It's kinda stoopid that not eating/craving candy for almost 2 weeks bothers me. Seriously. Sigh. If anything I should be happy and boasting to everyone about this unheard of development. Eh?

Ran into a good friend of mine while collecting my drugs medication at the pharmacy and was [again] reminded of how much I'd love to hang out with her but just haven't the energy/drive to make it happen. Even writing a short note to my eldest sister (who's in NY at the moment) takes me several days to get around to. And I'm overridden with guilt from not being a good pen-pal to my Aussie boy toy :( Usually these periods pass at some point but this one is clinging onto me as pathetically as I cling onto... err, whatever. At first I blamed the heat wave for knocking me out. Dunno what to pin it on now.

Smilla the cat has been missing for a week or so. The silly thing really need to get her act together and go back home to my elder sister, who's worried sick, hopefully before said sister goes to visit the eldest one in NY. It'll be kinda hard for her to enjoy the trip without knowing for certain where her baby is :(

Mom kinda broke down badly a couple o' days ago. Bastard Aunt needs to be put in her place or in a mental ward for messing things up. Grandma had been taken into hospital for some check ups but no one bothered to inform mom of this and so she, understandably, got real worried when she was unable to reach the old lady for over a week NOR would Bastard Aunt respond to any calls/texts. It was only after I suggested mom call the niece that we were clued in. Their horrible, twisted, and benign behavior has always been a fixture in mom's life and I hate that. If only she could've had a mom who'd been as great a mom to her as mom has been to me. If only.

But fear not! I do not allow them to have any further impact on my life and will keep on fighting to pull off the noose they've placed on mom. They should be so lucky they don't know the me I am today or else they'd [insert ending line here].

With a steadfast spirit and a potent heart I protect those I love!