- Created By Mimmi
*flop*
*stares at the computer screen for a couple of minutes* ...... *leaves and loafs around the house for an hour or five* .... *comes back and continues the staring* ....
Ok, enough of that! And no, I didn't actually do that just now. But usually I do. Except there's a bit of clicking to coincide with the staring.
*turns on stereo* Whoops. Reminder to self: stop with the whole *action* thing for the time being!
So I guess you could say I'm feeling out of my circle (loops are so yesterday's thang) and even though my body isn't devoid of energy there's just no incentive to do anything. Somehow it feels like I'm in a mixed state of inspired and depressed, which doesn't blend at all and ultimately leaves me confused as to how I'm feeling!
But the sun is shining. Or, more accurately put, I'm not gonna let it bother me ... when I can help it. It's only when mom prods me if there's something wrong that it becomes an issue, haha. Just leave me to loaf for a while and it'll be fine, you know? I think I'm more than qualified to decide when digging is necessary (that word always fails to be spelled correctly by me *angst!*) to dig into my downwardness or when to allow it to subside by its lonesome.
Kinda like how a bush/shrub changes color. If it's due to a seasonal thing there's nothing you should do about it. Only when there's a treatable disease are you justified in attempting rescue efforts. Oooooo. Imagery psychology :o
Anyway. Man, it felt nice to just blab garble :)
I'll get around to taking some close-ups on the jewelery, maybe today since I'm "skipping" interning, so ya'll can boost my self esteem by praising how much they sparkle in the light (.... not that that has anything to do with any talent on my part since the beads tend to do that anyway *snortgigglefacepalm*).
On an almost semi-related note, despite spending quite a bit of money on purchasing beads/stuffs, I have a fair amount of cash set aside for rainy days. Looking out of the window after breakfast this morning it hit me how nice it'd be to go somewhere and just wander about. Do some people-watching. Just exist somewhere that isn't here. That thought made me feel very peaceful. Along with a necklace (that might be turned into a bracelet or not) with a message important to me, I now have two things up my sleeve to pull out when the funk tries gets too full of itself.
Mmmm, 'twas a good idea to post ^_^ Thanks for reading and try to keep any worrying at a minimum. I'm more contemplative than depressed, really ;)
The jewels of my labor
So. That's what I've been up to in my spare time. Making stuff/jewellery ^_^ It didn't take long until most of the available space for my hobby was covered beyond recognition. My finished pieces were scattered everywhere, crying out for a place to be stored. Mom came up with the brilliant idea of getting some foam, place it on an mdf board and cover it in velvety fabric. Dad came through with buying the mdf, I covered it in foam and fabric today, then we both worked together to get it up on the wall.
Let me know if you're interested in getting a closer look on any of the items ^_^
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AAAAASUUUUUUMAAAAAA!!!!!!NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Someone please explain to me Kishimoto's reasons for his course of action because there's no excuse for doing what he did!!!!! *bawls*
.... My sister spoiled this some time ago. I don't know whether to be thankful for the heads up or not....
Daaaaaaad /whine
Well, I was holding out on posting with the intention of showcasing my spare time in images but, sadly, dad hasn't chipped in with what I need to accomplish that. Frustratingly it rubs off on my eagerness to continue working on .... stuff.
Good thing Allmorpho tagged me. It gives me the incentive to post something for my adoring friends to read :3
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-What's your full name?
Mimmi Silliastrious, Daughter of Garfield.
-What's your favorite color?
The Spectrum ^_^
-What do you hate most?
Condescendence. Unwarranted and unnecessary spite/malice. Hopelessness.
-What do you love most?
The sensation or energy rushing through every cell in my body and overflowing with positive vibes.
-What are your favorite creatures?
Muppets. Wererabbits.
-Do you watch cartoons?
Hm, nope. Not these days.
-What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
Ignored my intuition regarding a specific time in my life. Bad things happen every time I do that but in this one particular instance it really cut me deep.
-Wow, you're pretty stupid...
._.
-Which one of your characters do you like most?
Grandpa Don.
-Which one would you trash?
I trash all of them :-)
-What would you do if someone stole your work?
Feel incredibly dumbfounded and violated, then throw myself into a crusade for justice!
-What are your views on online dating?
*cringe cough groan* Let's not touch on that.
-What kind of people do you like?
Open, strong (and even more so if they're not afraid to be weak), loving and intelligent people.
-Would you still be nice to a boring deviant or otakuian?
That could just as well be me that you brought up so of course I would be >.>
-What would you do if someone flamed you?
Blink in wonderment, figure out how it originated and take it from there.
Character time
-Hi
Hey.
- 0____o What's your name?
Richard Grahm.
-How old are you?
20.
-Are you male or female?
Male.
-If you had to chose just one place to live for the rest of your life, where would it be?
Wherever peace of mind can be found. Or maybe the French countryside.
-How creative do you think your human/creator is?
Well, she's very creative in spirit and has a great support group in her family/friends and sometimes that allows her to momentarily lose sight of all the insecurities folding in on her in regards to artistic endeavors. But she tends to play music really loud some times and--- That last bit is totally unrelated to the question? Oh…
-Could you describe your personality to us?
It's kinda hard to objectively paint a picture of oneself…. You tend to inadvertently take into account how others perceive you, whether or not it has any truth, how it matches up to your own conclusions and where the authentic self places in all of that. Usually you end up with a skewed version of what might not be really you at all.
-Hmm...Interesting...tell me your life story, if you don't mind.
Heh, maybe some other time. It's a bit premature to embark on a narrative journey of my life at this age.
-Good or Evil?
Uh… Heh. I'm human so both sides are present in me. Though I'd like to think there's more good than bad to me.
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Edit: Squeegiggles @ Allamorph. Will take care of tagging, dahling *smooch*
