omfg today has been insane... but i have submitted art >D
you know u love it
that is all for today.. cuz i'm writiing an essay and its almost 11 pm :D yay!
~Rachel
Hey guys,
sorry for not updating that often, but i'll start up again now ^_^ so busy with all the people coming over and whatnot, but thats over now.
BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY EWWWW. February break was so short >.> I thought i had a huge outline due today so I stayed up till 1 am doing it, turned out it's due wednesday. Bleh so now I'm so tired... took a nap... feel even more tired D: *dies* Ughhh and i know i always feel more tired after naps, but i still do it anyway *bonks self*
I started a picture on photoshop the other day. It's not really turning out too awesome... but i'll post it here eventually when it's done ^^;;; It's all outer spacey and stuff >.>; lol
But yea i duno what else to say except that i want snow D: lol
So have a great day guys ^^ i'll try and get to visiting sites... bleh evil hw D:
~Rachel
Hi guys,
meh i've been too lazy to post and what not... and i'm so tired D8 people have been coming over every day this week and i dont really feel like being social with them XD even tho it is my family >>;; just not in the mood ^^;;;;
i was so hyper on chat last night 8D omg it was so fun but now i think i still feel tired from it >>;; but it was so worth it 8D.
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Everyone whose come over this past week has been asking me about college D8 it's so annoying.. i dont feel like talking about college every freakiny day... everyones like have u heard have u heard have u heard?? a;lsdkjfdaf can it already D8 same ppl ask me... and i already told them who i've heard from D8 gahhh and i keep telling people everything comes in march.. is it march yet? no >>;;;; aklsgj;f20439autsdjfkod *dies*
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i started drawing a picture on photoshop... i need to go buy more paper to start the contest prizes from oh bak in the summer. but i know what everyone wants now so i can start that as soon as i get my paper.
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so yea.. thats bout it.. gotta update the featured artist world but i'm lazy >>;;;
have a great day guys
~Rachel
Hey guys,
thanks so much for the really nice comments yesterday i really appreciated them all so much. today was the funeral it was sad and all, but i'm sure my grandpa is in a better place.
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we're sitting shiva this week. the jewish religion says that u sit for a week and there are services every night that u do in ur house and u go into temple on friday and saturday. the canter is coming to our house to do the service so it should be nice, hopefully the dogs dont bark too much.
Lots of people are gonna be coming over every day to sit shiva and pay their respects and such, so i might be busy and everything.
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something random o,o i lost two subscibers ;-; i duno why D8 that's so weird DX
but yea.. have a great day guys, i'm gonna stay on for a lil bit today
~Rachel
Hey guys,
I'm actually not in the mood to explain why I havent posted but something else happened that I'd rather discuss.
I was woken up around 7:30 am yesterday and my mom was like Rachel, Poppy *my grandpa* isnt doing well, the hospital said we should come now. this might be it.
So we all rushed as quickly as we could to get ready and such and we left the house at 7:45 and then we got there around 8 am. Before you go into the room you have to wash your hands and put on gloves. something about germs and bacteria and stuff. Adults dont need it for some reason only children do *no clue why* so my parents go in first while my brother and i are putting on our gloves.
As I go in I, I dont see any of the machines that were hooked up to him the last time i saw him and he wasnt curled into a ball with a breathing mask around his mouth. He as layoung completely straight with the blanket over him up to his chin and his mouth was wide open and his head was bak. I look at my mom, my dad's arm around her and she was crying. Unless you've experienced it before, seeing someone dead is probably one of the most disturbing and yet peaceful things ever. It doesnt look natural but at the same time it looks like they're sleeping.
Before I knew it i started crying to. They didnt officially tell us that he was dead. i knew he was dead. They said 15 minutes ago he was breathing shallow. One of the nurses came in and she took his pulse, she didnt say anything to us and she walked out. Then the doctor came in and asked us to leave the room for a second. he was in there with a bunch of nurses and stuff. I was hugging my mom outside. After around a minute he came bak outside and told us that he was in fact dead and that he was sorry for our loss.
They told us he was breathing very shallow when we came in, but i dont think that he was.... one of the nurses said that he straightened out his whole body right before he died. like he knew he was going to die or something... but i think we got there right before he passed.
i felt exhausted.. i think i was crying for 3 hours straight. . . later that day i went to my grandma's house to sleep over she wanted company and didnt want to feel lonely. so i slept in the same bed as her and she told me more about my grandpa and how they met and everything. so i was just listening to her talk and such. . she was making me cry X'D
the funeral is going to be held tomorrow and then we're sitting shiva all week... so lots of people are going to be coming over every day D8... *have to keep my room clean >>;;*
i still dont even know if i'm gonna say something at the service tomorrow... i duno what to say. i might stick something in the coffin but i duno yet...
so yea... just wanted to say that XD sorry you guys had to read that whole thing... OH brighter side..
i won the valentines day contest ^^ i duno what exactly i'd get yet... but i'm really happy i won X3 so thank you adam ^^ and the judge ^^
have a great day guys
~Rachel
