have guys tell me how amazing i am, but i dont believ it because im still alone :( what do i do?