An Expired Spirit In A Lukewarm Vessel,
No Mind With Which To Guide.
When Life and Death Should Wrestle,
What Rules Must They Abide?
I Reside Here In My Dilapidated Body,
Alone Inside My Crumbling Skin.
You Say It's More Than Melancholy,
So I Show You My Twisted Grin.
It's Impossible To Leave My Corner,
Now That Ego Has Taken The Reigns.
Though I Am Lost, I Have Not A Mourner,
And The Panic Spreads Through My Veins.
Won't Anyone Care To Save Me,
Or Have I Been Completely Erased?
I've Been Torn For All To See,
Within Fear I Am Encased.
So You See Dear Friend,
It's Not A Matter Of Want Or Need,
For This Rule I Cannot Bend:
"The Door Cannot be Closed..."
"...Once The Ego Has Been Freed."
~HV
Mood: miffed
watching: nothing
listening to: nothing
doing: YOUR MOM...nothing
eating: nothing
drinking: nothing
alive?: Barley
Well I haven't been having any really good dreams latly(and i mean good as in ACTION HORROR CRAZY WEIRD) but last night's was pretty interesting.
I can't remember exact details yet(I WILL) but it was about horses, darkness(like the kind that eats your soul), Soul Eater, camping, venison, stealing, GIANT PILES OF LEAVES, HUGE MOUNDS OF SNOW, Pan's Labyrinth, and The Zombie Hunters.
Not only was it jam packed with awesomeness, It totally sparked my imagination. Like when I have really awesome dreams, I usually reconfigure them, and rework them until all the pieces fir together and I have a pretty wicked story on my hands. The bad part? I never know what to do with them -_-
But anyway, I'll try to explain it, but, and I'm sure you know what I'm talking about here, its one of those dreams that you just KNOW what's happening, you can't describe it with words, its more of a feeling.
P.S. the boldface is edited to make it easier to understand.
I was sitting on a horse in a dark room. THe floor was tiled black and white, like a chess board. I heard an officer giving commands. Telling the others to go out to the floor. Was I one of them? Or was I already on the floor? Suddenly my horse starting shaking and jerking around. I tried to calm it but nothing worked. I heard shouts of 'THE DARKNESS! RUN'
I quickly hopped of the beast's back and looked up at him. His already dark hair was being enveloped in a void that looked like liquid onix. What should I do? I looked over and saw another horse being devoured in the same fashion. Where was her rider? I went over to her, compelled by unknown emotions.
Oh, the rider wasn't gone, he was stuck in the void. 'Leave me, go!' he shouted to me. I shook my head. Why? Who was he? And I stood and watched as he and his horse were quickly covered in the black shape. They were gone. I felt a grip on my ankles. I looked down to see the void was taking hold of me as well. NO! I ran from it, forcing my way through pools of it forming all over the floor.
I hurtled through a door at the other end, met by the captain and his guard. 'What are you going!? You let them die!' he shouted at me and his spit hit my cheek. I fell to the floor, crying. 'It wasn't my fault! It wasn't! Please get him back!' Who was I talking about? Did I know that boy? Why was I crying for him. 'GET SOUL BACK NOW!' I finally shouted at the captain. Soul? Was that his name? Who was I? Did I have a name?
So that was part one. I still don't know If I was maka or just me... but the other boy was soul. THe captain was the dude from pan's labyrinth
Looking around, I saw red orange walls surrounding me, bumpy and pulsing, as if they were alive. I heard a voice in side my head. 'You only have 10 more minutes, hurry, or you won't be able to save him.' I nodded. Could that person see a nod?
I began climbing up the vertical walls, finding footholds and handholds in the soft material that lined the walls. Occasionally there were openings in the wall, leading to other places. I didn't go through any of them. THey weren for me. However I saw one that looked especially compelling. Through the small window I saw i pond, still surrounded by the orange walls, with huge lily pads floating on the surface.
'I'm going to go in there.' I told myself. Or maybe I was talking to that voice. I waited for a response and when none came, I pused my way through.
I stood atop one of the great lily pads, perplexed. WHy wasn't I falling through? I jumped, hoping to feel the water on my feet, but I could not make the leaf sink. 'Don't do that.' The voice told me. I was a man's voice. 'Who are you?' I asked it. It sighed, 'I'll tell you after you find Soul. Hurry, you've only got on minute.' I brushed that information aside. 'What'll happed if I touch the water?' 'Can we please get back on track?' 'No, I wana touch it!' I bent down to tap the glassy surface, despite the protests from inside my head.
Before I was able to feel it though, I looked up at the ceiling. It was opening. 30. Hey there was a new room! 29. I quickly withdrew my finger and searched for a way up the wall. 28. I could see another tunnel, like the one I entered this place from. 27. It too, was coated in red and orange. 26. I walked to the edge of the wall and touched the lining. 25. It was so soft. 24. THen I heard a splashing noise and turned around 23. THe lily pads were rising out of the water, sending a cascading shower of droplets to the surface of the pond. 22. However, when they hit, there was no splash or ripple, just sound. 21. Hey they were forming a stair case! 20. I walked to the firt lily pad. There were ten in all. I counted. 19. i stepped up from the first to the second. 18. from the second to the third. 3 to 4. 17. 4 to 5. 16. 5 onto 6. 16. from 6 to 7. 15. 7 to 8. 14. 9 led to 9. 13. and then I stood on ten, looking back down at the pond surrounded by walls of red. 12. Hey! It looks like a peach! 11. I turned away to look up the tunnel. 10. I saw a ledge about 10 feat away. There was a person sitting on the edge. 9. I began to climb. was that the boy I was looking for? 8. was he Soul? 7. It was slow going. I don't know but the walls seemed to hold my feet extra long, trying to slow me down. 6. I kept going. 5. Almost there. 4. I was level with the ledge and looked at the boy. 3. My memory returned. Everything I remembered him. Myself. My purpose. 2. 'SOUL!' I screamed. I reached out toward his already outstreached hand. 1. The walls began to undulate. Throwing my off balance. Our hands were so close. 'Take my hand!' He shouted. I reached forward again, and grabbed ahold of him. But my fingers began to pixelate. I was being deleted. I had failed. I took too long. 'SOUL!' I felt as if I was falling down, watching him get farther and farther away. He screamed something. That boy. Who was he again? Who was I? Was that my name he said? Oh well. Certainly it didn't matter.
So yeah that was my favorite part ^^ Idk, it was so colorful and crazy. Yet confusing... haha sorry if that was too weird for you to understand. ANd just when you thought I was done, Here's part three:
I woke up in a forest. In a sleeping bag. I rubbed my eyes. What a strange dream I had had... I looked around and saw a few other sleeping bags. But there were no people in them. weird... THen a cruchng noise told me people were approaching. I turned and saw a group of people carrying a dear. well... a dead dear. 'Hey sarah, you missed all the fun!' a man shouted. To me I guess. THey got closer and I saw they were my friends, the people I had camped out with. *scene changes, we are now in a bedroom with the dear on the bed and the people standing around* 'how'r we gonna cook it?" I asked. the others shrugged. 'I know! I'll go get some charcole!' so I snuck out and raced to my fathers house. But I knew I wasn't supposed to be there. What if he saw me? Would he think I had come back? Yeah right, I left for a reason. I gathered all his charcole into a bag and began to sneak back out when I heard his voice behind me. 'leaving?' 'duh.' And I walked away back to the hideout and dumped out the charcole. As Sammie, Jenny, and Katie began cooking the dear, Dan pulled me aside and said, 'did you find soul?' 'what are you talking about?' 'You went to retrieve soul from the Center, you mean you didn't get him?' 'If you're talking about that weird dream I had last night, no, i fell back into the pond.' 'It wasn't a dream Sarah. And if you didn't get soul, that means we're all still in the center.' 'Wait so you're saying that...place was...real? Then were you the voice in my head?' 'I wasn't in your head.' 'Then who was?'
...
I opened my eyes to a bright orange color. Peachy almost. I looked up and 11 green lily pads. Above? weren't they below last time?
Poor Maka/Sarah fell under the pond :'( that's probably the most confusing section. But phew I need to be done. BYEEEE
~HV
