So first off happy belated birthday to beth and iruka. sorry i didnt say anything yesterday.
So let me go on a rant about what's been going on in school. So there's this guy that i like, and all of my friends know that i like him. we went over to his place with me, and some of my friends to hang out and whatever. I knew that he was interested in one of my friends, and she ended up going.
before we even went she said to my other friend that she felt awkward going because she didnt know the history i had with this guy. but she went anyway.
She got extremely drunk and high, and was flirting with him all night, right ini front of me. i even told her that i liked him. and i'm like are u interested in him? and she says no i have a boyfriend, why would i be?
The thing is, she's fighting with her boyfriend and they'll probably break up soon, but still friends dont flirt with friends crushes right in front of them, regardless of how under the influence they are.
But anyway, she kept doing it all night, the guy kept returning the flirtatiousness because he's interested. So i go into his room and just sit on his computer open photoshop and start crying. His roommate comes in, and he's a nice guy, so i was talking to him cuz he knows everything that's going on. and he feels bad that its happening and he understands that it sucks.
To make matters worse later in the night, everyone leaves to get food and me, that girl, and the guy i like are left in the appartment alone. they're playing games together and its really only two player what they were playing , so i felt extremely awkward and went back in the room and started getting really upset again.
at the very end of the night after we left, i texted the guy (i was still drunk T_T), and i said to him i still like you, but i know u dont like me, can u just tell me that u dont so that i can get over u. and he was nice about it. and he said it wouldnt be awkward nothing will change. he doesnt like me like that, but he was still nice about it .
even though i asked for what i wantd to hear it still hurt like a bitch, and i cried all night and all morning.
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last night, i was supposed to go to a party but no one knew where exactly it was so i didnt go with them to go searching for it. i called my friend to see what she was doing and she said that she was going to that guys appartment with the same girl who he's been flirting with and her roommate. So i got extremely pissed that no one told me. Why the fuck is this girl flirting with the guy i like still, WHILE she's still dating someone. So my plan was to either go with them to the appartment and hang out and drink w/e, or stay in my room all night. I went over to my friends dorm to get ready to go, but i started to get upset and she's like rachel, you probably shouldnt go if ur already getting upset. (i knew it wasnt in my best interest to go, i just wanted to know what was going to happen throughout the night). I asked my friend if she could tell me anything that she knew about what was going on, but she said she felt weird about doing that because that girl is her roommate/best friend, so she couldnt do that.
I ended up going back to my dorm right when the guy picked them up, so i didnt end up going. My friend read my shitty tumblr post and kept calling me to make sure i was okay and he came over and hung out with me for a little while.
Just like basically, who the fuck flirts with a guy when they know that their friend likes him. AND right in front of them. She's basically thinking about only herself in this situation, i've never met the biggest bitch before in my entire life. My friend is saying to confront her about it, and i might depending upon what else happens.
I'm going to their appartment tonight to hang out with the guys roommate for a little while since i'm gonna be in that area, so i guess i can ask him what happened.
But i need your opinion on this, is this girl wrong in what she's doing? What the fuck am i supposed to do? idk, just please i really need help. i feel so sick to my stomach
