My sight turns red and your smile seems to fade...
Covered with unfamiliar smiles all pointing down.
I've never felt those sights pierce me like I see you now,
is this what you want me to see while I see you from Heaven?
You're simply walking alone now as I stare down,
Don't be afraid of your own shadow my dear.
It's only there to company you because both of
you will dissapear into the night.
Only to be revealed by the shining bulbs in the sky.
In the stars I know you're teaching me a lesson,
sweet but sharp are the words you use to cut me up.
You tell me all these things and then I just see tyrany,
but you're so heart warming when you look at me.
I can only make the judgement that you want me for something,
I'm not sure what yet but do you even care about me?
I can tell you I hope so,
You do I'm sure.
What are you thinking about?
Oh, I'm just wondering who you are and why you need me.
Probably, I don't need you at all but I'd be happier,
I'd be happier with you if you helped me help myself.
Nothing else would matter if I did things this way now,
unless you thought being alive mattered more than happiness.
I don't think that so just enjoy the time because honestly
your life will flash before your eyes when you die.
The sweet color deep inside your Autumn eyes,
it feels like their making me drown inside.
They seem so liquified that I'd fall deep inside them,
Like pools without the proper depht I'd sink to the bottom.
I remember once I loved someone so much,
they run away from me everyday.
I can't forget them though so I refuse to let them go.
Help me catch them, why don't you?
How's your life deary?
No, mine's just fine just missing a lot of things.
That's right a lot of things I should have,
all those things might be all gone now.
I'm just so obssesed,
Do you think I should have what I've always been fighting for?
Why do I not deserve it?
I'm sure you can pity me just a little but I don't need that.
I need what I need.
